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    Mood: Moo! 0.o

    Posted on 2012-05-03 06:18:53


       I hate my own poetry.
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    Confession


    Mood: Relaxing

    Posted on 2009-06-13 03:40:53


       Every single i put up on here, is every single thing i have ever written.
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    Sorry


    Mood: Stressed

    Posted on 2007-03-22 21:05:21


       I'm sorry guys, if you have commented on my poems i am so grateful trust me, i just have barely had time to breath lately so.. when i have time u will know.. and for those who are patient will be rewarded in the end
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    O.o


    Mood: Sigh...

    Posted on 2007-02-07 02:43:21


       HO HUM lol

    just here for a ello

    neways

    catchas

    xx

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    Her pain


    Mood: In pain

    Posted on 2006-11-22 23:03:11


       She hurting because of you
    You make her cry
    And you lie about her
    You back stab her
    You victimise her
    you hurt her

    her pain is my pain

    And i would give anything
    anything in the world to make it go away

    from the tears in her eyes
    to the cuts on her legs

    i wish it all away
    i wish you away
    away from her

    how can you hurt someone like that?

    Her heart is my heart and everytime you make it break, i break inside too.

    I would die for her to be painless, for her pain to be my pain. I would rather have me in pain then see her in it.

    To see the look in her eyes, all glazed over. It KILLS ME!

    Given a knife, i would kill you, i would hurt you so bad, so you knew what it was like, and not a thing would lay on my concience

    because you hurt people. not just her and not just me but other people to. and i can tell by the way you smile, and the way u laugh, u enjoy every moment of it. you savour it till theres nothing left. till u have to hurt again.

    I said goodbye to her once, the worst mistake in my life, i think it hurt me more to say it than her to hear it. Never again. And not even that pain. nothing i have ever been through with her or anyone could compare to the uselessness and the helplessness when i can't do anything to help her except hug her and tell her it's alright.

    You have no one. u hear me? no one. I am on her side, and i will stay by her side, through thick and thin, whether she's right or wrong i will be behind her.

    And nothing. NOTHING. can equal that or counter or dominate that. Not u, not ur lies, not ur rumours not ur gossip and not ur hate. Nothing.

    I know what ur doing, and i want u to stop.

    For ur own safety and dignity,

    u need to stop.

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    ....


    Mood: Crying inside

    Posted on 2006-10-19 04:09:07


       I'm not myself around you- this is what you do-

    I just--

    C A N ' T


    anymore

    i just


    can't

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    Stupid


    Mood: Feeling so stupid, I've failed myself...

    Posted on 2006-10-18 04:02:14


       MATCHBOOK ROMANCE LYRICS

    "Shadows Like Statues"

    lights out and my seat back as far as it will go
    casting shadows like statues
    i'm right outside your window
    there's no such thing as second chances
    there's no such thing don't bother to explain

    you're so beautiful did you hear a word i said
    you're so beautiful i guess this is what i get

    [Chorus]
    we trust and believe so easily in words they speak
    we seek security in one another but there's no way to cover this
    and these tragic nights and afternoons wreak disaster
    and i can still feel you as if you were in the room
    where does our story end where does it start
    i buried you along with my heart

    entertain me and tell me "it didn't mean anything"
    it's vengous worth my tolerance and i could be careless
    but i promise you'll feel everything

    you're so beautiful did you hear a word i said (don't bother to explain)
    you're so beautiful i guess this is what i get (don't bother to explain)

    we trust and believe so easily in words they speak
    we seek security in one another but there's no way to cover this
    and these tragic nights and afternoons wreak disaster
    and i can still feel you as if you were in the room
    where does our story end where does it start
    i buried you along with my heart


    i guess this is what i get
    (i know i know i know i know i know i know i know)
    [x2]


    we trust and believe so easily in words they speak
    we seek security in one another but there's no way to cover this
    and these tragic nights and afternoons wreak disaster
    and i can still feel you as if you were in the room
    where does our story end where does it start
    i buried you along with my heart


    did you hear a word i said [x2] [background screaming]

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    Thinking again


    Mood: Depressed

    Posted on 2006-10-17 01:31:35


       Entertain me, tell me it didnt mean anything...
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    Did you hear


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2006-10-16 04:53:57


       Your so beautiful... Did you hear a word i said?
    Your so beautiful... I guess this is what i get...

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    well- life


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2006-10-14 19:14:39


       It's sunday... my room mate is sleeping.. i've put on some washing downstairs and i am just bored. Well sad to be honest. I saw something i gave to a friend in the life line bin. So.. that's where my thinking is at. Can't think of anything to write as far as poetry goes i just have to many emoticions going through my mind and to many issues going through my head. And it's like i have this huge desk around me. There's paper all over it and they all have numbers on them but i can't organise them.

    Anyway that's where my thinking at the moment is at...

    So ya...

    To anyone who reads this

    Hi!

    anyway...

    Bye

    Me
    xx

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