http://www.eliteskills.com/u/loveispain The writings and poetry of loveispain. en-us Sun, 22 Nov 2009 17:49:35 -0600 Sun, 22 Nov 2009 17:49:35 -0600 Elite Generator http://www.eliteskills.com/z/146504 Just my thoughts...just what goes on in this head from time to time. ...or ALL the time... Watching some Dirty Dancing when I was writing this...sooo.. as Baby said... "Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did. But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my whole life, what I feel when I'm with you." I'd say that sums up my life in one quote. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/135041 Well....this girl loves somebody right. She's known only him...she's experienced only him and when she's forced to move on...when she has that next experience...she realizes..that even though it may not have been BAD...it will never be what it was...with her one...her true..her love. I guess I wrote it in reference to the next guy...the guy that comes AFTER the one you love. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/70459 My boyfriend has been Iraq for a few months now....words can't describe how hard it is. I miss him, and I worry every day. Every day it gets harder and harder. Sometimes I just feel so helpless. He's at the hands of a war torn country, and I'm here. Just needed to get this out I guess. Thanks for reading! http://www.eliteskills.com/z/133553 After you lose someone that meant so much to you...you go through each day, and you're living, but it's not the same. And...sometimes it's just hard to know how to deal with things after we lose someone...after they literally meant everything to us. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/134296 *sigh*..whoo...almost felt good to write this...but..a sadness comes over me..that a part of me DOES feel this way. I push these feelings down..I don't want to be angry and bitter...but a part of me is...and some days this is how I feel...It's just one big rant with no structure or anything of the sort...but I just had to write. It's weird how I can be so mad...and still feel love at the same time. I hate it. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/90011 Wow..I don't even know where this came from. I love my boyfriend with everything I am. Long distance relationships are not easy...sometimes I feel trapped...I don't want out...but sometimes I don't like being in...thanks for reading. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/133268 When a love ends, there are a lot of feelings that will never end, that will STILL be there, no matter how much time goes by. The anger, and the hurt will still be there. As will the love and the good memories...and I guess that's what you focus on, and when each day ends, you just gotta be thankful, even with all the bad stuff, that you got a chance to experience the good. No matter how much it hurts. I love this quote...and I guess it's where I was going with this write.. "I won't cry because you're gone. I'll smile because at one time you were here." And even as much as THAT hurts...it's so true. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/43159 Just thinking about how long forever is...and what commitment really is...and whether or not I could truly do things....forever. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/49199 Just missing somebody...again~