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    dotsJournal: CRAZY!!!dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Ive discovered that as he depicted the beauty of the view in my ears, whispering down my neck, all i could do that moment was close my eyes and think about the perfection of the man i would have most like to have shared the moment with...

    It's crazy but i still think of him...

    It's even more crazy because this other guy fits my list and is smitten with all of me but yet ...

    It's crazy because it's been so long but i still think of him....

    It's crazy

    ...Created 2006-09-18 05:53:51

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    It's crazy but i think i love him!

    ...Created 2006-08-26 13:05:53

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    there comes this defining moment in each ones life when we can honestly answer the question "Does he love me?" and get a reply by a mere gesture of absence or presence of him at that moment.....

    I got my answer, but yet keep asking the question!

    ...Created 2006-08-26 13:02:47

    dotsJournal: no-fucking-thngdots
    Mood: Overwhelmed n a rush so this is gona be quick: im metn a nice fella for some delicious mocha.....
    my 21st was so blessed and rustig, peps got along, conversation was good...... I was on cloud nine realising how blessd i am .....BUT.......beneath the smile and happiness i was disappointed like hell!!!!........THE "LIFTGUY" didnt cum! i dont understnd: he phoned in that week to wish me, then again an then on saturday while i was in tygervally and we were chatting and he was like "dam, girl im actually looking forward to tonight....." and stroked my ego, affirmed my worth as a woman on the telephone and then ......... he doesn't show up and iv heard nothing, absoluetly nothing , nothing, nothing, nothing, no-fucking-thing from him since his call saturday afternoon. I feel like a fool, so this wkend im drowning my sorrows in red wine and pizza and ice cream and 30seconds! its crazy but i got a few girlfriends i can bitch about this with! He didn't come, im typing this but im so hurt ryt now- all these q's are running in my head...My guyfriend says that i'll probably get a call in two weeks with a really "good" excuse and sum fancy dinner to make up for it.... HE DIDNT CUM!! and im feeling so hurt!and u know whats the saddest part of all: if i do get the dinner invite i dont even know if i'l say "no"!
    ...Wait let me stop dwelling in this self pity and prep me for the "date"

    Keep the love and spread the faith

    ...Created 2006-08-11 08:43:59

    dotsJournal: Prayer requestdots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    I slipped an invite to my birthday party under his door and divinly bumped into him....
    God pls i need to know....

    ...Created 2006-07-17 15:26:20

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Had no idea that i could be engulfed by so much confusion!!! ...I want to confess my feelings to a the liftguy- i cant believe that it has been 8months that i have known him and yet....

    This is crazy!

    ...Created 2006-07-11 04:31:32

    dotsJournal: Yipeeeedots
    Mood: iNLOVE-wITH LiFE

    Lifes is beautiful!!!!
    I went on a cofee date with a guy that i had a 40minute conversation with in a bookstore - I love the way life is presenting me with all these different types of people with diverse interests and backgrounds.
    I prayed that the universe send me a person that would provide me with a lesson in not being judgemental- i truly think he is this person!!!! Firstly he has a completely different religion to mine and yet we speak about it so openly sharing views and opinions and secondly he has a bcakground that previously i would have judged him for but now im being open and receptive....

    Wow, this day went good! i even came to the realisation that i projected qualities on the "lift guy" and that was why i was so deeply attracted to him even though he is not the most reliable character...

    All praise to "things fall apart" by chinua achebe- that book provided so much insight into the man i moulded in my subconscious!!

    God is moving around me right now- THIS CONCEPT IS SO BIG THAT MY BODY AND MIND CANT GRASP IT!!!!


    ...Created 2006-05-24 16:29:03

    dotsJournal: hmmmmm.....dots
    Mood: The Usual

    " if we accecpt sunshine and warmth, then we must also accept the thunder and lightning"- Unknown

    ...Created 2006-05-18 12:55:10

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I pray that God aligns the universe to support my plan to do volunteer as a rape counsellar...
    I pray...
    I pray...
    I pray...

    ...Created 2006-04-20 06:47:33

    dotsJournal: LifeLesson#5dots
    Mood: The Usual

    if not now, when? if not me, who?

    ...Created 2006-03-20 04:19:49

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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