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    getting there

    Mood: Guess what!?

    Posted on 2007-07-05 23:50:55

       my future has been promoted to bright
    my dreams now seem possible
    the stars are aligned and easier to reach

    I will finaly finish my high school education
    I can move on to higher and loftier things
    I will be someone the world never saw comming...and never wants to see leave

    If all goes right I will get my GED Aug or Sept. I will be free to start life for real...but for all to go right I need my brain to rest and that means I must sleep...nite


    girls must die!

    Mood: KILL!!!

    Posted on 2006-08-27 09:49:05

       will i ever have a normal life????
    will i ever have a tru friend to stick by me????
    why are girls such b!@#$es???
    best friend falls in luv with MY boyfriend
    asks him out, then tells me HE asked HER out
    f-in liar!!!

    worst part is i saw it comming and dint do a thing about it...stupid me

    I think I'll just take my katana and put myself out of misery...maybe I'll hang her head on my wall as a trophy!!!



    Mood: Guess what!?

    Posted on 2005-11-25 17:09:27

       this is just the koolest thing i ever found...y'all hafta read this!!!

    Our Deepest Fesr is not that we are inadequate.
    Our Deepest fear is that we are powerfull beyond measure.It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us.
    We ask ourselves who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous,talented and fabulous?
    Actually who are we not to be?
    You are a child of God.Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
    There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
    We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
    It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone.
    And as we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
    As we are liberated from our own fears,our presence automatically liberates others

    -Quoted from Nelson Mandela in his inaugural speech, 1994
    Like I said...totaly KOOL

    lotza luv


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    Mood: Yeay!!

    Posted on 2005-11-22 16:17:45

       I am OFFICALLY a C.E.R.T. member!!! Yess!!I now Know how to mark buildings I've searched,preform basic triage,actually USE a fire extinguisher,blah,blah,blah...I am certified!!!!
    And I've made some connections that will be usefull when I become a Firefighter...yaya!!!
    Now I can stop @ a traffic accident and ask If i can help w/o being turned away!!! this is soo excitting!!!!
    And y'all are thinking 'she's a DORK!!!'...right??
    hey hu cares this is fun!!!

    too make this entry even more complete...
    This weekend I am going to the church near Fort Lenard Wood and a LOT of the G.I.s will be there!! Haleluia!! Maybe SOMEBODY will think I'm cute!!
    hey you never know!! ;)

    gawd...I am such a dork!!!
    oh well!!
    lotza luv
    all that jazz




    Mood: Frustrated

    Posted on 2005-11-10 09:32:32

       ahh!! i lost my award!!
    im sorry i haven't gotten to everybody's comments! mom's really crackin down on 'puter time i barely hav e-nuff time to write this let alone read stuff other ppl have written (which i really want to do)
    i want to appologize to every one im stalking:Drea; silent_death12; iHaveNoName323; and Kane Martyr
    I HAVE read ur recent stuff but bin told to get off b-4 i kin comment
    again i say i m sorry
    i luv y'all
    such is life...i guess


    death b myfrend

    Mood: At War

    Posted on 2005-10-29 00:04:42

       god!!!! i m @ home on a firday nite nuthin 2 do no one 2 talk a pritty face lost in a sea of more beautiful faces!the faces of ppl i luv but cant stand 2 look @ them @ times! what is wrong with me????? why does jealousy and dispair take over when im alone?????
    why cant i hav bin normal?????why the hell am i me???why cant i llive up to the mask im always putting on??????i hav a nearly perfect lif why do i feel this way ????
    does it matter that i dont hav a bf???
    does it make a difference if im not as pritty as KT????
    do i hav to b perfect???????
    cant i b me????
    who am i...who...Am..i?????
    would anyone miss me,4 me,not wat i could do,if i killed myself tonite???????