| User | dismentled |
| Topic | Ode to self |
| Message | I’m finding that nearly everybody on here has at least one write in which they are upset with themselves for not listening to oneself, or something along that sort. Which made me think that everybody (no offense) here is messed up to some degree, only some people actaully admit it( cough, cough), so this is a challenge to write something to yourself, I"ll start since, I seem to be the most messed up. My drummer says manson, danzig, zombie, and eminem are gonna say my shyt’s sick, so yeah. please take this, and only constructive criticism, that way everybody feels welcome to write, please. |
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| User | supergirl_in_oh | 2006-05-24 | |
| Subject | untitled |
| Message | you did, thanks |
| User | dismentled | 2006-05-24 | |
| Subject | untitled |
| Message | i’m glad it "sounds real nice", just don’t no one to have to go through what i have, and want to help where I can, when i can, hope i did |
| User | supergirl_in_oh | 2006-05-24 | |
| Subject | untitled |
| Message | thanks for the advise i really appreciat it i really nedded it and it sounds real nice |
| User | dismentled | 2006-05-24 | |
| Subject | supergirl |
| Message | alright, thanx. sorry you’re going through the same shyt, it sux. I’m not necessarily one to hand out advice(just look at my situation) however from my experience the first thing is to realize(which you’ve done) second is to try and figure out to what extent and/or as to why? As far as getting through(the hardest part; but if you’re going through hell, keep on walking) be as real as you can to everybody including yourself, putting on a face is a full time job, and by caring to that degree about other people creates mass inner turmoil(trust me, it’s easier said than done, and takes time and effort, and though i’m not well, i am better) be honest, especially with yourself, catch your own lies, only than can you get through in a healthy manner. also; obviousily I write and talk with anonymous people ie; you. who aren’t going to judge me, and have no idea who i really am, and hence i’ve no worries, about it getting back to me in a negative manner. hope that helps, it’s what has/is working for me, take care, and go head hit me up anytime, peace |
| User | supergirl_in_oh | 2006-05-23 | |
| Subject | untitled |
| Message | 1 i love the poem i am going through that now but can’t write about i am having a brain block
2. great great great 3 how do you get through i need help |
| User | dismentled | 2006-05-22 | |
| Subject | untitled |
| Message | this aint no fuckin 12 step program, but if it were the 2cd. step would be wanting to change it, but here i just wrote that ode thing |
| User | joeyalphabet | 2006-05-22 | |
| Subject | untitled |
| Message | i’m fucked up. the first step is admitting you have a problem. What the hell’s the second??? |
| User | darkness | 2006-05-22 | |
| Subject | untitled |
| Message | icy chill ending
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| User | dismentled | 2006-05-22 | |
| Subject | Ode to me |
| Message | “Why Don’t you see I’m TRYING!
Why Can’t you see I’m DYING! Can’t you see that, I’m still LIEING! Cause I’m still in the Great Below” – I wish you could hear the screams In silence Wish you knew what I really said Between the lines Would love for you too listen to? Your own mind Why can’t you see the suffering; Of your demise All these shouts, are they in vain?! All these words driving me insane Tell you now this aint no game Listening was never more now or never Why don’t you hear the words I speak? Can’t you find the message I seek? To you these words don’t mean a thing But to us both it envelops everything Another lost message to me/myself Can’t hear my pleas for help All these writes, words and thoughts To me prevailing, but myself so lost Do you understand, do you see? This isn’t right, an ode to me Never to now, now to whenever This ‘ill just be an ill-conceived endeavor Forever gone into the never… |