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 hey ..
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2006-12-19 20:31:46
i must appologise to everyone that i've neglected on here. Life has and still is intense over here. In a couple of weeks I should be on my feet enough to sit down and spend some time on those that deserve it.
I do appreciate all your support anf friendship, particularly Alter idem, Comradernessie, Vancrown, Screams, Stormy, and jason ..cheers guys
oi check out my new blog
http://gnomehaynaku.blogspot.com/
and a new face for my old blog with a brand new poem after reading up on the tablets of thoth
http://christianspostscripts.blogspot.com/
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unrelenting
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2006-12-10 22:59:57
unrelenting
un relenting
relenting un
un re lenting
rel ent ing un
en ting rel un
re lentin gun
lenting re gun
u n rel entin g
unrel en ting
ting unrel en
U n ting en rel
unre(a)lenting
unrelenting
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freakymeats
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2006-11-11 15:32:17
axo-axonic-terminal bouton-synaptic-dopamine degeneration-dance lesson - monist-waffle exogenesis
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..tired
Mood: grundg
Posted on 2006-10-22 22:24:11
.. new links on the works section of my website
www.postscripts.co.nz
if you ask me I might show you some hidden sections
thanks for the comments
I will be back in a few days
when I am not so sapped and drained
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Goddess series
Mood: rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Posted on 2006-10-12 20:59:26
Sophias dance in the flux with Yaldabaoth
in the oasis of the Mules
where Bulls are caught in the apple skin web & cows are pied and grass on spruce lichen
cats move freely through neighbourhood doors & dogs are leashed
our halo was pierced on grounded horns our nature was pierced on ground up thorns
she twisted the film over our pupils
a veiled reality folding, letting oxygen onto the eye
breath in eye breathing I released chokehold, moment of bloodshot breathing eye breath in I
Sophia dances, gnostic goddess, defiant of higher gods,
with her damned creation, Godhead Yaldabaoth,
who takes the lead and clutches her tight,
(Yaldabaoth ) fisted hand twisting arm
(Yaldabaoth) as he rages in the cage he was born into
Her touch and her dance between the abyss of the stars
lifts the heads of the Mules,
lifts their song through the sand in the windows of their concrete jungles
rise between the dunes of eroded mountains under shifting oceans
rise into the clouds of clashes, thunder and polluted rain
release into the sky from coiled wet blankets
release from the sphere that holds us
leave material horse rope
leave categorical ties
re lives re
lives
re
child
builds bridges
in Lebanon he stood
rose from caverns and Iraqi
blood was spilt with remote missiles
Israeli eagle chopper against Irani funded
guerilla bullets stray shots hitting the brown eyes
of a blooming goddess exploring knowledge through internet
while a Thai king bows to a new ‘democracy’ founded by tanks
which filled the streets Kim Il Jong flailing his arms to get the States
to notice and save the faltering economy in a land of a tyrants bloated army
leading Japan to think like a clever Malay and venture to China for talks centuries delayed
Hanuman stand in white stone watching,Vishnu shifts in the Bhatu caves,Sufis pray and cleanse in pain
Man shudders like earthquakes under the Mules hooves
Yaldabaoth dances yell about stances drum rolled marches parade with rifles twirling
Yaweh .. Allah .. God .. Monohead with white beard .. all seeing eye .. leviathan .. big brother
Yaldabaoth caught a virus when he rode the seven days into a full moon night
In the Oasis of The Alchemist the wiseman
the secret text the banned books
where trees discuss historical mistakes & bushes burn with intoxicating vigour
squirrels go nuts between wooden crowns & foxes outwit the city idiot
Sophia kissed my meridian lines and stirred Sophia ruffled my hair and sharpened my tongue
she lingers for the brick walls to crumble
a ruin left like a tiny scar, a remnant stumbling block of ancient
Absolute Being obsolete thing moment of freedom, crumbled dead-end Absolute thing obsolete Being
Open your mind
To the lord of might
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
All hail the crown
Of the northern star
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh!
Open your chest, break open
Your brain and heart from its cage
Fetter your soul to her touch
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhrrr!
