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    humpf


    Mood: Brain Fried

    Posted on 2007-03-22 18:38:09


       Love needs its martyrs
    Needs its sacrifices
    They live for your beauty
    And pay for their vices
    Love will be the death of
    My lonely soul brothers
    But their spirits shall live on in
    The hearts of all lovers

    -Depeche Mode

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    Untitled Entry


    Mood: Too much at once...

    Posted on 2006-12-30 16:25:36


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    great song


    Mood: In Love

    Posted on 2006-11-21 18:20:32


       Damien Rice
    "Accidental Babies"

    Well I held you like a lover
    Happy hands and your elbow in the appropriate place

    And we ignored our others, happy plans
    For that delicate look upon your face

    Our bodies moved and hardened
    Hurting parts of your garden
    With no room for a pardon
    In a place where no one knows what we have done

    Do you come
    Together ever with him?
    And is he dark enough?
    Enough to see your light?
    And do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
    Do you miss my smell?
    And is he bold enough to take you on?
    Do you feel like you belong?
    And does he drive you wild?
    Or just mildly free?
    What about me?

    Well you held me like a lover
    Sweaty hands
    And my foot in the appropriate place

    And we use cushions to cover
    Happy glands
    In the mild issue of our disgrace

    Our minds pressed and guarded
    While our flesh disregarded
    The lack of space for the light-hearted
    In the boom that beats our drum

    Well I know I make you cry
    And I know sometimes you wanna die
    But do you really feel alive without me?
    If so, be free
    If not, leave him for me
    Before one of us has accidental babies
    For we are in love

    Do you come
    Together ever with him?
    Is he dark enough?
    Enough to see your light?
    Do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
    Do you miss my smell?
    And is he bold enough to take you on?
    Do you feel like you belong?
    And does he drive you wild?
    Or just mildly free?

    What about me?
    What about me?

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    all I have


    Mood: In Love

    Posted on 2006-11-19 11:42:54


       Damien Rice
    "The Animals Were Gone"

    Woke up and for the first time the animals were gone
    It's left this house empty now, not sure if I belong
    Yesterday you asked me to write you a pleasant song
    I'll do my best now, but you've been gone for so long

    The window's open now and the winter settles in
    We'll call it Christmas when the adverts begin
    I love your depression and I love your double chin
    I love 'most everything that you bring to this offering

    Oh I know that I left you in places of despair
    Oh I know that I love you, so please throw down your hair
    At night I trip without you, and hope I don't wake up
    'Cause waking up without you is like drinking from an empty cup

    Woke up and for the first time the animals were gone
    Our clocks are ticking now so before our time is gone
    We could get a house and some boxes on the lawn
    We could make babies and accidental songs

    I know I've been a liar and I know I've been a fool
    I hope we didn't break yet, but I'm glad we broke the rules
    My cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through
    I cover my eyes, still all I see is you

    Oh I know that I left you in places of despair
    Oh I know that I love you, so please throw down your hair
    At night I trip without you, and hope I don't wake up
    'Cause waking up without you is like drinking from an empty cup

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    reading


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2006-11-06 18:42:03


       'Autonomy is essentially a matter of whether we are active rather than passive in our motives and choices whether, however we acquire them, they are the motives and choices that we really want and are therefore in no way alien to us.'

    'the inner lives of human beings are obscure, not only to others but to themselves as well. People are elusive. We tend to be rather poorly informed about our own attitudes and desires, and about where our commitments truly lie. It is useful to keep in mind, then, that a person may care about something a great deal without realizing that he cares about it. It is also possible that someone really does not care in the slightest about certain things, even though he sincerely believes that he considers those things to be extremely important to him.'


    -People are living one situation and telling themselves something completely different, all over the world..just sickening...not loving and expressing and feeling it all as it happens like I do with my soulmate

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    in love


    Mood: Sleepy

    Posted on 2006-11-04 22:33:56


       'Maria'
    David Sylvian

    Climb the stairs
    And step into my dreamhouse"

    These words are yours, Maria

    The waters warm
    (Hold me)
    The table bare
    (Till the worst is past)

    Until the summer nights return
    Until we close our eyes

    Maria, your every thought's my heartbeat
    Maria, save a thought for me

    Maria, your every thought's my heartbeat
    Maria, save a thought for me

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    Untitled Entry


    Mood: Confused

    Posted on 2006-11-01 18:35:08


       if I am getting in the way, just set me aside, and forget I exist for awhile.
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    just listening


    Mood: Tired

    Posted on 2006-10-31 19:21:04


       'The Day The Earth Stole Heaven'
    by Nine Horses

    Let me tell you about a friend
    She contends she will always love me

    It's this ability to lie and deceive
    That has lost me completely

    I could remind her of the facts
    Make her calm down and relax
    But why bother?

    It's the shallowest defense
    To my utter astonishment it is over

    That little girl she wants to leave me
    That little girl wants something more.

    I'm optimistically inclined
    Given time she'll change her mind

    It's unlikely

    Let me tell you about a friend
    She contends she will always love me

    If you look at her sideways
    She will let you know

    Today's the day the earth stole heaven

    If you look at her sideways
    She will curse you out

    Today's the day the earth stole heaven

    If you look at her sideways
    There can be no doubt
    It's over

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    relaxing away


    Mood: In Love

    Posted on 2006-10-24 15:55:13


       Error
    'Wild World'

    Hold me up baby for i may fall
    Hold my dish-rag body tall
    Our bodies melt together (we are one)
    Post crucifixion baby, post crucifixion and all undone.

    It's a wild world
    it's a wild world
    la-la-la-la
    it's a wild world
    Hey!
    it's a wild world
    it's a wild

    Church bells ring out the toll of our night
    Forward and forever backward
    Forever backward forever forward alright
    Strophe and antistrophe strophe and antistrophe hey!
    Antistophe antistrophe
    (c'mon baby, kiss me tight)
    Up here in your arms tonight.

    It's a wild world
    hey!
    it's a wild world
    it's a wild world
    It's a wild world
    and she's a wild girl
    she's a wild girl
    she's a wild girl
    SHE'S A WILD GIRL
    SHE'S A WILD GIRL
    SHE'S A WILD....

    it's...a..wiiillllddd world
    It's...a..wiiillllddd world

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    Need You


    Mood: KILL!!!

    Posted on 2006-10-22 17:53:57


       NINE INCH NAILS
    'Non Entity'

    The sky is not the same shade of blue
    Every single thing I believe isn't true
    Missing in a maze of monochrome
    How did I get here, how can I go home?

    The echoes in my eyes of all they used to see
    Burning down the world, the ashes and debri
    And all that's left of me
    Non-Entity

    Try to stand in line, try to obey
    The ghosts of what I was keep getting in the way
    Staring at the sun, blinded by the light
    Now I'm afraid I'm fading out of sight

    The echoes in my eyes of all they used to see
    Burning down the world, the ashes and debri
    And all that's left of you
    And all that's left of me
    All have washed away
    Non-Entity

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