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kaity lizzy
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2008-04-16 20:38:43


       i keep reading people's poetry, but i get to the bottom to leave a comment, and there is no place to leave a comment, but clearly others have done it before me, so my question here is what am i doing wrong, that there is no box to leave my comment in, i hate posting without helping others out and giving imput back, PLEASE HELP!!!
    much love

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2008-02-20 21:46:49


       yea almost 20 decided to write again... don't know if it's a good thing
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    Mood: i don't know anymore.. i just don't know

    Posted on 2007-01-23 23:48:00


       it's been a while but i'm ready to rite again.. i'm older...maybe a little bit more broken... but i'm raw i can feel the emotions of colors scribbled on pages i'm ready.



    Forever seems like it is so long yet i question wether it is really as long as everyone says it is. I wish it was long, i wish we lived by definitions, but forever isn't the word promised by webster or oxford dictionaries. No, it's a short lived word. It's full of promise, compasion, and sequirety. But it's a word that betrays and lingers. And yes everyone says that forever is long, but really it's short. Usually forever is over with in months... and if your lucky it takes a year. This world nothing promises forever, nothing. We all die, even our lives arn't promised forever. Things change, people stop loving, things are built, it changes... NO forever doesn't exist... forever is dangerous play.



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    Mood: I won!

    Posted on 2006-03-20 21:38:59


       so it's been a while, but a much needed break from writting and every emotin that goes along with it. Something snapped... no I think sprung in me today. Like maybe this world isn;t full of evil, of sorrow, and of pain, there's happy things, theirs peple. I was just thinking about how much people really mean to me, not in the sence of best friend or mother love, but just people in general, just all the different characteristics of people, the randomness this world comes to, it makes me smile an laugh.

    I am not ussualy one to judge, actually i try very hard not to, but toaday I was kind of pissed off at people and called be neighborhood the home to the junkies... which i found out really wasn't true. I was riding home on the bus, and out of the blue my neighbor, whom i have never talked to came over and introduced himself to me, and we talked about graphic designs and his future dreams and plans, and it made me realize that even in the darkest situations there is always hope. He will never know how his one random act changed my view of my life of my world, but I owe tonights happines to a boy who i had the pleasure of shaking hands with. it seems so irrational how things happen in this world... but that's what I love about it. That's what I love.
    much love
    kaity

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-11-12 21:27:25


       need to strip...and find the basics...


    much love
    kaity

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-10-18 20:55:01


       Math math math math math that's my life right now, don't understand it, I've spent hours studying won't make a difference, I hate numbers
    much love to everyone
    kaity

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    Mood: I won!

    Posted on 2005-09-11 17:56:57


       camping was amazing, the crisp air, the falling bits of rock, tumbling down, building the base, leaves flying, the solitude of it all. Amazing
    peace to everyone
    kaity

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    Mood: Sigh...

    Posted on 2005-07-23 21:02:16


       i'm in a fix where fixes ain't enough to pick up a girl and place her back on her feet. No the stroybooks, and candyland games no longer exist. They were swallowed once whole by pride, now pushed away by age. Longing for the day, to dust of the shelf and join in one game, to hear the laughter that once existed, the smiles of innocense, the same smile and lightness I chase, but fail to reach with each rock of the bottle. maybe someday candyland will be enough, but now it is only hope, only a dream, not realistic, but one we all need.
    much love to all
    Kaity

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-06-20 09:17:18


       well on break, not sure if i love it yet, but it has to get better. Anyway i don't have much to write.
    much love to all
    kaity

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    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2005-05-05 14:14:15


       You can try so hard in the world to; make the ones you love see that you are worth loving, but in the end it is all thea same they see you as the failure that will never change. I want to change, I wake up every morning and I try push the negative away and try to concentrate on the positive, but noone is willing to give me a seccond chance, yes I screwed up, running away I learned can't solve anything, cutting wrists only make things worse, Yes I learned, I swear I've learned, I jusst want to be happy, I need a second chance, because I can't get a foot hold anywhere, no one is leding me a stool to reach the first bloc, i just need people to forgive me. i have apologized a million times, I am changing my actions, can't any one see i am trying. Please I am, I just need a little help. Thanks.
    much love
    kaity

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