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Marianne T
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2007-03-29 14:06:04


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    Mood: Sad

    Posted on 2006-04-13 13:43:22


       My friend died in the worst way. He was a drummer.


    Dead dead drummer

    Alone and jaundiced,
    on the floor,
    in a heap,
    spilled pills,
    and some Jack, (but not much)
    lays a dead dead drummer.

    He makes no rhythm
    not a snore
    or a snare
    in a Vegas hotel
    sick with sad…saddest mad
    in the air ‘round the dead dead drummer

    His name rings a gong
    Moans and slams
    Tickled carpet
    Like a box full of crap
    He takes not a nap
    He’s gone with the gong
    Oh my lord, he’s a dead dead drummer.

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-02-14 07:33:07


       EXAMS...grading is a lonely job
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-02-06 09:34:10


       Monday meeting, 7 AM
    Coffee does not work today
    Doesn't take the ache away

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    Mood: Sad

    Posted on 2006-01-31 16:48:04


       Bits of parched news and oaky smoke
    from chimneys in the neighborhood
    just add gray to the gray
    and more carbon to breathe
    on January 31st.

    I consider acupuncture and bigger paychecks,
    fame and virtue,
    church and drugs,
    television and pets…and other blessings.
    They dull no better than sex and a beer…

    I wonder the health of waiting til spring
    for life-buzzes.

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    Peace


    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-01-31 15:35:12


       Hope everyone is well...
    I wish you all peace.

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-01-04 10:43:19


       Julius Caesar is lost on most 14 year olds.


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    Mood: Thinking...

    Posted on 2005-11-15 08:20:14


       Well hi. November has rolled to now. I'm still teaching English and Speech at a private school.

    This life feels so much less...stressful...

    and

    interesting.

    I'm choreographing the middle school musical.

    It's Aladdin.



    The park in early November in the trendy part of town

    Gas station coffee and a laptop.

    What a sweet little hairdo
    on an aging club-kid

    People with retro glasses
    jog their dogs
    in colored sneakers.

    I tap too loud for the paranoid
    on my wordy-wordy keys.

    The ground sogs with less sunshine

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-10-28 08:24:06


       Hey folks.. What's up?
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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2005-09-30 08:41:00


       Sorry to all of those I've been neglecting.

    Food for thought: The more productive your day, the less time for self-absorbed freakouts that result in in depressed rants and melancholy.
    The question is: Does too much free time actually cause depression? Does lack of production increase one's over-reflection on themselves?

    I've been accomplishing more in my days than I ever have before in my life...I feel like I should be stressed, however I'm more stressed when I have time to think and worry about what might be. Actually living life feels great...conjecture is the bitch.

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