http://www.eliteskills.com/u/particularshard The writings and poetry of particularshard. en-us Mon, 23 Nov 2009 05:38:33 -0600 Mon, 23 Nov 2009 05:38:33 -0600 Elite Generator http://www.eliteskills.com/z/29543 Girls and they're games. At this point I doubt its even conscious, but I tell ya what - thas no excuse. I've dated many-a-straight shooter, and these frilly obfuscators piss me off. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/4398 What more important thing could you request of a lover? My remains should remain in Gaia, and our love should see me to hell. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/4376 just a rumination about the games I play...we all play. Implicit is my stupidty for playing along. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/25362 Just about a girl http://www.eliteskills.com/z/6510 Bipolar disorder is sooo inconvenient sometimes...(no wait, all the time) Save of course for the unparalled creativity up or down huh? God I miss Nirvana...now I gotta write my own! http://www.eliteskills.com/z/4381 about one of those moments that was just so good it makes you think about how not-good the next moments will most likely be. Further, the resolve to stick around until the next such moment. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/17606 I feel like I'm in a rut - however I see nothing that should obviously be changed at the moment. I know my situation is completely transient, still I feel stagnant. Just the same though, I'll not sacrifice anything in pursuit of a thrill - in fact I'll not sacrifice anything at all: Zero Sum. Because of the cognitive dissonance, I thought it fitting to split this into stanzas. http://www.eliteskills.com/z/5481 what a horrible day, and i've only been awake for an hour! http://www.eliteskills.com/z/21419 So a girl tells me to call - then disappears for several days. Talk about mixed messages.