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    dotsJournal: 1/31/05dots
    Mood: Relaxing

    Yeah, i guess it has been going pretty easy for me recently but i can't help but feel that something bad is going to happen. Heh, call it paranoia if you like, but i feel this is just the calm before the storm, or i'm just in the eye of the tornado. I don't know, but i do know that there are so many potential sadness causing events that are probably going to happen but i have no chance of stopping.


    Maybe i should change my current mood to 'depressed'

    Aken Sol

    ...Created 2005-01-31 23:15:50

    dotsJournal: Happy 100th!!dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Been part of this site for a 100 days now.... wow
    I feel old. I've been neglecting my fellow poets for a while now, what with school and life and lack of inspiration and all. Anywayz, i'll be coming back reel soon so yeah
    Can't wait to read all the works of my favorite poets here.
    Aken Sol

    ...Created 2004-11-22 23:08:20

    dotsJournal: 10/8/04dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    ...Created 2004-10-08 19:16:51

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Head Aching

    Imagination is of the deceased.
    We all all standing
    On quick sand
    Foever sinking
    Forever going down
    Slow and steady
    Never noticing
    Never noticing
    The wings on our backs
    Unused and weak
    too weak to use
    To fly and break free
    Fly freely
    With sight offered
    of large horizens
    Break free
    Before you are entombed
    Fly away
    and fly high

    That was my subconcious speaking... i think i know what it means... that i am crazy. And maybe something else yes? So much damn drama in my life. Too much drama in this world.

    Aken Sol

    ...Created 2004-10-07 00:01:19

    dotsJournal: 9/19/04dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    I am so confused right now. Dipping my thoughts into the meaning of life and searching for myself and where i belong and whom i should be with. Everyday is filled with busy activities, appointments and unnessary stress pushed on me, but every night i feel so alone and lost in my own dark world. At night, i think and eventually get swept away by nightmares and wake up feeling colder and...
    Aken Sol

    ...Created 2004-09-19 14:16:48

    dotsJournal: 9/9/04dots
    Mood: Brain Fried

    My head hurts. All this thinking, i'm not use to it. It hurts... and not just my head, but my soul aches for her voice, smile, touch. Agh!
    Aken Sol

    ...Created 2004-09-10 00:13:01

    dotsJournal: 9/7/04dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    So I'm thinking, it's been a couple of days since the trip and a couple of days since i've seen An. And so I'm thinking after a couple of days i should be able to get back on my feet and my heart should stop feeling like it's being twisted up in a blender right?
    Yeah, it didn't stop and now it feels as if my whole insides are ripped apart.
    So I'm thinking, after a couple of days of not seeing An and after a couple of days after leaving, i should be able to think straight right?
    Then ho come my brain seems to be mushy slime that's sloshing inside my pounding head. Like... it's about to seep through my ears.
    And why do i feel so numb?
    So cold?
    So lonely?

    Aken Sol

    ...Created 2004-09-07 21:02:50

    dotsJournal: 9/6/04dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    Well, i'm back in America. Yay -_-. I don't know, i just feel really numb and empty right now. I know i have to continue on, and live my life but it feels like... my body is here but my heart is back there with her.

    Aken Sol

    ...Created 2004-09-06 09:07:21

    dotsJournal: 9/4/04dots
    Mood: Sniffle...

    I am sooooo sad right now.
    I'm leaving Vietnam tonight at 11 and going back to Amercia.
    I am sooooo sad.
    I feels like someone up there is playing a cruel joke on me. Letting me stay here long enough to know what i want and who i should be with but not enough time for me to do anything about it.
    I'm sooooo sad.
    I want to stay with her here but i c a n t! We're from two completly different worlds, well, "countries" is more accurate but you know what i mean.
    I'm sooooooo so so so sad.
    She said she would wait for me and i said the same. Who knows when we'll meet again. That's life for you. Sacrificing time and yourself to for the chance of f inding some happin ess wit h the one you love.
    I'm sooo ooo sad.
    Can't see her right now but i mustn't waste the few precious hours i have left now.
    I'm sooooooooo oooooo so so so oooooo soo oso so sad.

    Aken Sol
    ahhh... so the name does fit.

    ...Created 2004-09-04 02:33:44

    dotsJournal: 8/21/04dots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    Im in Vietnam right now and whoa, they have the net over here!! Lol. It's great to be back on the website even though i have to literally leave in 1 minute.... make that 52 seconds. I learned how to race a motorcycle as soon as i came here. It's easier than it looks. I'm not dead yet so i must be good right? Well, i guess i have to go, i ran out of money for this internet cafe thing. Can you believe we have to pay to go online?!!? Outragious! I know i spelled that wrong btw
    Aken Sol

    ...Created 2004-08-21 00:08:32

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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