     
Diana Nonyabusiness
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 Well
Mood: In Love
Posted on 2013-09-23 14:22:52
Well....I'm divorced. The marriage papers were signed and he turned into a complete psycho. Abusive, controlling, locking me in a room, not letting me eat. Then I got pregnant and got sent to the hospital 3 different times and the dr told me to leave him or lose the baby. So. I left.
And, now have a 6 month old baby. <3 She's all I've ever needed. I was meant to be a mommy and that's all I ever want to be.
I'll never be someone's wife or girlfriend again.
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Taken
Mood: In Love
Posted on 2012-03-04 17:56:15
Well....I'm married.
<3 Betcha never thought that would happen.
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Finally Came
Mood: In Love
Posted on 2011-05-19 20:24:13
When I fell before it was nothing compared to now
how your smile starts my day like a cup of joe
lingering on my lips and I can taste heaven
just out of my reach.
You don't let me hide inside myself like them
they always seemed to deep down help me escape
from what was best for me and I hated hontesty
but you take my hand and kiss it goodnight.
I know I've finally found something good
more than what I could ever deserve
it terifies me, this profound feeling
overides the terrible memories.
It's meeting your kids for the first time
and seeing panic in your eyes that matches
my heart racing because this feels so right
like puzzle pieces falling gently into place.
Knowing my soul has most likely found its twin
in a world so scary -- that's mistreated us
and to have stumbled against each other in a crowd
you picking up my lost shoe.
Placed it on my foot and I became your Cinderella
after years of not believing in fairy tales.
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2 Weeks
Mood: Overwhelmed
Posted on 2009-09-29 15:04:44
Well I finally put my 2 weeks in to get out of hell.
I can't tell you how much BETTER I feel.
Now.
All I need is a job.
Shit.
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Pondering...
Mood: Thinking...
Posted on 2009-07-15 13:52:13
I think this site has become too cliché and cliquey.
People don't even write from the heart anymore. They may claim to, but they don't. They picked up a dictionary and used so many big words it couldn't possibly be straight from the heart. Some poets on here write such thesaurus pieced poems that it's not worth reading. It's retarded. Congratulations, you can use a dictionary or thesaurus and make shit up so people like you and think you're cool on here. Way to make friends via the net only.
LOL!
BCute
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Pondering
Mood: Thinking...
Posted on 2009-07-15 13:51:38
I think this site has become too cliché and cliquey.
People don't even write from the heart anymore. They may claim to, but they don't. They picked up a dictionary and used so many big words it coulnd't possibly be straight from the heart. Some poets on here write such thesaurus pieced poems that it's not worth reading. It's retarded. Congratulations, you can use a dictionary or thesaurus and make shit up so people like you and think you're cool on here. Way to make friends via the net only.
LOL!
BCute
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ApPwOoT!
Mood: Guess what!?
Posted on 2009-06-18 14:26:30
The biopsy results are in....
*Insert drumroll here*
I DO NOT HAVE CANCER! They do want to keep checking me periodically though as they do not know what the areas are. But, I'm not dying, for those of you who are disappointment by this little fact. Kiss my ass.
BCute
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Biopsies
Mood: Sigh...
Posted on 2009-06-10 11:22:27
Well. I went in for my biopsies Monday. The doctor before performing the procedure explained about it and said she was sure they wouldn't find anything.
Lies.
They began the procedure and found three rather large areas that needed biopsies taken from. It was quite painful and there was no medication given to me at all. I was fully concious.
Now it's another waiting game until I get the results. Just an update for those who care.
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Waiting Game
Mood: Sigh...
Posted on 2009-06-04 08:54:05
Well. The doctor's making me play a waiting game. She is apparently sick and has been for a while so I did NOT get to have my biopsy on June 2nd as planned.
They rescheduled it for Monday, June 8. So. I have to wait a while yet to see what is wrong with me, if there is something wrong with me.
Needless to say this is pushing my stress to maximum levels. Just keeping you all informed. For those of you that care.
<3BCute
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4 1/2 Years
Mood: Guess what!?
Posted on 2009-05-17 16:05:11
Well. I've been on Elite Skills for 4 1/2 years. You all have known me for many reasons over the course of time. This site used to be so fabulous. People were friends. Close. Caring. There were actual writers on here. There was actual critiquing. People were friends.
I've come back after a year and a half sabatical to find it deterioated. It's pathetic now really. With how people treat others I don't see a reason to be on the site except to occasionally comment...AND ACTUALLY COMMENT AND CRITIQUE a poem occasionally. Or update my journal.
I go for my biopsies to see if I have cancer on June 2nd. I will try to keep my journal updated with what happens. And, if I have cancer. Forgive me if I'm not on much.
Anyways. I shall miss the old ES and all of my friends. Loves. Many of you have my number, screenames, and ect. Or message me here. I'll try to keep in touch with those of you that care. The original family that I love.
Elite. It's been real. But BCute's seen this site go from wonderful to bad.
I'll be popping in and out. Someone's gotta critique.
Laters and as always,
BCute
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