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    dotsJournal: Such a long timdots
    Mood: Moo! 0.o

    So I dissapeared from ES for almost two out of the three and almost a half years I've been on it. Things have been crazy I've been through at least four boyfriends and now I'm with the one. He says as long as he makes me happy he'll stay with me. What he doesn't know is that will be always. He's the most considerate person ever. Enough about that though, this last March I went through a humongous breakdown and wound up in a mental institute because i was having suicidal thoughts. I'm better now, happier that ever. Hope everyone on heres doing well.
    For anyone who reads this thank you,
    love all,
    Angel demose,

    ...Created 2008-10-01 13:43:48

    dotsJournal: *twitch*dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    *twitches violently* Michaels driving me up a fucking wall, I know he has football, and i know during the school year he's gonna have track, and wrestling. And its all fun when i get to go watch him in action like today, but for him to think he should utterly ignore me any other time... I'm not clingy anymore, but the violence and yelling that threatens to blister out of my hurts, i can feel old scabs opening even though they've no reason to. Its not like he's up to his old antics of playing *What color underwear is devon wearing* i don't think i'd care much anymore if he did that, it would be a better game to play than *lets see how long i can keep our relationship away from mom and dad*. But seriously michael if you ever find a way into my elite skills name its getting fucking annoying is what its getting, i love you. Really i do no matter how wierd things may get i love you, and i miss you, every day i don't see you i miss you. Please help me though

    ...Created 2006-08-17 11:19:52

    dotsJournal: He loves medots
    Mood: I won!

    Michael Clayton Deford, I know he loves me. I love him...i know i love him. Maybe this time will be different after all he agreed to go out with me, and didnt try to steal me from someone this time. I've always loved him, the other time i actually really went out with him, we lasted for a year...maybe this time it will be longer...maybe...dare i say it...forever?

    ...Created 2006-07-27 15:41:39

    dotsJournal: He does hate medots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    I know, this feels like a replay of my life not two years ago, Michael on one hand, while i'm upset that Danny hates me...We might actually be having a party at Rachels...I'll see him there, can i be scared? I haven't actually said Anything to him since...the beginning of the school year. But he hates me...and Rachels setting up a game of sevemn minutes in heaven and is going to fix the game so that her and me wind up in the closet with Danny...What have i gotten myself into now?

    ...Created 2006-07-26 18:09:09

    dotsJournal: waa!dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I think my loves sister has finally gotten halfway over the fact that I'm going out with her brother (mumbles something about how i have to find HER a boyfriend in exchange though) Lifes random, walking home from summer school hurts, not knowing if your boyfriend is caring about you, thiking about you, or is mad because his sister knows is excruciatingly painful.

    ...Created 2006-07-25 15:38:54

    dotsJournal: boysdots
    Mood: Crazy

    Ya know those times when you are oh so hoping that the boy your going out with will say he wants to go do something with you...ya know like go to the movies...go to breakfast lunch or dinner (Or all three)...go to the park. Well when they don't its up to you to ask them and then you are REALLY hoping that they will say yes....and then...they don't they say "No but im really not trying to be mean even though you offered to pay even though i have no definite reason why i shouldn't just no" and then your all sulky....I hate it...i absolutly hate it.
    Then again what can i really do about it.
    The Angel of Hell
    P.S then his sister raves at you when she finds out you two are going out and threatens to kill you then breaks down because her aunt just died. yah kinda harsh...still hate it)

    ...Created 2006-07-23 20:47:55

    dotsJournal: I keep Thinkingdots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    I keep thinking about the first time we went much i felt for much i loved you. How even after I broke up with you i felt the same. Like I could never love another person on this planet. You want to know something it was true, because even after 13 more boyfriends, I still came back to you. I love YOU thats all there is to it. It's no mystery anymore because you said i love you too. it July 23rd at 12:43 in the morning and I'm still up wishing you'd get on so i could ask you to dinner. Ask you to love me. Ask you to stay with me. Ask you to keep me in your arms...Forever.

    ...Created 2006-07-22 23:48:21

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