| Message | Who am i? and where do i come from?
And why is my life so trouble some?
Had a fight wut my dad couldn’t control myself
This can’t be me this boy has hate in himself
If feelings define u the i must be anger
Throw a punch at my dad now my life is in danger
Can’t sleep or eat because i am consumed
By the same thing that was told to be my doom
Nobody to identify with wut race am i?
Yeah i have black skin but often have thoughts of a white guy
Words are my outlet and this flow is my plug
Still dont know whether to wear tight shirts or sag my pants like a thug
Never know wut to call it weed or pot?
Don’t understand why it is racist for a black man to die first in this plot
My parents say im the cause of all there debt
So the only feeling i have is this thing called reget
Education was the only thing stressed upon me
Confused influenced by black and white memorys
But still don’t know which one to relate
Over the dishes me and my dad got into anther debate
But there is no voicing opions in my home
Just stuck with a pen and paper trapped all alone
Still wondering who am i?
In these rhymes i’m speaking the truth why lie?
But i lie down to take a rest
Thats the only way i get this anger off my chest
Take it from my chest and put it in a chest for locking
But there is already to much i need to stop stocking
It up so one day a kid bothers me at school
I give him one to the jaw and again i feel kool
But know u gonna but me on probation for fighting
And again my only outlet is my writting
It’s the only thing left asking Who am I?but can’t find the answer of correction
I guess i have to go back to the drawing board to reanswer this question
Chorus
Some how some way i hve to find out who i am
Even a mentaly challendgeman knew he was sam
But my name not sam and self unknown
forget who i am writting is all i need to be shown |
