Journal: bullshit -------------------------------------------Mood: Frustrated I think it is bullshit that most of us pour are heart and soul on to paper, to post it here to get feedback. You get so many people viewing your work but never leaving a message. I think it's bullshit and peopel shoudl take a little extar time to at least leave a message. Step up, be kind a leave one. ...Created 2006-12-15 15:09:43

Journal: I am back -------------------------------------------Mood: Depressed/Lonely god I can't remember the last time I post. I just got my computer back and I have been so bus I haven't had a chance to write. I have a few things on the go but I have had such writers block. I have alove poem but it's in the making of editing I might post itlater if I have a chance. Just thought i would let you all know I haven't forgotten you. ...Created 2006-10-10 02:51:35

Journal: Like A Fool -------------------------------------------Mood: Angry Well like a fool I was played by a fucking bitch on Open Diary. (another site liek this) She was so nice to me, like a sister we even talked on the phone and she knows so much about me. Even though we don't know each other. We had a good "over the computer" friendship. And we both were really into vampires and we loves this guy Don Henrie from Mad MAd House. Well I founds some icons of him on someone elses diary and he was saying how he sucks and shit and Vampiric Shadow(the girl I talk to) was calling Don down as well. So this whole fucking time she has been playing me. Fucking loser. Not to mention I am in Script Writing and Directing as you know and we are writing out final plays which have to be performed in about 5 weeks, and my directing partner has only help witht he scrpit because he is always home "sick" and now he has been away because he twisted his ankle and hasn't been at school for 2 days leaving me all the work, writing charater bio's, working with the group EVERYTHING! And he is just pissing me off to the full extent. Soon I am just going to kick him out and it will be my play and he can get zero. Asshole. Anyways I haven't posted anything cause I can't get passed my writers block, I have written little things but they all suck and make no sense. ...Created 2006-05-10 15:12:02

Journal: Hello -------------------------------------------Mood: Sick Hey guys, I know I haven't been on in awhile but I am doing my best to update. Lets just say life has thrown in some bumps and it is going to take me a LONG time to get over them. I might write about them in poems and hopefully I will find someone who can relate. Anyways I hope everything is all well out in writing land. Take care. Keep smiling. ...Created 2006-04-10 15:20:14

Journal: Award! -------------------------------------------Mood: Head Aching I GOT A ELITE AWARD!!! WOO I AM HAPPY! LOL Well I know i haven't posted in awhile and I have a buch of poems I can post but I have wait until I have some time. I have so much homework now. Chemistry is alot harder then I thought and the teacher is a new student teacher and doesn't know how to teahc very well. Plus I have math and Socials so I have ALOT of homework. Not to mention a job and now I have to play income tax! Plus my mom makes me do ALOT of house work. I like the only thing I enjoy is beinging with Andy he calms me down and keeps me sane. I feel like shit to, fucking monthly. Anyways I promise to post A.S.A.P! ...Created 2006-03-01 12:54:55

Journal: Goodbye -------------------------------------------Mood: Too much at once... Well with this class DFT I was able to update all the time, but since this class is coming to an end in about 8 days I have to catch up in work. once this class is over I will only be able to update the odd time. I will miss all over your poems but i promise i will be back soon. I should have a computer in the next month. ...Created 2006-01-23 12:46:12

Journal: Love -------------------------------------------Mood: In Love Well love is a hard and confusing thing. When you put your heart and soul into someone. When you had them your heart and they have the option of holding it or braking it. I have never been in love before I met Andy. Once I feel in love everything for me changed. How I looked at life and how I looked at other people. My cutting had stopped for awhile but I slip up now and then, liek last night. But through all the bad times he has stayed by my side, never leaving. He says that he loves me and with those three words reality comes back to me. I love him so much and he even says that marrige could be in the future. I am not holding on to that promise cause anything could happen and we coudl brake up. But the thought it beautiful. He has been there for me when no one else was and he had saved my life on night. Love is a truely beautiful feeling and once you have it you never want to let go. ...Created 2006-01-17 11:40:57

Journal: Wanting more -------------------------------------------Mood: Depressed I just wish one day could go without fighting and I wish that I could be happy for a full day. Just once. Andy and I are disagreeing and fighting once again over the dumbest thing. I just wish once woudl be an beautiful happy day, no tears. ...Created 2006-01-16 16:24:40

Journal: Writing -------------------------------------------Mood: Depressed I came up with a rhyme last night and tried to turn it into a poem, but no such luck yet. I worked on it for a few hours last night and everything i wrote wasn't really related to the rhyme I began with. A Razors kiss, is such sweet bliss. Soft and roses, sharp as thorns. I can't see to elaberate on this. ...Created 2006-01-12 11:39:33

Journal: Never knew -------------------------------------------Mood: Stressed Didn't know there was a journal on this to. Thats awesome. Well I'll make sure I start up a journal and keep it updated. ...Created 2006-01-11 11:54:24

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