Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... okay i know i shouldnt be feeding into the mood nicks but *sigh* had to play this one too...... When did you stop lovin' me? How long have I been a memory? I've got to know for my own sanity Tell me when did you stop lovin' me? Was it that night that you stayed out until dawn? You know that night has haunted me for so long Or was your love already cold? Tell me please I got to know Darlin' when did you stop lovin' me? There was a time when you worshipped where I stood Heaven knows I'd bring it back if I could Now I can tell when we make love It ain't me you're thinkin' of Tell me when did you stop lovin' me? Darlin', when did you stop lovin' me? ...Created 2006-02-13 13:38:37

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual This one goes out to my dear friend nicks.... I burn with desire each time my heart fans the fire To that old flame that burns inside of me She cried when I left her now I try to forget her Oh how foolish I was to ever wanna leave Chorus: Because nobody in his right mind would've left her I had to be crazy to say good bye Nobody in his right mind would've left her Even my heart was smart enough to stay behind I still carry her picture I wish her well with the new love I know she's found by now Each night finds me dreamin' each day I spend thinkin' How much I wish she was still around Because nobody in his right mind would've left her I had to be crazy to say good bye Nobody in his right mind would've left her Even my heart was smart enough to stay behind ...Created 2006-02-13 13:14:37

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Relaxing just a song that came to mind ......*raises vodka at Lisa*.....bring it on woman....lol Another day has almost come and gone Can't imagine what else could go wrong Sometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the door A single battle lost but not the war. Cause, Tomorrow's another day And I'm thirsty anyway So bring on the rain It's almost like the hard times circle 'round A couple drops and they all start coming down Yeah, I might feel defeated, I might hang my head I might be barely breathing - but I'm not dead, no Cause Tomorrow's another day And I'm thirsty anyway So bring on the rain I'm not gonna let it get me down I'm not gonna cry And I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight Cause Tomorrow's another day And I am not afraid So bring on the rain Cause Tomorrow's another day And I'm thirsty anyway So bring on the rain Ooh (Bring on Bring on the Rain) No I'm not gonna let it get me down I'm not gonna cry So bring on the rain Ooh (Bring on Bring on the Rain) Bring on the rain Bring on the rain Ooh ...Created 2006-02-11 13:22:20

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Relaxing You say it's been too long Since you had some You say I turn you on Light the fire that's burning inside You think that I'm the one You see in your dreams You know what I mean It's creepin' around in my head Me holdin' you down in my bed You don't have to say a word I'm convinced you want this Baby you know I can give it to you You can't deny I'd do it right Just let me know and I'll give it to you Show me where I'll taste you there Baby you know that I'll give it to you Your body needs a man like me Anything goes when I give it to you Without a doubt I'll turn you out The feeling is fine giving you everything of mine I'm the place to be And soon you'll see I don't care who leads As long as we can focus on me Anyone can make you sweat But I can keep you wet It's creeping around in my head Me holding you down in my bed I can't wait to give you some I'm convinced you need it Baby you know I can give it to you You can't deny I'd do it right Just let me know and I'll give it to you Show me where I'll taste you there Baby you know that I'll give it to you Your body needs a man like me Anything goes when I give it to you Without a doubt I'll turn you out The feeling is fine giving you everything of mine ...Created 2006-02-10 10:19:33

