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    Mood: Sigh...

    Posted on 2010-09-06 03:23:28

       I'll start commenting again soon, just not today.

    And it's amazing how one person can cheer you up so much, and not even realize. Its nice to have someone cheer you up and make you laugh. Thanks Cortland


    not sure

    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2010-08-01 22:37:56

       Maybe i'm not meant to be happy. When i'm happy, i can't write. But when i feel terrible the words flow out. I can't turn my happiness to words, but my tears translate perfectly.

    random status

    Mood: Tired

    Posted on 2010-07-03 00:27:05

       Hate falling asleep because when i fall asleep i'm sleeping alone. When i fall asleep, his arms aren't around me like they are in my dreams. Then every morning I wake up disappointed, wondering when I'll be in his arms again. I hope it won't be long, I feel so cold and alone inside whenever he's not with me.


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2010-05-03 00:06:03

       Guess there's no need to write about it anymore, everything is perfectly fine again. Now, I'm just tired. I wish the site would be how it was when I first joined. Oh well. When my writers block go away maybe I can write something again. Until then, happy writing to everyone else.


    Mood: Overwhelmed

    Posted on 2010-04-28 18:39:52

       Not good, very not good. Wish i had someone to talk to. The people I want to talk to, I'm not able to right now. Stupid phone got turned off today. Sigh, not needing this stress at all right now. Will probably write about all of this later, just when I have more privacy.


    Mood: Sad

    Posted on 2010-04-06 08:04:40

       Sadly this site is dying. I'm not on here as much either, but still, no one seems to be online anymore. This makes me sad.


    Mood: Frustrated

    Posted on 2010-03-23 06:49:10

       Well, most things are ok, some really sucks. My mom hates my boyfriend because he's a 21 year old white guy with a lot of facial hair(her three hour lecture shortened). But she's not racist. Not at all. I'll tell you a few sentences and you tell me if it sounds racist.

    "Why are you dating a 21-year-old MAN with more facial hair than your father? Why can't you date within your own race?"

    No, not racist at all.
    But I guess that's her problem, no isn't it?


    Bad Idea

    Mood: Frustrated

    Posted on 2010-03-17 20:51:11

       So today was bad, really bad. I knew I should've stopped. I knew the conversation went way too far. It started out with me asking for a massage (long story, our school gave out hand held massagers). Here's what happened (and yes I have everything we said, we were texting

    me: please?
    him: FU
    me: no billy, it's a public place lol
    him: so?
    me: So? Clothes stay on in school, except for the library lol
    him: So, You got legs
    me: huh?
    him: You heard me
    me: What do you mean? I go by myself? Never lol
    him: Im sure we could make sure you dont go alone
    me: Oh really? How is that possible?
    him: Im good at getting jobs done well find someone ;)
    me: Right, find someone? I think you have an idea already lol
    him: Maybe
    me: Yeah, thinking its more than just a maybe lol
    him: You could be right
    me: Im positive i am right
    him: Who could it be?
    me: Im pretty sure I dont need a name
    him: I think you do
    me: So, who would that be?
    him: Give you a hint, he is right here
    me: Yeah, I thought so
    him: not well ;)
    me: Boo
    him: Boo you!
    me: No i sent that while I was behind you lol
    him: Is it my turn to be behind you?
    me: Maybe, we'll see lol
    him: Fair enough

    See, very bad idea. If you want to know why I'm having problems with this, read my poems since blue eyes, this is all between me and him



    Mood: Rant

    Posted on 2010-03-11 13:50:20

       Urg, is it just me or is life just spiraling downward. yeah i'm being a sad depressing person, so what. If you don't want to hear about it, just leave. Don't read my poems because they are pretty much the same way. Don't bother, because I don't want to hear it. If I wanted to hear all the psychology crap, then I would've stayed a psychology major.


    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2010-02-19 21:16:47

       I'M FOUR YEARS OLD!!!!!! I've been on here forever.