User  Teamballin 
 Topic  Part 2 of the story. 
 Message  Its getting interesting...

A couple months go by, the relationship is doing well, still on fire in public, still believing he was the man because he didn’t really think anything was wrong in the relationship and the sex was always incredible. He had to learn the hard way, a relationship is easy to get into but it’s what you have to do to keep the relationship going and happy that is the hard part, constantly doing special things out of the blue for no reason, to keep the relationship fresh and spontaneous. Bryson slacked off so bad on the relationship, going out Friday nights clubbing while Vanessa was at home; Bryson should have been at home sweet talking her all night, not in the club dancing the night away with random women. Bryson even laid with a girls from the club nights, he thought they were so fine he had to see what they were like in the bedroom, its not cheating you don’t get caught was his train of thought. Not showing Vanessa attention when she was around as much as he should have, arguing with her about petty things, all the wrong things Bryson was doing as if he was taking her granted, like she was a old trophy.

See when your not on your job its easy for someone else to come in and fill in your spot as the man in your girl’s life; therefore, that is exactly what happened due to Bryson letting his game slip and not giving Vanessa what she wanted at all times a lot of attention. Her breaking up with Bryson was something that he will never get over or let alone forget because He was so blinded by his own arrogant s he never saw it coming. When it happened, it hit Bryson harder then he thought, it was a reality check for his ass. It displayed to his ego that he wasn’t the “Big Playa Playa” as he thought he was. When she said those infamous quote “I think we should just be friends,” Bryson wanted to beg and plead for her not to leave him, literally in his mind he does beg and plead every time he replays the occasion in his head; however, he pride and ego would never let him act out so humiliating in real life. In Bryson’s mind, when Vanessa broke up with him, he was cool with it for the moment; “Your a playa and you got mad hunnies who you can talk to now that are better looking then this dumb girl, its her loss, your free.” However, Bryson was about to realize that being with Vanessa was like being on Life Support and when you are cut off you will be unable to function without it.

Boy was Bryson wrong, tried to go out and get back into his old ways but Vanessa was all he could think about, there were not one girl out there that could compare to her now, after awhile he would sit around being heart broken listening to sad and depressing songs, crying inside. Vanessa made Bryson think of himself as a crack fiend because she was all he wanted and just needed her around and had to have her to himself, it was as if she was apart of Bryson and with her gone he was slowly shutting down mentally. Outside, Bryson looked like the break up didn’t even bother him one bit, everyone thought he was pimping it and he was a prime example of what a player is; Ha, never let them see you sweat was his mentality. Inside, Bryson was a wreck emotionally, he could handle being with out someone so special and has grown so dependent upon.

Shortly after the break up Bryson was back to his old ways again and figure that the more girls he talked to the less time he would have to worry about Vanessa; Bryson now had a squad of women. The girls Bryson talked to weren’t Vanessa material but they got the job done; therefore, this also proved that Vanessa had affected Bryson’s judgment on the type of women he would talk to, lowering his standards. However, Bryson and Vanessa stayed friends like they disguise and things were cool for a minute, she still came around for the sex which was cool but deeply hurting Bryson as well. Bryson wasn’t the only guy Vanessa would sleep with, proving that she was moving on and Bryson was still stuck in the past; therefore, Bryson began to realize he loved Vanessa and when that happened he put himself into more and more drama and situations.

Vanessa was the first to actually say “I Love You” but her and Bryson were drunk at the time it was said; therefore, he just says he was the first to honestly say those three words and mean it. Love, that is something Bryson thought he would never experience again; last time love came into his life he was hurt so bad that it took a promise to himself to be stronger and wiser person when it came to females, it was what created the super pimp he was today. Wrong again, Bryson sat around for days in and out, trying to figure out what went wrong in the relationship and moments that changed her feelings from being madly obsessed with him to can do without him.

Vanessa would never know but he was gonna always be a little jealous of the guys that she decided to talk after the break up because he just felt that no guy after him is gonna leave an impression that Bryson had left in her heart. The guys she thought were attractive were just out of the ordinary sometimes; however, being in this game of “Players” you have to respect the rules and that is why personal feelings are a great downfall because hating on someone is just wrong, no matter who the person is. There would be plenty of times where Bryson and Vanessa would talk and argue after they were no longer together. Bryson wanted to just leave Vanessa alone and forget about her so many times; however, he realized you don’t know that you love a person till you think about killing there ass because of the shit they put you through and pull on you but what stops you are episodes of CSI.  

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