| User | dismentled | | Topic | R.I.P. | | Message |
I saw death today. It spoke to me through anothers eyes, through this mans vast bleakness death looked me in the eye, and said "not today". I watched a man try to kill himself today. At dialysis(the place where I get 2 1/4 in. needles stuck in my arm for 3 hours to draw out 1 gallon of blood everyother day cause my kidney doesn’t work and I’ve a huge cathator in my pee hole) he pulled the needles from his arm and muted the machine. He sat right across me. I didn’t see him pull the needles, but I know when he did, he had looked me in the eyes, with complete lifelessness. His heart may have still been beating, but his soul was gone. It says in the bible our body and soul departs at different times, the body preceeding the soul. But there’s always exceptions, right? I don’t know if it’s right, I only know what I saw. I know for a fact that the needles they use to pull the blood, draw a whole lot more than slit wrists! I don’t actaully know how long it went before the nurses realized but the pool was steep and wide, more than I’ve ever seen. And he just sat there. When they asked him why he simply said "can’t do it anymore". And I just watched, and said nothing. I guess I put my money where my mouth is, I’ve always said it be selfish to stop someone from suicide, and today I watched a man die. I watched and said nothing. Truth is, I was fantasizing it was me in his place. I can’t even count the times I’ve dreampt of literally pulling those needles out like he did. How many times I’ve had to hold myself down, and refrain; kissing the brink of insanity. How many times I felt like I was loosing it, or was about to. Enjoy your night, it could be your last!
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| User | eowyn | 2006-08-10 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | yea they do. they sue for being sued. has anyone else watched that southpark ep, where they all start suing everyone for the hell of suing them? |
| User | GiveMeTheGun | 2006-08-08 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | Just wondering.
People sue for the most fucked things these days. |
| User | eowyn | 2006-08-07 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | they arent.
the only thing you can try is gentle persuasion...or brute force |
| User | WolfStar | 2006-08-04 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | How may any person be responsible for the decisions of another person? |
| User | GiveMeTheGun | 2006-08-04 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | They wont go apeshit knowing you were sitting right across from the guy and did nothing? |
| User | dismentled | 2006-08-04 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | I wont, thanx, and I don’t think so, even if I could I’ve nothing of financial value to take |
| User | GiveMeTheGun | 2006-08-04 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | That’s tough.
I would have been freaked out. And probably wouldve ran out the room.
Don’t kill yourself.
Think of your kid.
And uh.
Can you get sued for that. |
| User | eowyn | 2006-08-04 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | you might want to talk to someone then
you may not be comepltely healthy or fit, but you are being given a chance to try and live. take it. ive watched someone throw it away, and now she has absolutly nothing left for her. no one will go to her funeral because no one knows who she has become any more. |
| User | WolfStar | 2006-08-02 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | When you consider life as a long procession of days with the same pains, the same bitter disappointments, the same fears and suffering, it is easy to lose hope. I think that is why we are not born knowing how our life will turn or how it will end. Life must be considered as only the day that it is lived. Tomorrow is a shot in the dark. |
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