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Betsy
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    Mood: Straightening things out...

    Posted on 2007-09-13 09:58:00


       Living one more day in hopes of finding tomorrow. Perhaps it will be a brighter day when we are no longer evolving, changing, depleting or growing. The joys of yesterday will be taken over by the ecstasies of today and we will all rejoice at the music that has been made. Why cry over what cannot or will not come through in the end? We are simple creatures that live at the whim of our self-made destinies that do not last the test of time. We live as we believe we are meant to; we live as our subconcious dictates to us; we live as if a dark shadow were hanging over us.
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    Mood: Tired

    Posted on 2007-05-22 07:40:03


       sleep

    tired of sound
    sight

    hearing words that I can't understand

    blanking out
    again.

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    Mood: Reflective

    Posted on 2007-05-17 23:07:53


       Take a deep breathe in--



    And just





    Fall.

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2007-05-15 09:03:02


       It doesn't matter anymore what I have to say
    Everything will go away.
    These dreams and fears held close to me
    Are my only miseries.
    Why can't I find a rougher road
    To make heavier my load?
    I want the chains to bog me down
    I will laugh, I will not frown.
    Tie me, beat me, do as you wish
    But I'll not grant you one more kiss.
    The clouds below go flying by
    I cry and laugh at your wish to die.
    Begone my saddened deeper dream
    Love is not always what it seems.

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    Mood: Breathe In, Breathe Out.

    Posted on 2007-05-14 09:27:02


       Cumbersome--Seven Mary Three


    She calls me Goliath and I wear the David mask
    I guess the stones are coming too fast for her now
    I'd like to believe this nervousness will pass
    All the stones that are thrown are building up a wall

    I have become, cumbersome to this world
    I have become, cumbersome to my girl

    I'd like to believe we could reconcile the past
    Resurrect those bridges with an ancient glance
    But my old stone face can't seem to break her down
    She remembers bridges and burns them to the ground

    I have become, cumbersome to this world
    I have become, cumbersome to my girl


    (Chorus)
    Too heavy, too light, too black or too white
    Too wrong or too right, today or tonight
    Cumbersome
    Too rich or too poor, she's wanting me less
    And I'm wanting her more
    The bitter taste is cumbersome
    Yeah! Ah, yeah, no... yeah. Ohhh.

    There is a balance between two worlds
    One with an arrow and a cross
    Regardless of the balance, life has become cumbersome

    (repeat Chorus)

    Your life has become cumbersome

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2007-05-10 11:41:08


       APC --Thinking of You

    Lying all alone and restless
    unable to lose this image
    sleepless, unable to focus on
    anything but your surrender

    Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
    Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
    So delighted with a new understanding
    Something about a little evil that makes that
    Unmistakable noise I was hearing
    Unmistakable sound that I know so well
    Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
    Spent and sighing with a look on your face like

    Sweet revelation sweet surrender
    sweet, sweet surrender
    Surrender...

    Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
    Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
    So delighted with a new understanding
    Something about a little evil that makes that
    Unmistakable noise I was hearing
    Unmistakable sound that I know so well
    Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
    Spent and sighing with a look on your face like

    Sweet revelation sweet surrendering
    Sweet revelation sweet

    Thinking of you, thinking
    Thinking of you, Thinking of you, Thinking of you, thinking...

    Sweet revelation sweet surrendering
    Sweet revelation

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    Mood: Hmmm...

    Posted on 2007-05-09 12:24:09


       RISE AGAINST LYRICS--"Swing Life Away"

    Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
    Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
    Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

    I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
    Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
    Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

    We live on front porches and swing life away,
    We get by just fine here on minimum wage
    If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
    I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

    I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
    The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
    Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

    I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
    But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
    We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

    We live on front porches and swing life away,
    We get by just fine here on minimum wage
    If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
    I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand

    I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
    Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
    Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

    We live on front porches and swing life away,
    We get by just fine here on minimum wage
    If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
    I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

    Swing life away [x4]

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    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2007-05-08 07:11:41


       Bill Withers -- Give Me the Beat Boys

    Day after day I'm more confused
    But I look for the light through the pouring rain
    You know that's a game that I hate to lose
    Now I'm feeling the strain
    Aint it a shame?

    (Chorus)
    Oh, give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll
    And drift away
    Give me the beat boys and free my soul
    I wanna get lost in your rock and roll
    And drift away

    Beginning to think that I'm wasting time
    I don't understand the things I do
    The world outside looks so unkind
    I'm counting on you
    To carry me through

    (Chorus)

    And when my mind is free you know melody can move me
    And when I'm feeling blue the guitar's coming through to soothe me
    Thanks for the joy that you've given me
    I want you to know I believe in your song
    Your rhythm and rhyme and harmony
    You've helped me along
    You're making me strong

    (Chorus)

    (Repeat chorus 2 times)

    Now now now won't you take me?
    Oh oh take me
    Fly high...

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    Mood: ARG RAR! ...haha...

    Posted on 2007-05-07 10:12:24


       We are the
    ...Waiting--

    We are the ones stuck
    ..In a rapid torrent of
    Destruction, pain, deliverance, altruism
    ..We breathe in and out
    For the good of others
    .............................TAKEOFF

    What do we care? We
    Wait. Looking for the one
    thing that can ultimately save
    or destroy us. Do we care?
    Do we really believe
    .............................IN SILENCE

    No we don't believe in the rhymes
    Of seasons far left behind
    We don't see the horror of yester
    day's society. We live only
    .......IN...................COMPLACENCY

    The tiny ticks that suck our lives
    .............F.r.o.m
    .............us..are
    .............o.n.l.y
    There for "US". Leeches taking wha

    t they can--the MEDIA is our true
    E.............N.................E
    M.............Y.................!
    L.............E.................T
    t.............h.................e

    m reap what they have sown. So I
    s
    a
    y
    m
    y

    Goodbyes to everything. Once More
    .................B...............E
    .................C...............O
    .................M...............I
    .................N...............G
    .................S..I..L..E..N..T

    We are still
    ...WAITING

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    Mood: ARG RAR! ...haha...

    Posted on 2007-05-07 10:11:26


       We are the
    ...Waiting--

    We are the ones stuck
    ..In a rapid torrent of
    Destruction, pain, deliverance, altruism
    ..We breathe in and out
    For the good of others
    .............................TAKEOFF

    What do we care? We
    Wait. Looking for the one
    thing that can ultimately save
    or destroy us. Do we care?
    Do we really believe
    .............................IN SILENCE

    No we don't believe in the rhymes
    Of seasons far left behind
    We don't see the horror of yester
    day's society. We live only
    .......IN...................COMPLACENCY

    The tiny ticks that suck our lives
    .............F.r.o.m
    .............us..are
    .............o.n.l.y
    There for "US". Leeches taking wha

    t they can--the MEDIA is our true
    E.............N.................E
    M.............Y.................!
    L.............E.................T
    t.............h.................e

    m reap what they have sown. So I
    s
    a
    y
    m
    y

    Goodbyes to everything. Once More
    .................B...............E
    .................C...............O
    .................M...............I
    .................N...............G
    .................S..I..L..E..N..T

    We are still
    ...WAITING

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