We step from the black mirror, we can open up our eyes , we can see the heretic space
We can rise, fallen thrice
adversary
Mother your materialist dream punishes us
Earth your godheaded lust webbed us like a cock
Roach in your ashen finest hour every stone runic chrome
Even now that we fuck with the lord mono beard suckles on the donkeys coat
Lala la aaah yaah Ohm, ihm, ahm, erm , lhlh Lucid,, amen, amin, aom, amh , blamh, yao, yaorg, yalda..blabla baoth
Atheist open our wounds, take us into the ground, death by worm, burry into my matter
Theist balm our wounds, beat us into the ground, death by bleet, sheep into my matter
Arise Arise Iris rice rise twice the trinity of ice broken in pyramidal gyration of torsion breath
Arise arise arise arise arise arise arise spice up the demise
Up up arise arise break the spoken
Arise arise fall fall
We can
Dynamic flux Future is now
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Goddess series
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2006-10-12 20:37:58
I finally wrote another poem to add to my goddess series ..might not be finished :
Sophias dance in the flux with Yaldabaoth
in the oasis of the Mules
where Bulls are caught in the apple skin web & cows are pied and grass on spruce lichen
cats move freely through neighbourhood doors & dogs are leashed
our halo was pierced on grounded horns our nature was pierced on ground up thorns
she twisted the film over our pupils
a veiled reality folding, letting oxygen onto the eye
breath in eye breathing I released chokehold, moment of bloodshot breathing eye breath in I
Sophia dances, gnostic goddess, defiant of higher gods,
with her damned creation, Godhead Yaldabaoth,
who takes the lead and clutches her tight,
(Yaldabaoth ) fisted hand twisting arm
(Yaldabaoth) as he rages in the cage he was born into
Her touch and her dance between the abyss of the stars
lifts the heads of the Mules,
lifts their song through the sand in the windows of their concrete jungles
rise between the dunes of eroded mountains under shifting oceans
rise into the clouds of clashes, thunder and polluted rain
release into the sky from coiled wet blankets
release from the sphere that holds us
leave material horse rope
leave categorical ties
re lives re
lives
re
child
builds bridges
in Lebanon he stood
rose from caverns and Iraqi
blood was spilt with remote missiles
Israeli eagle chopper against Irani funded
guerilla bullets stray shots hitting the brown eyes
of a blooming goddess exploring knowledge through internet
while a Thai king bows to a new ‘democracy’ founded by tanks
which filled the streets Kim Il Jong flailing his arms to get the States
to notice and save the faltering economy in a land of a tyrants bloated army
leading Japan to think like a clever Malay and venture to China for talks centuries delayed
Hanuman stand in white stone watching,Vishnu shifts in the Bhatu caves,Sufis pray and cleanse in pain
Man shudders like earthquakes under the Mules hooves
Yaldabaoth dances yell about stances drum rolled marches parade with rifles twirling
Yaweh .. Allah .. God .. Monohead with white beard .. all seeing eye .. leviathan .. big brother
Yaldabaoth caught a virus when he rode the seven days into a full moon night
In the Oasis of The Alchemist the wiseman
the secret text the banned books
where trees discuss historical mistakes & bushes burn with intoxicating vigour
squirrels go nuts between wooden crowns & foxes outwit the city idiot
Sophia kissed my meridian lines and stirred Sophia ruffled my hair and sharpened my tongue
she lingers for the brick walls to crumble
a ruin left like a tiny scar, a remnant stumbling block of ancient
Absolute Being obsolete thing moment of freedom, crumbled dead-end Absolute thing obsolete Being
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the tide
Mood: The Usual
Posted on 2006-10-08 20:38:35
is changing
my back is pressed against the coral floor
froth of waves sky high above me
seas of sorrow I touch your satiated footing
yo ho, your eternal oceans of sands are overwhelming, yo ho
y tu manitu , der krigere habt sich umgebracht
oui, uio, morte,
the waves will pull us up again .. the waves will pull
the moment in his hollow,
is overwhelming,
yet the voices ring strong, yet the karmas potential
brews strong
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Enlightenment
Mood: wakkwakkakaio
Posted on 2006-09-17 23:49:03
Enlightened Romantics
noxious per cepti on
pain per plexi on
has no place in my soma plexus
yet it courses through my
electro - chemical
wires
science proved
I have no complex in my solar plexus
nor the hypophysis
yet noxious and toxic sensation
from a central execution
spread throughout my brain
an eggshaped citric crystal
containing strands of dolomite and petrified wood
caught the tortion of an unkempt night
resonating in my breast pocket
like a kevlar vest against the folk-stampede
i broke into a full blown gallop
while stuck
staring at a screen of academic words
the dissection table was a public affair
a scene for artists and painters
twisted by noble collector; the entertainment seeking savant
hoarding repositories of 'freak-shows' and curiosities
with a grave robbers grace
until the revolutionary pitch fork
brought down the ascending dream
Peter the Great almost wiped out the anatomist
Gunther Von Hagen brought his spirit back
our modern shock is one of cencored vision
romantic eyes on the 18th Century plastic people
palstic bodies, plastic eyes
our brains plasticity is greater then we thought
and the temples grace holds divine complexity
not lost in the ash or rot of graves
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the storm
Mood: finally getting some breath of air
Posted on 2006-09-08 21:47:20
has calmed for now
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... . mfmf
Mood: something like aaaaaaa
Posted on 2006-09-04 18:46:22
crashing .. the weight is coming
structures crumpling ... cr ..cr ..static flicker
...ashing ashing the dust is stuck in my nostrils
I can't smell anything but diseased phlegm
c ... rashing
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanythingcanhappenmuchaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaican'tseeebeyondaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasowhat'sgoingonaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasoi'mfrakingoutmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmcannotletgoofthisthreadiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'mholdingontoslenderthreadsofredaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasphaltiscrackingundermyfeethooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooolyshitisflyingmywayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaandi'mfrakingoutsooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooomuchgoingonwithyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuursoulaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaandiwillfindtheloopholeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaphroditesdesertpooliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'mcertainaltruismdoesnexistaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaandi'llsearchforhereyesuntilitbreaksmyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaair
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