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... -Check this out uhhhh -I mean -you ever had one of them gangsta relationships -I mean like, nobody don't have to gisnote I can be your nigga He can be you man You don't have to leave him Everybody need a back-up plan Jump in my 97 Hummer and riside You be Ms Bonnie, I'll be Mr. Clyde Together we be catchin g's Flipping keys, smokin weed It's all about you and me Causing major pain on this dope game You be Halle Berry I'll be the ghetto Damon Wayans In charge like the Lakers You got your pink 380 I got my black nine for the haters My homies call you that nigga But you my bitch Since we banging, I guess we one click You be that nigga that I drink with And you don't even trip if i was to let a freak kiss You give me rubbers so I can stay strapped You say you can't catch no fucking rat Without a mouse trap So we be kicking it like g's Its a drought, but you got a connect on some keys You roll up the weed and drink 40s' You'll whoop any bitch at any ghetto party We walk past security cause you got the strap And when my homies see ya You the only female they give dap You the only nigga that I'll kiss Make love to and still do some gangsta shit with Like Menace to Society we kick it I'm Kane, you my thug like Ms Jada Pinkett I lays back and chill Why you ills with the hotties I'm numero uno in your eyes honey poppi Yo lady Gotti Thugged out, hooriding ready to kill Yet make me feel like others can't with my sex appeal Be riding ghetto thrills But still the bitch behind the trigger The bitch about her scrilla The bitch to smack her nigga If the tone faintly rises in his voice The choice is mine When it comes to haters living or dying Blueprinted crimes illustrated by your baby The unlady like mistress Be all about illicit business Bitches witness us together looking tenderly But to scared to tell wifey, for fear of me I'm only trying to be the one with the green papers Bounce on the dick and help me pull off a mean caper That's why you praise the biggest mama and you care Other hoes get x'd out in what we share yeah I give you rubbers for your friends for show Take me shopping tomorrow Short change them hoes Save them 3 more nuts for me Alize, hot tubs and an ounce of weed Please, there's not a jealous bone in my body Take me off to Jamaica Then take your wifey to (aloha) Hawaii I don't mind being number 2 You keep more ice on my hands and wrists Than an igloo And if it all falls through you still got me Yout true bitch nigga down to hustle From plan B Like that nigga Like that nigga But only if you bout it Master P: Only if you bout it I can be your mistress You can keep your wifey I understand I'm all good with this back-up plan ...Created 2006-02-09 14:55:22

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... Just listening to some oldies and thinking of some homies who have passed....damn I miss my doggs... tip your 40oz with me This is for the Burbans and the Cadillacs With the 10's and the 12's bumpin in the back This is for the playas hustlas pimps and macks With the Benz's makin ends I'm makin paper stacks This is for the Burbans and the Cadillacs With the 10's and the 12's bumpin in the back This is for the playas smokin woolimacks Hittin skins make dividends and ridin with my strap UNH woodgrain with the leather seats Windows so dark you need a flashlight to see me Smokin on that dojah four niggas in tha back screamin NO LIMIT SOLDIER True to the giz-zam stopped in the projects Sold a half a ounce of cocaine Hit interstate 10 into TEXAS listenin to DJ SCREW Just raced the Lexus called up Pimp C Did a song last week with my nigga Bump B Twistin on some green spinich A nigga still trippin I aint dead I'm still in it This is for the Burbans and the Cadillacs With the 10's and the 12's bumpin in the back This is for the playas hustlas pimps and macks With the Benz's makin ends I'm makin paper stacks See pocket full of dollas already stacked So I'm gangtsa leanin sideways Today aint Friday pretend it is and today it's my day Take it from Mr. High spoke rider Cadillac and Suburban driver pussy diver Mr. Glock beside me when I'm ridin Flossin down the block holla at my boys up in the third I got the latest word swirve to the side of the curb Fiend that wanted me to serve her I said: "Bitch can't tell I'm off ?" But I still give her five dollas to wipe my whitewalls Then I burst up out the block Drop the top cuz it was hot Shit hit the spot where the most hoes at At the side show about to plot Hittin doughnuts and you know I'm actin a straight up menace Catch me spinnin and you can tell I was there Cuz the cloud of smoke when I finish I seen 5 - 0 and they aint even try to sweat me Think they bein nice nah Cuz I got 185 under the hood and they know they cant catch me And if you see me chillin you can stop me And I keep that glock 40 on my dash You never know who might not be And this is for the playas Playa play on I can't hate you homey Playa play on I can't hate you homey Burbans and Lacs mansions and bitches money and weed The made life it's all I dream Paper chasin for the green I'm thuggin on the scene Nigga what you don't believe? well check the credentials They'll tell ya a nigga's livin presidential I'm on a level that you bustas would never feel Thought I I'd get cought up in the game and get killed Reverse that shit and hit the studio and make a mill For real I'm slangin platinum shit until I'm old and ill Like Gotti Imma make you feel what I say I got time to parlay chill off in the bay and smoke some hay I wouldn't have this shit no other way the made life The game tight No Limit for life This is for the Burbans and the Cadillacs With the 10's and the 12's bumpin in the back This is for the playas smokin woolimacks With the Benz's makin ends I mean the paper stacks Playa play on I can't hate you homey You rollin on chrome and candy ...Created 2006-02-08 11:35:32

