| Message | i was going to make an application to uni, and found i was completely unable to write. then i cancelled the application and i began to write pages and pages. my teachers pulled a few strings to make sure i did get into uni, and now i cant get out of it, and since then, i havent been able to write again. the problem is that if i get the course i know i wont turn it down, because of how hard everyone worked to get me in there, and how much i would enjoy it. but it means that my normal creative writing, that i use to vent, and just make myself happy (and bipolar easier to deal with) just has halted.
any ideas how i can try and get back into writing, and perhaps how to survive this black patch, because i know if i dont get in (even though im hoping i dont) i will be absolutly shattered. |
