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Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2012-02-12 10:31:09
Nothing
(By Ken Mikolowski)
can replace
poetry
in my life
and one day
surely
it will
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Untitled Entry
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2012-02-10 15:58:08
I feel like breaking or killing or laying in a dark room for a year.
But a friend needs to be distracted from something so I'm going to a club instead, where strangers will look at me like meat.
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.
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Untitled Entry
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2012-02-06 16:32:49
Reading this again and again. Because god forbid I forget how minute I am:
http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem/243022
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Untitled Entry
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2011-10-02 22:42:20
My current obsession: http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poetrymagazine/poem/241844
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Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2011-09-16 21:11:04
I am holding back, these days.
Like a child I keep yearning for someone to write me a poem.
Am I waiting for something? I am afraid, just a little, of the empty spaces my body is whelping.
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Untitled Entry
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2010-09-04 21:45:57
Things I keep in me:
1.
Look at me from all angles,
I am a person composed entirely
of a turned-away back.
What shape is a heart? It is
the roundness of shoulders,
the scapula's heavy curve.
2.
I do not want. Full stop. Things
happen to me, are done
to me. Passively, I am defined. Passively,
I am worn. Passively, I am soothed.
I don't remember what desire means. I do not have
the desire to remember.
3.
Long hours replace long hours. Nothing
gets done. Long hours find me thinking
of long hours, ad infinitum. I have come to know
such a circling world. I have come to know
the damning pressure.
4.
So it is that repetition suits me.
5.
I spend a great deal of time sleeping.
Just that. Motionless, breathing
only lightly. I clench my teeth
till my jaw stiffens.
6.
And I wake up, again and again. I am
always asleep. I am always
waking up in order
to sleep.
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Untitled Entry
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2010-08-30 17:31:25
I feel less that I am jumping off of things, and more that they never existed in the first place.
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Morocco
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2010-02-06 08:53:17
For anyone who is interested--I have been posting my pictures from my time here in Morocco here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/44721697@N03/
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Untitled Entry
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2009-10-09 07:24:42
What words do you relate to most strongly?
I am not asking what your spirit animal is or some such silly crap. Just what you find yourself attracted to.
My list: wind, machinery, depths, hum, quiet, slant, dusk, hollow, moor.
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Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2009-10-01 08:35:23
Things I am thinking:
Emotions are not consensual.
There is distance between us and ourselves.
When people leave, bits remain inside us.
And that is the worst thing of all.
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