Quick Bio : [ Rhaine ]
i am a person, who ironically is me!
this is strange writing poetry on the internet and having people i dont know read it, but not letting my best friends read it. maybe it is a security issue or something..
well yea i'm supposed to tell you about my "life"
well since im only 15 and ill tell you what has happened so far.
well first off i get inspired by the strangest things. to all those who have read spells agaist death (i think is my most famous poem) that was inspired by francesca lia blocks book dangerous angels and a hotdog! funny little world huh? i say that a lot it should be my motto!!!!! ha!
uh second, i have millions of friends who being me i always stick up for and beat people up for them even though my friends are twice my size! i think i am a very honest and caring person.. i like weird things. i dye my hair a lot and i love to STAND OUT! i love colors! which btw i think we should have alittle color on this site instead of the drab black white n gray!oh!!!! almost forgot my most favorite saying in the whole entire world is love peace and chicken grease!!!!! use it and spread it around like it was the flu!!! lol ha. i make myself laugh.. (three dots are over-rated!)
most importantly i am madly in love with mr kc freaking montoya and always will evn at this present moment in time we are not together..we still love each other very much
hey well yea im with kc again for the bajillionth time...i told him that i looooveed him, and then he said it baaa-ack! lol how cute!
um i have been fighting anorexia for a year now, been to the clinics trust me they dont do you any good..all the nurses and staff do are tell you need to eat and shove food down your mouth...
um i got prego and please dont judge soley by this i had a abortion, i had to and you wouldnt understand why, and because my mother made me
um ive been fighting with my home chicken alicia (pronounced a-lish-sha) and kinda my boyfriend kc (pronounced kay-sea) but we're cool, kc got hurt in basketball and few weeks ago and keeps playing...he hurt his shoulder, he pushes himself so hard and it makes me mad because i plan on getting old with him and i want him to be able to pick our grandchildren up!!!! lol i love him...
oh this is so funny, my school had a pep rally friday (2/11/05) and the cheerleaders were selling tickets to put a pie in the principals face my friend lauren won it was so cool...btw he (mr.gary "cumstick" comstock) is a huge jerk and im serious nobody likes him...when we were in the gym the cheerleaders were giving us the rules, when they said we couldnt slam it in his face everyone boo-ed
oh yea and now im 16! whoop-pidy-do-da-day!
oh and im planning on going to drexel university in philly pa! or bowling green in ohio... kinda close to where i live (near mt vernon, apple valley)
i am regretful to say that my best friend, my soul sister, the only person i could talk to, the reason i continue to write, left me on wenesday february 23rd, she was 16 years old, the best friend i ever had, a total geek, a maniac, and a wonderful friend, i will never forget you kimberli kai birtcher...
butch lovez possible forever, i promise swear
well im eighteen now...kc is gone...out of the picture...forever...11th and 12th grade i did cheerleading...met a really awesome girl...lost her, over something stupid...lost two other great friends...actually three...
best friend/cousin is in navy...wow never saw that coming...she moved her senior year tooooo florida...how dumb...well it was good for her i guess, actually great...im dating a lovely boy... a-lish-a's baby brother SAMUEL MORGAN!!!! i love him...not like i sai i loved kc...that was, i dont know what that was, but it wasnt good...i gotta 2007 grabber orange mustang!!!
well idk what else to put...cant sum up two and half years in five seconds!!!
im so full of crap. im ridiculous.
like seriously i dont understand any guy ive met. i thought they were great at first but i just fight with them. well...hmm here we go for millionth time.
losers for everyone.
hair color currently black brown
its been red blonde pink blue teal purple brown blacker.
piercings? nose rook traigus two lobe cartilage belly
tats? no sir.
still have thee car...its pretty sweet though i think sometimes thats what attracts guys to me is that they think they get to drive it if they're screwing me...umm no.
currently 19 years of age.
sadly still living at home :(
im moving soon though (hopefully) to columbus with my two seriously honest to god best friends
im tryin to get into the aveda institute.
i effin hate it when people die. its really getting old.
like im not even kidding
oooh god works in mysterious ways,
well he can go pick on someone else for a change.
lets make a list:
aunts lez lover
really getting old with "oh theyre in a better place"
im gonna be the only family left soon.
im a bitter person for how young i am
Why I Write:
because it takes away the pain and stress.. i relieves me of pressure.. if i dont write i have all these feelings bundled up inside of me and there is no other way (that i have yet) for me to release them..
other than smoking, sex and cutting..
i write for kimi
writing is to me as shitting is to others...
lies all lies....
because i was dumb and thought of dumb things...i was living in a dream and got jerked awake
hockey basketball baton boys!!! tight pants hot butts! (baseball and football! haha) being annoying to people i dont know writing poetry and mini stories and other things i guess and fourwheeling and my most favorite hobbie being around kc
nix that last one...
add-ons...cheering...listening to muzak...working with awesome kick ass people...my new mustang...2007 grabber orange...being with sam...
hobbies now adays include partying hardcore to make myself forget everything i have done in my life!!!!!!!
General Personality/What makes you unique?:
i am a strange person, i can make any one laugh by saying the most obvious things or being completely serious when there is tension in the air, like when at school if two friends are fighting, ill say well lets talk about bread or say something totally off the subject, and i can make boys cry!!lol. for seriously! (another one of my sayings!) i am a loner ( but not a soon to be serial killer i assure you!) when we have papers to do at school and we can work in pairs i usually chose to work alone.. i am a weird persona! i love to stand out in public and i like people to stare at me and think i am an idiot because they have misjudged me or something like that i dunna.. i like to be noticed i dont want to blend in..
im fading to black for now..
BULL CRAP. im calling my own shit
Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3 It means a lot to them, as it does to you.