| User | dismentled | | Topic | how you lookin? | | Message | Alright, lets cut all the crap and get straight to the point(HONESTLY)! Maybe I’m self-centered, don’t love myself enough, am completely vain, superficial, blah, blah, blah fill in the blank_____!?! And maybe I am, I"m not denying nor invoking such proclamations. However, I don’t feel I’m the only one, who honestly feels/thinks that looks matter! Look maybe I’m just in more tune with my natural biology, I don’t know. Are looks most important?...FUCK NO! But that’s why we have FRIENDS people who we can relate to and interact with whle expereincing, either little or no sexual urges on a regular basis. For ex. when you go to a party, who do you look for? The smartest, most talented, richest, lonliest, or whom you find most attractive? ALL of those are considered "superficial" on some level, and can be deemed as "judging a book by it’s cover". Trust me, I don’t look(or feel smart) but my transcripts say otherwise, I’m certainly not rich, but always where proper attire, I certaintly don’t exhibit any "talents" publically, and I am almost always tutoring, heliping someone or doing something for some function, and am seldomely alone, but you wanna guess how I feel, when I take that first breath and no ones there?(no I am NOT looking for pity!) But my looks, no matter how they are to you, is something that you will most certaintly notice and take into a personal reference key, for w/e reason.
Bottom line, looks, why do/dont they matter to YOU?!? |
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| User | Ronswords | 2008-06-14 | | | Subject | Hi | | Message | Topic Closed as Promised
Thank You for answering the question
God Bless
Ron |
| User | silent_death12 | 2008-06-14 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | First off Ron, that really would be something to comment and/or private message about.....this is a debate forum, not a series of private discussions; but considering you started it here I guess I’ll reply here, too.
"what the hell happened to me?" well that’s an inetresting question.....alright. I have a theory going here, and I’m sure you’ll deny it completely; but stay with this for a moment......I think you like when people are negative and miserable and seem to be in need of some form of "guidance" from you, and I think that when they cease to - you have a problem.
so what happened to me is I’m finally happy, I have things together with my life and I know where I am and why and where I’m going- and more than that, I’m very happy with all of it.
and I see that bothers you tremendously.
I’ve always been as honest, and "nice" as I have 2 years ago; not as easy to push over, and I’ve never denied the occasional bitch-mode, but my refusal to lie about things and kindess really hasn’t decreased any.
Quite honestly, if you mean being extra-nice TO YOU,
well I just don’t like you. I don’t like your attitude, I don’t like that you think you’re better than everyone else, I don’t like the way you attack people and put them down and then try to act saintly.
As far as making friends on the site, I’m not on ES as much; neither are many people who used to be regulars here. [not that I really need to explain myself to anyone]
Now I’m curious, about this supposed to 360 [which I can’t say I agree with in the manner of which you’re speaking]
you say "and it isn’t just my opinion" , so who else’s is it then?
Also, I didn’t "Deny" it because, as untrue as it is, I have nothing to prove to you & no reason to justify every single one of your unncessary, unrealistic claims. No, I don’t recall berating anyone and being an instigator is only fun on random occasions.
I don’t "put down" anyone that isn’t already attacking me/someone else for no reason; and have you noticed no one else agrees with you? who else have I supposedly "put down" here?
and no, I’m not "that" sad. On the contrary I’m not sad in the least. [though I suspect you are, more than you’d like to admit....maybe more than you CAN admit]
I don’t hate life at all Ron, once again you seem to have it backwards;
I don’t think life is perfect but I don’t want it to be either. doesn’t mean I "hate" it.
Also, feeling sorry for others suggests you do in fact think you’re better than them; what a nasty habit you’ve gained Ron, I’d suggest you rethink that stance. You’ve no reason to feel sorry for me, or anyone really.
DK why you brought any belief of a god into this; but no, I don’t believe in your god; doesn’t really have shyt to do with this conversation, but alright then.
and I know for a fact , that you can’t really know that. I guess we’ll see, huh?
I would however, prefer that you keep my name out of your prayers; thanks.
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| User | Ronswords | 2008-06-14 | | | Subject | Hi | | Message | I am not spreading any Negativity
There is not an ounce of it in my blood
I am merely speaking Truth Jess
Tell me something Please and then I Promise I will drop the subject you have my word on that!!!
WHAT THE HELL HAPPEND TO YOU???
You were once a very nice HONEST person here at Elite who spoke kindly of others and was really trying to be a Friend to others
Now for about 2 years and it isnt just my opinion you have completely done a 360
You instigate and berate (I noticed you didnt deny that you only denyed doing that for the hell of it!!!) others and seem to enjoy putting others down to make yourself feel better
Are you really that sad Jess do you really hate life that much that the only way you feel better is to put others down ????
If so Jess then that Truly is sad
In fact I truly feel sorry for you
I dont care if you believe in God or not
I know as a Fact He is real and I will continue to Pray for you
God Bless
Ron |
| User | silent_death12 | 2008-06-14 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | I’ll just ignore the parts of that I’ve replied to in various other offhand arguements with you;
you ask me to take your advice && stop saying anything if I’ve nothing kind to say;
but what about yourself? is making groundless claims about another person and telling them they "instigate and berate people" for the hell of it, a very NICE thing to say ?
I really do have to admit, I find it incredibly funny how you brag about your supposed positivity; all in the midst of attempting to spread negativity.
