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dotsJournal: dots
Mood: Overwhelmed

A new day, there before me, immutable
another day between my uncertain future and I
Dreams, more dreams, flowing without end, ineffable
Tomorrow, I will change, I will be better, I will go far
There, there, everything will be fine. I promise
Shh, Don't be afraid. You will not get crushed

...Created 2008-03-18 16:17:41

dotsJournal: dots
Mood: Brain Fried

I wander back here like a lost soul, stuck here out of habit or restlessness? I am back here and I hate it. There is something out there in the "real" world I ought to be doing other than indulge this self-awareness, this narcissistic modern sickness, this delusion of self, worse than living in a sandbox... Oh petty recriminations, you've got me good, rumbling and tumbling down

...Created 2008-03-10 08:01:34

dotsJournal: dots
Mood: Sigh...

During daylight, another leaf fell. It startled no one.
The tree branch didn't seem to mind. So why did I feel so sad? There must be something wrong with me.

...Created 2007-10-12 23:28:39

dotsJournal: I'm backdots
Mood: The Usual

I don't know why i keep coming back here. I ought to stay away...

...Created 2007-09-26 03:20:28

dotsJournal: Pfffffffdots
Mood: Sigh...

His body is like a museum,
lonely and dull behind close doors
Visitors pop in and out
with glazed eyes and liquid breaths.

...Created 2007-08-07 07:11:26

dotsJournal: dots
Mood: Tired

Nothing is forever done and I am all loose ends.

...Created 2007-08-01 03:11:36

dotsJournal: dots
Mood: Rant

It took me a lifetime to learn how to want...properly, adequately without shame or deniability. Right now, I could take all cerebral, skin deep words I could get :)

...Created 2007-07-30 02:14:22

dotsJournal: dots
Mood: Thinking...

I'm a dreamer even when dreams crush and lash out a vitriol: "I've got no fuel to go on"
The void in my mind turns into a lush dream where to be empty is to be filled with space. Infinite and Blue.
The all-encompassing blankness doesn't alter the dream but softens the silent protest shipping through the night...

...Created 2007-07-28 00:32:13