Mood: OverwhelmedA new day, there before me, immutable
another day between my uncertain future and I
Dreams, more dreams, flowing without end, ineffable
Tomorrow, I will change, I will be better, I will go far
There, there, everything will be fine. I promise
Shh, Don't be afraid. You will not get crushed...Created 2008-03-18 16:17:41
Mood: Brain FriedI wander back here like a lost soul, stuck here out of habit or restlessness? I am back here and I hate it. There is something out there in the "real" world I ought to be doing other than indulge this self-awareness, this narcissistic modern sickness, this delusion of self, worse than living in a sandbox... Oh petty recriminations, you've got me good, rumbling and tumbling down...Created 2008-03-10 08:01:34
Mood: Rant It took me a lifetime to learn how to want...properly, adequately without shame or deniability. Right now, I could take all cerebral, skin deep words I could get :)...Created 2007-07-30 02:14:22
Mood: Thinking...I'm a dreamer even when dreams crush and lash out a vitriol: "I've got no fuel to go on"
The void in my mind turns into a lush dream where to be empty is to be filled with space. Infinite and Blue.
The all-encompassing blankness doesn't alter the dream but softens the silent protest shipping through the night...
...Created 2007-07-28 00:32:13