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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2007-02-19 07:42:12


       I need to start writing again...
    I'm going insane...

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    Mood: Overwhelmed

    Posted on 2007-01-13 08:51:48


       Okay...so here's what's been going down.
    I'm a full time student this semester.
    And nearly a full time employee.
    On the rare chance I'm not doing either of these two things I'm helping out with a two year.
    What fun!
    So yeah...
    life is really stressful and hectic and if I ever get five minutes to sit down and write...you'll see it - I swear.

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-12-04 08:25:38


       I will make sweet sweet love to anyone that will write this damn paper for me...
    it was now due 14 minutes ago....
    eepities!

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-10-04 09:31:35


       nap time?
    please.
    screw school.
    I knew I shouldn't have kept going.
    I hate it.
    I hate it.
    I hate it.

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    Mood: Wooohooooo!

    Posted on 2006-09-14 16:19:49


       

    No
    More
    Cripple
    Boot
    For
    Courtney!!!

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-09-12 10:54:54


       Tomorrow I go to the dr.
    Hopefully he will tell me that I can get rid of the boot.
    Wouldn't that be lovely?

    Still grounded, though, which sucks, majorily.
    Toodles

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-08-03 15:29:03


       Okay....I'm no longer so depressed, but now I'm on the verge of being a cripple.

    My dog pulled me down the stairs almost two weeks ago. The ER dr told me I was basically fine.

    I went to an orthopedist today...no such luck.

    Turns out I tore almost all of the ligaments in my ankle.
    Now I'm stuck in this stupid boot for 6 weeks and can't even go back to work for at least 2 weeks.

    BUT I CAN DRIVE!!! driving could actually be beneficial to my injury.
    Yay! :)

    Okay...that's all...
    Oh yeah - and fuck the boot.

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    Mood: The Usual

    Posted on 2006-07-30 22:36:12


       I fly home from flordia tomorrow
    too bad this trip has totally blown seeing as my puppy pulled me down the stairs two days before we left.
    I'm still on crutches only they've had me in a wheel chair like the whole time I've been here - that's made my trip suck

    Buuuuut I did meet AMI from Miami Ink!!! hell yeah!

    okay, that's it...
    life still sucks yadda yadda yadda

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    Mood: Lonely

    Posted on 2006-07-08 16:48:19


       When the last time you see someone you try and walk away and they pull you back so they can kiss you...that's not how you tell someone you don't want to be with them
    And when the last time you talk to them they tell you how much they care about you and miss you and how they can't wait to see you again...that's not how you tell someone you don't want to be with them

    I haven't talked to him in like 2, 3 weeks now. And the thing is, I realize things are over. But I need him to verbally tell me that. I need a final conversation to have closure because as of a few hours ago I was still crying over him
    He was one of the few guys I've ever met that could be silly with me but still be serious and who actually encouraged me to quit fucking up my life.
    I thought he was perfect.

    The worst part is that after all this bullshit, I still want to be with him...

    I guess at the very least he's got me writing again, it's shitty writing, but writing none the less...

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    Mood: In Love

    Posted on 2006-05-21 19:03:39


       This week as just as good as the last one, if not better.
    I have a new sweetie in my life.
    I don't like that he has the same name as one of my ex's, but you can't even compare the two.
    This one is just so great, I'm so head over heels. I got off work last night at 10 and was with him until 12.
    I got 6 hours of sleep and then I worked for nine hours, and then he picked me up from work and drove me home. It made me feel so special. He was in the middle of putting together the demo with his band and then he drove like 30 minutes just so he could take me home.
    It makes me blush just thinking that someone likes me that much.
    I am so happy.
    It's so weird for me.
    I'm working, I have my license, I'm getting a car, and I have someone that just makes me smile from ear to ear.
    Life is...amazing.

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