User  jermwerm 
 Topic  COCAINE 
 Message  Now in my thoughts I dream of you,
and now you have come true.
Within these dreams we never die,
and the sky turns into you.
Clouds of pain float past me,
I awaken when they rain.
By then you have turned to night,
and my mind feels a black pain.
Calling for you to feed my fears,
I find you once again.
I fall asleep with you in mind,
and to the daylight of sin.
Snowy dust keep me alive,
for I’ll loose my love for you.
Keep my thoughts of you inside,
till I awake in search of you. 

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 User   jermwerm | 2005-03-14 |
 Subject  PISSSSSSED OFF 
 Message  THIS POEM KRISTINA JUST WROTE IS GOOD, I LIKE IT. IT MADE ME FEEL A LITTLE BETER. I JUST ORDERED CALIZONES AND BOUGHT TWO OF MY FRIENDS ONE TOO. OFCOURSE THE MORONS MADE ME THE WRONG ONE. THE OVENS ARE ALREADY SHUT DOWN SO NOW I CAN’T EAT. FIGURES I BUY EVERYONE ELSE STUFF AND I GET JURKED. BUT IM ITALIAN AND HAVE A REALLY SHORT BAD, BAD TEMPER SO AS SOON AS I SEEN MY ORDER I FLIPPED OUT. MAAAAAAAAAAAAD. THEN READ THIS POEM AND IT CALMED ME DOWN A LITTLE. NOW I’LL JUST ORDER A WHOLE PIZZA FOR MYSELF SOMEWHERE ELSE. ANYWAYS THANKS FOR SHARING THE COOL POEM KRISTINA. JERMWERM HERE 

 User   Learah | 2005-03-02 |
 Subject  untitled 
 Message  Wow... see, I remembered and all. It was the platic eighties hyperglobal tshirts that done it fer us, tho...;) 

 User   Kristina9178 | 2005-03-02 |
 Subject  untitled 
 Message  Dunno...mebbe. I wrote it back in the good ole’ daze, but I did post it here when I first joined. So probably=) 

 User   Learah | 2005-03-02 |
 Subject  untitled 
 Message  Kris was that the first poem of yours I commented on??? 

 User   Kristina9178 | 2005-03-01 |
 Subject  untitled 
 Message  "Hating Cocaine" 

 User   Kristina9178 | 2005-03-01 |
 Subject  untitled 
 Message  Another sunset wastes a day
as delirium
fondles me.
One more full moon cries a tear
as chemical galaxies
solicit me
Shooting stars aim for deserts
merely to
avoid me.
Fantasy cackles wickedly
in the face
of my reality.

My ears consume the beating drums
that are destined
to destroy me.
My teeth begin to chatter
with a guilt
that soon annoys me,
body rocking back and
forth,
forth
and back,
clenching fists
and out of candy.

How I wish the night
would have cradled me
and I wish benevolence
could have saved me
as I fall asleep
finally,
kissed by an angel
with no wings,
serenaded by a choir

that cannot sing.

 

Copyright (c) Jimmy Ruska 2003