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Amanda Hicker
18/F/ Centralia


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    I'm baaaack


    Mood: Guess what!?

    Posted on 2006-09-06 12:25:36


       yep I'vew been gone for a long time.. and in that time I've gotten married, and had a baby. I quit college.. and yeah life is good :)
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    this sucks...


    Mood: Rant

    Posted on 2005-09-30 13:08:38


       let me start this off with a rant.. actually the whole thing is a rant... I HATE COLLEGE! I hate it here.... I never wanted to come in the first place! I hate my parents- they has NO RIGHT to make me come with MY money! That is full of crap. I hate how it's raining right now, i hate how the girls in my dorm are backstabbing me, I hate that I have to meet with the women's dean now for counseling because I drink on the weekends, and it's against the freakin rules! I hate that I am so busy with homework, i hardly have time to talk to all my friends back home, and I hate that I can't be near Lance. I hate that everyone here is all prudes, and I am not so I can never fit in. I hate it that I have NO friends here, not even my roommate. I hate being required to go to chapel 4 fucking times a week.I hate walking across campus for my classes that I'm not even learning anything in. I hate that myspace was blocked, but now just all the pictures are. I hate how everyone looks at me here, like I'm some sort of a heathen. I hate that my parents are coming to visit me this weekend, I don't even want to see them.... I HATE IT!!!!!!
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    from dodgeball


    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-09-14 01:41:38


       is it NECESSARY for me to dirnk my own urine? NO!

    but I do it anyways!

    it's sterile and I like the taste!




    hahahaha.... i dont' do it... I just LOVE this line from dodgeball....
    ~Amanda

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    COLLEGE!


    Mood: Sigh...

    Posted on 2005-08-29 15:04:34


       Hi everyone!

    I have been so busy all summer. It has been crazy and I have really missed being on here! I have written so much new stuff, and it's different than usual, so, I'm excited to see what you all think!

    I am in college now, and it's absolutely :P
    anyways, PM me!!
    ~Amanda

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    Untitled Entry


    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-02-11 22:56:53


       hey! really srry to all those who I haven't had time to write back to, I will get on later! but if you wanna see what has been going on, try visiting my band's website! it's

    www.beautifulmystery.co.nr

    It may give you somewhat of an idea of what I have been busy with... not to mention, I JUST got back from Ohio, and I am taking the ACT tomorrow! :O
    ttu all later!
    ~Amanda

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    Untitled Entry


    Mood: Guess what!?

    Posted on 2005-01-21 13:18:05


       I need some chocolate!
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    Untitled Entry


    Mood: Rant

    Posted on 2005-01-20 14:51:12


       please excuse this... I heard this song last night I don't remember who it's by.. but I had to post some of it cuz I'm frustrated now... this is to Robert!

    you say you love me,
    love me again,
    but if you love me
    where have you been?
    you say you love me
    more than anyone else,
    well go to hell,
    where have you been?

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    Untitled Entry


    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-01-18 20:19:04


       I have been blind, unwilling
    to see the true love your giving
    I have ignored every blessing,
    I'm on my knees confessing

    and I feel myself surrender,
    each time I hear your voice
    I am captured by your beauty,
    your all consuming grace
    and I know my heart is turning
    falling into place,
    I can't hide it,
    now hear my confession

    ~Josh Groban

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    hmmmm


    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-01-04 21:09:50


       God sent me an angel,
    from the heavens above,
    sent me an angel to heal my broken heart
    from being in love.
    cuz all I do is cry,
    God sent me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes.

    ~Amanda Perez

    Yeah, I heard this song today again... It's really old, but I like the chorus. I think it almost applies to me all the time. God always pulls me through.

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    Untitled Entry


    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2004-12-31 18:50:44


       welll, I ned a little help with a poem, This is what I have so far, and I know it needs more, but I am absolutely stuck and I can't do anything else to it!

    I can see the chains
    trying to cover the scars.

    In your eyes I see the pain
    of emotion kept behind bars.

    Your heart has been broken
    your spirit is crushed.

    The joy you had is stolen,
    your song is hushed.

    I know your desire
    to end it al now.

    I feel the fire
    to make it go a away somehow.




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