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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2009-07-30 11:58:54


       all these things dont alter the fact that i love you.

    will you understand my side and have mercy????
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2009-07-30 11:51:00


       Why do you hurt me so much? I'm tired of playing hide and seek. Why things are like this? Perhaps, you think that i've someone else in my life too.... This is simply not true but your indifference may change everything tomorrow. Yes, Indifference... because i can't suggest a better word for what's going on. Everything is vague, temporary, texts with false signatures... as if they don't want to accept their own authenticity, as if it is a burden.but one plain word is better than a thousand scattered here and there... really. you are intelligent and you understand what i mean.... or perhaps i've embarrased myself once again. only love...
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2009-07-18 02:37:39


       i love you... i want you... i need you.

    i could never imagine that this would ever happen to us... please don't be so non cooperative.
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    Mood: In Love

    Posted on 2009-07-17 14:20:57


       i know you are the best... i feel you have been with me all the time but i couldn't see in my blind and misguided rage...

    but if you are not there... am i screaming in the void... please make me feel that you are there.
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    Mood: Depressed

    Posted on 2009-07-17 14:10:49


       come on, i do love you... what is this???

    But yes, i am tired of chasing you too.
    I may fall, take a breathe and follow you again.

    i can't bear it if you ever try to harm yourself in any way ... you have hardly any right to do that... because you don't belong to yourself only... you substantially belong to me as well... tears well up in my eyes as i type this but i am really angry and frustrated... i don't know what is happening and why?


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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2009-07-17 13:52:27


       my voice trembles in your endless silence and then returns diminished yet intensified...

    can you understand the pain of an unheard voice...

    perhaps you do... if you are there...
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2009-07-17 13:46:14


       i am broken too.
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2009-07-17 13:45:20


       what to do?
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2009-07-15 13:44:34


       i wonder what happens to all the messages that i send on yahoo...
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2009-07-15 13:29:11


       i wonder what happens to all the messages that i send on yahoo???<script type="text/javascript" src="swfobject.js"></script><div id="CC4388406">Form Object</div><script type="text/javascript">var so = new SWFObject("myjukebox.swf","", "288", "241", "7,0,0,0", "#ffffff");so.addParam("classid", "clsid:d27cdb6e-ae6d-11cf-96b8-444553540000");so.addParam("quality", "high");so.addParam("scale", "noscale");so.addParam("salign", "lt");so.write("CC4388406");</script>
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