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Yeay!! NINE MORE DAYS!!!! yes nine more days....and then I will be like Chilly Willy the Penguin......did you know that the weather in St. Louis is only in the low 40's for their highs!!??!! yes LOW 40's......and this week here in the beautifully warm land of enchantment our highs are in the low 60's......how the hell is a desert rat like me going to survive the midwest winter?? *teeth start to chatter* all I have to say is I better find me one of the two....1. unlimited amount of liquor or 2. tall dark muscular handsome with warm arms.....because I dont think i'll survive that cold with out either or both!!!! lmao LI LI...........NINE DAYS GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOHHHHH OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH ...Created 2006-02-08 10:16:05

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Tired well....the big bday weekend is over and to tell the truth i'm glad....it had so many ups and downs it was like a damn roller coaster....good news is....i now share my bday with my new cousin...Santiago Luis Chavez born at 6pm 02/04/05 weighing in at 7lbs 15ozs Mother and baby are both doing fine. :) bad news......my drunk ass tripped and scrapped my knee sat night lol :( and yes....... I GOT LEFT AGAIN!!!! two bdays in a row people *holds up two fingers* TWO BDAYS..... I guess eventually everyone lets you down *shrug* oh well...Li Li and I agreed that when i go out there in ten days that we are just going to pretend that it's my bday then lol..... but the best news of all........... NO MORE DUST BUNNIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...Created 2006-02-06 10:31:57

Journal: LOVE Y'ALL!!!!! -------------------------------------------Mood: Dead Sexy LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED RIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT!!!!!!!! Yes my friends it's a grand and glorious day! I'm feeling good, looking sexy and have a you can't fuck with my good mood attitude....... Today kicks off my bday weekend...and best believe it will be filled with love, laughter, family, friends, lap dances and pleanty of liquor......dos y tres tequila's........lmao!!!! This year for my bday marks a year that has ended....a year of lies, hurt, disappointment and tears....Today I start a new year.....I've placed the past behind me at long last and I've thrown out the rear view mirror that i've kept in my heart....there is no future in looking back....no need to keep glancing into the painful reflections of what was....my hands are firming on the wheel...my lead foot on the gas and my eyes fixed with faith and hope on the horizon of my future.... Li Li.......you have helped me out of SO many dark holes the past year...without you sister I might still living in the dark...there will never be words to express my love and gratitude for you.... 13 more days gurl before we ripping and roaring in yo town!!!! Nicks, gurl we are here *does finger to eye thing* In you I have found a close friend and a new ride or die lol....anytime you need to smile call on me...i hate to hear or know you are sad....You ride I ride :) Dave, Someone who always sees me as I should see myself....you are an amazing grace....panty theif and all lmao!!! Trey, You have taught me that though one man can ruin a womans perspective of love another can bring to light the vision of honor....you are truly one of a kind an i'm proud to call you my friend ;) now.... *raises a shot of patron* LET'S GET THIS BDAY WEEKEND STARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SALUD!!!!! ...Created 2006-02-03 10:27:43

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived- Margaret Mitchell ...Created 2006-01-31 16:32:32

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