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    enough


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2006-03-16 09:02:51


       
    ENOUGH

    Enough. These few words are enough.
    If not these words, this breath.
    If not this breath, this sitting here.

    This opening to the life
    we have refused
    again and again
    until now.

    Until now.

    ~ David Whyte

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    words


    Mood: Sad

    Posted on 2006-01-11 16:41:43


        Sonnet XVII (100 Love Sonnets, 1960)

    I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
    or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
    I love you as certain dark things are loved,
    secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

    I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
    hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
    and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
    lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

    I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
    I love you simply, without problems or pride:
    I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

    but this, in which there is no I or you,
    so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
    so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

    -PabloNeruda

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    walking


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2005-12-24 08:51:10


       The Journey

    One day you finally knew
    what you had to do, and began,
    though the voices around you
    kept shouting
    their bad advice--
    though the whole house
    began to tremble
    and you felt the old tug
    at your ankles.
    "Mend my life!"
    each voice cried.
    But you didn't stop.
    You knew what you had to do,
    though the wind pried
    with its stiff fingers
    at the very foundations,
    though their melancholy
    was terrible.
    It was already late
    enough, and a wild night,
    and the road full of fallen
    branches and stones.
    But little by little,
    as you left their voices behind,
    the stars began to burn
    through the sheets of clouds,
    and there was a new voice
    which you slowly
    recognized as your own,
    that kept you company
    as you strode deeper and deeper
    into the world,
    determined to do
    the only thing you could do--
    determined to save
    the only life you could save.

    ~~ by Mary Oliver

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    love


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2005-12-14 12:42:51


        Sonnet XVII (100 Love Sonnets, 1960)

    I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
    or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
    I love you as certain dark things are loved,
    secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

    I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
    hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
    and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
    lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

    I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
    I love you simply, without problems or pride:
    I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

    but this, in which there is no I or you,
    so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
    so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

    -PabloNeruda

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    from a friend


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2005-12-03 22:49:51


       I Am Here

    Trust me
    I am here.
    For you
    I am here.
    Always
    I am here.

    You reach out
    and I am here
    Catch my hand
    and I am here
    Break away
    I am here

    You return
    I am here
    Fingers fold
    and I am here
    2 hands hold
    I'm still here

    4 feet forward
    I am here
    4 feet further
    I'm still here
    For forever
    still I’m here

    In the morning
    I am here
    Night and day
    I am here
    sleepy dreaming
    I am here

    In depression
    I am here
    Grief or anguish
    I am here
    Howls of sadness
    I’m still here

    You breath in
    and I am There
    ‘breathing in
    the same air
    We exhale
    I am there

    moving forward
    I am there
    And in happiness
    I’m there
    Because you are
    I am there

    In the end
    where are we
    2 hands held
    2 hands free
    fit to win
    from the start

    So for you
    I am here.
    Always
    I am here.
    Trust me

    I am here


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    coffee reading-


    Mood: Sigh...

    Posted on 2005-11-26 10:59:46


       Sonnet XXVIII

    From Fatal Interview:

    When we are old and these rejoicing veins
    Are frosty channels to a muted stream,
    And out of all our burning their remains
    No feeblest spark to fire us, even in dream,
    This be our solace: that it was not said
    When we were young and warm and in our prime,
    Upon our couch we lay as lie the dead,
    Sleeping away the unreturning time.
    O sweet, O heavy-lidded, O my love,
    When morning strikes her spear upon the land,
    And we must rise and arm us and reprove
    The insolent daylight with a steady hand,
    Be not discountenanced if the knowing know
    We rose from rapture but an hour ago.

    Edna St. Vincent Millay

    thanks Marco ;-)

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    Africa


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2005-11-22 08:35:04


       Marco's poem a 'thousand to a grave' got me thinking, and then I came across this poem...


    If you want to know me

    This is what I am
    empty sockets despairing of possessing of life
    a mouth torn open in an anguished wound...
    a body tattooed with wounds seen and unseen
    from the harsh whipstrokes of slavery
    tortured and magnificent
    proud and mysterious
    Africa from head to foot
    This is what I am

    © Noémia de Sousa

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    Cris


    Mood: Confused

    Posted on 2005-11-18 23:45:54


       First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

    The first time ever I saw your face
    I thought the sun rose in your eyes
    And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave
    To the dark and the empty skies, my love,
    To the dark and the empty skies.

    The first time ever I kissed your mouth
    And felt your heart beat close to mine
    Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
    That was there at my command, my love
    That was there at my command.

    And the first time ever I lay with you
    I felt your heart so close to mine
    And I knew our joy would fill the earth
    And last till the end of time my love
    It would last till the end of time my love

    The first time ever I saw your face, your face,
    your face, your face

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    Untitled Entry


    Mood: Lonely

    Posted on 2005-11-18 23:34:24


       What have I become?
    My sweetest friend
    Everyone I know
    Goes away in the end
    You could have it all
    My empire of dirt
    I will let you down
    I will make you hurt
    I wear my crown of s**t
    On my liar’s chair
    Full of broken thoughts
    I cannot repair
    Beneath the stain of time
    The feeling disappears
    You are someone else
    I am still right here
    What have I become?
    My sweetest friend
    ~Nine Inch Nails

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    Geese


    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2005-11-14 09:49:52


       Wild Geese
    by Mary Oliver

    You do not have to be good.
    You do not have to walk on your knees
    for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
    You only have to let the soft animal of your body
    love what it loves.
    Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
    Meanwhile the world goes on.
    Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
    are moving across the landscapes,
    over the prairies and the deep trees,
    the mountains and the rivers.
    Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
    are heading home again.
    Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
    the world offers itself to your imagination,
    calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting —
    over and over announcing your place
    in the family of things.


    the Canadian Geese are everywhere now, escaping to warmer lands - I see and hear them every time I step out side, and think of this poem, one of my favourites.

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