I’d call it clever but it *almost* seems accidental.
either way though, having a back-and-forth with you IS wasting time; but it’s more the fact that it’s with you that makes it as such.
That’s really all I have to say to you;
thanks for the prayers; but save them for someone you aren’t [needlessly] looking down upon. |
| User | Ronswords | 2008-06-14 | | | Subject | Hi | | Message | Silent Death 12
Well then I Thank You for admitting you are a lier Jess
That was a very big step for you
Secondly Machine Dream said what he or she said and its no big deal to me what so ever
I already know how to tie a rope I have tried that way out a couple of times in my life and Thank God never sucseeded
It wasnt until as I said before I invited God into my Heart that all urges of suicide I had had finally started to fade away
Its now only Positive energy that guides me
Its like I always say find the positive to the negatives in your life and you will then and only then start finding True Happiness
You Jess are completely different then this Machine Dream
He dont instigate and berate people just for the heck of it like you do
And also as far as I know he has never lied openly here in the forum
All I wanted to do was prove you are a lier and you just did that
Why you lie I have no idea whatsoever but seriously you should really get some help for it
Now Please as my Mother taught me when I was a child( if you dont have something good to say about someone then DONT SAY NOTHING) Perhaps those words can finally help you grow up instead of wasting the time of everyone here at Elite with your hateful words and lies
God Bless
I will be Praying for you
Ron
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| User | silent_death12 | 2008-06-13 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | p.s.
i love how someone can essentially tell you to kill yourself;
but you’d rather argue over a comment I made in reference to it. |
| User | silent_death12 | 2008-06-13 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | I love how you ignore every point except the one you’d prefer to focus on.
Ron in all honesty I refuse to shoot back and forth with someone like you;
no, I’m most definitely not "going on 15",
but really, I don’t see how that could be of any interest to you anyway?
Once again though, this is debate forum;
stay on topic or go to the general section where no one minds your annoying habit of not being able to continue on any thread without bickering about something off-topic. |
| User | Ronswords | 2008-06-13 | | | Subject | Hi | | Message | Jess
(Silent Death 12)
If your not going on 15 then can you Please tell me why you would lie here at Elite Skills
I have comments on my work I would be glad to post here from you where less then 3 years ago you said you were 12 and where touched by my poems and that you enjoyed them very much
I certainly hope you were not lying to the community here at Elite Skills that would be unethical
Please stop trying to be a trouble maker and grow up already
For goodness sake according to your own words your almost 15
God Bless
Ron |
| User | silent_death12 | 2008-06-13 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | Wow, Ron, first off you’ve no idea how old I am; and to say I’m a child is a little funny considering your own mental capacity. Not to mention your need to attack certain people all the time; immature and amusing at once.
regardless, you need to pay attention,
I agreed that it ISN’T polite.
You could try and read something before complaining about it. |
| User | Ronswords | 2008-06-13 | | | Subject | Hi | | Message | No suicide is never an answer
I Understand Jess (silent death 12) saying what she did after all one must remember she is a child and a child does not have the brain of a full grown adult yet so of course she cannot understand what is polite and what is not
Obviously she just showed that
God Bless
Ron |
| User | silent_death12 | 2008-06-13 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | Just because it isn’t "polite"
doesn’t mean it can’t be helpful. |
| User | latentlylyrical | 2008-06-13 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | Suicide is not an answer.
It isnt a very polite suggestion, either. |
| User | machine dream | 2008-06-13 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | What’s with the group speak cabbalistic? Though not a big surprise given your name.
Given your desire for involvement, you can give Ron’s chair a kick once he mans up enough to step up. |
| User | cabbalistic | 2008-06-12 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | Yes, and then Ron could do us all a favor and put it around your neck. |
| User | machine dream | 2008-06-12 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | Since you’re so depressed and all that Ron, want me to teach you how to tie a rope? |
| User | Ronswords | 2008-06-11 | | | Subject | Hi | | Message | Thank You Dismentled
It was kind of you to say that
I very much appreciate it and I am not just saying that
God Bless
Ron |
| User | dismentled | 2008-06-11 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | OK, Ron; youre the one who said you were depressed and has anxiety disorders; i merely repeated it. I’ve been told my writes are strong and helpful too. But, that don’t mean shyt. Half of my most impactful writes, have NOTHING to do with me, what-so-ever. But, I’m not about to smile when i aint happy. I can write happy when i’m upset, and visa-versa. It’s called being a writer, just goes with the territory. Do hope you feel better. |
| User | Ronswords | 2008-06-11 | | | Subject | Hi | | Message | Thank You for the Compliment Machine Dream I very much appreciate it
God Bless
Ron
Lets see Ronismo= Rapidly Offers Needy Information Sends Messages Online
Again Thank You I appreciate it
God Bless
Ron |
| User | machine dream | 2008-06-11 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | You sound like a total moron Ronswords. I think I’m going to call you Ronismo from now on. |
| User | cabbalistic | 2008-06-11 | | | Subject | untitled | | Message | Am Practically broke and suffer from depression and anxiety disorders BUT IM ALWAYS SMILING
Always smiling like the Joker in ’Batman’ is no good Maybe if you allowed yourself to cry some time it would help you vent and also help you with the depression/anxiety issues.
And yep, right now I’m not very happy. I’m studying for a stupid exam and its screwing with my head. :-)
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