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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Juggling Tasks

    So...I haven't been around here much, I am sorry.
    I am a very bad elite friend.
    I am actually doing pretty good right now, have a new job working with music and instruments, so that is fun and a big change for me.
    Also...I have to admit I have been a little distracted by My Space.
    If anyone wants to check me out on there here is the link.

    <a href=""; target="_blank"><img src=""; border="0"><br><img src=""; border="0"><br><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif">Check me out!</font></a>

    ...Created 2005-08-24 03:17:39

    dotsJournal: Rebirth-Deathdots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    Anyone out there read Tarot cards ?
    okay....well i do...sometimes.
    and i'm sure everyone thinks the Death Card means bad stuff and well.....that ur gonna die.
    not true.
    death means rebirth, recreation, a new chapter.
    it can mean a lot but thats basically the idea of it.
    So recently.......i've had a lot of changes going on.
    I have a new job...same field...sales....uuhhhgg.
    (i just keep this ridiculous hope that some dumbass someday will pay me to write or something.)
    i have had the same steady, dependable job for 1 1/2 years. it's very strange to be doing something new.
    but overall...i'm happier. more centered on the things that are important to me.
    and thats good.
    makes all the bullshit...uhm....more worth it. of now...i'm officially trying to be 'something'.
    I'm not exactly sure what...yet.
    you see....i'm a jack of all trades and a master of none.
    I write poetry...obviously.
    I write short stories (and 1 novel in the works for 3 years)
    I paint and draw (mainly just for fun)
    And i've been singing...well....seems like my whole life.

    so what do i do with this ?
    this is my time of rebirth.
    we all go through it many different times through out our lives.
    i have to try and make the right decisions.
    as we all know.....most of the time....that is bordering on impossible.
    but I feel optimistic and headed in the right direction.


    ...Created 2005-07-16 04:30:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    So recently I have had some issues. I have not responded to the last few comments i've received because I was fired recently and really don't know what to do. it's such a shock because my Ex- boss always said he would never let go of me, i was such a valuable asset, I helped him build is company from the ground up. But just as most people in this world prove to be...he was nothing but a liar, a fraud.
    But thats okay Karma is a bitch.
    So don't take offense if you haven't been responded to. I am just getting everything together in my life again.
    Thanks CC

    ...Created 2005-07-06 16:24:46

    dotsJournal: In the Headdots
    Mood: Sick

    ya...... so i now have a myspace page...only so i could access the bands page as a viewer....but i guess i'll tell my friends here at Elite Skills just in case you wanna check it out. no pictures up yet.....and i'm already being bitched at for don't bother complaining about it.

    I will have a new poem shortly and also some old ones no one here has seen/heard yet. but please continue to comment on the poems i already have posted here which have under 10 comments.

    So if you want to check out the bands page go to

    or go to music on MySpace and select band name and enter under keyword.....
    The World Famous Tijuana Poker Sharks
    then you will see me on their list of friends....just listed as CC. also you can check out the Sound of Birds page on there and they are touring the westcoast this next month might find a show in your area !!

    ...Created 2005-06-16 18:42:16

    dotsJournal: Get me 120dots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    So I've reached and surpassed 100 comments in about a month and a that good or average ? No can you guys like read some of the stuff i have posted that has like under 10 comments and give me 120 or so ? ya know...make it easy on me ? come on... they're pretty much all short. i promise. The only thing I'm curious about is why do people not vote ? I mean on this site, not meaningful elections, although I have an issue with that also. But what I'm saying is that people seem to like my stuff. particularly Amber Lee. But No one has voted on it... ?????? Feelin' good though....hyped for my sweetie's show coming up and doing good at work, creative and full of my usual piss & vinegar. FUCK BUSH ! did anyone ever think we'd have a yosemite Sam wannabe as our president ?! Not me. late you bunch of rejects. CC

    ...Created 2005-05-22 01:20:02

    dotsJournal: The speakeasy..dots
    Mood: Dead Sexy

    First of all I've given up on trying to post my poems in the order they were written...
    so....I will just be posting them according to mood from now on nd you guys will have to figure out the order by reading them all......ha....

    ....the mood now...well.....
    why don't you tell me what you think ?

    I want to talk about a place...a place that opens at 12am and only a few times a year...
    the bands that play and the people that go there are the 'in crowd' of underground/artist scene in the city i live. there can be many names but we few/many that grace this unknown building in the industrial side of town know it by The B&T.... named for a drink that we beer snobs pay double for.
    and don't forget you must present your invitation at the door.

    ...Created 2005-05-13 03:16:24

    dotsJournal: Old baggagedots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    The poems i will be posting for the next few weeks will be most of my old stuff. Mainly the short ones because guess what....i'm lazy. also i would like to see how bad these old ones are compared to now. or what do i still suck.....anywayz
    this stuff makes me think of taking acid and dead friends and being young and careless and young and tormented. reminds me of listening to Pearl Jam, Ten. all the way through at least once a week and Mazzy Starr, late at night with candles burning, Nirvana - incesticide , blasting when my dad was gone, getting ready for friends to come over and take advantage of the time. Or Jimi Hendrix, the doors, pink floyd, janis joplin, led zep, or any of the other music i listened to when i was opening my mind. Lords of Acid, while on X at a rave, Ministry, and me on weed & speed , them on a local stage.
    god, there are so many memories.
    so give me ideas with these poems please, but just remember they are my memories captured at the time.

    whoever put So Fine as a favorite but not their name, thank you, mystery person.

    I understand this is a site to critique writing....and I gladly accept any comments about my actual writing. what I do not accept are lessons about poetry. I don't think anyone is on this site to hear what anyone else believes poetry to be. I think we're all here because we want somewhere to put our writing, whether or not anyone likes it is meaningless. Since I've been on this site I've gotten many wonderful comments, some great ideas and some very insightful critiques. And one 'lesson in poetry' if you would like to view this absurd boasting of this persons ego go to my poem Carry Me. Again, I take the comments about my writing but then this person goes off on a lecture about what poetry is. Who cares what you think......I've been writing since this person was like....2 yrs old and writing from my heart, from my soul. Not from a book I checked out of the library last year and then decided I was an Artist. (Oh by the way Professor--Get out of Edgar Allen Poe's Ass, he's getting a hemorrhoid. )
    I don't think acting like a pompous ass is constructive criticism. This person wrote me back and threatened that I could be kicked off the site because I didn't accept his comment to me as worth more than a pile of dog shit.
    He also posted my comment to him and his back to me on his journal ( he has since removed it) and then called me an idiot along with various derogatory comments.
    So I say to this person.. Ya know what, if you don't want me on the site...go ahead and kick me off, I had no idea you were so important.
    So again, please don't give me some crap that your english teacher spewed forth from their bittered unsuccessful mouths, just tell me what i write feels like or if the words sound good, or if it makes sense.
    Thank you very much.....CC

    ...Created 2005-04-03 06:42:39

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    No rest for the wicked......
    I work way too much, I have about 13 years of poetry to post here and my man needs my weekend time, also, my home internet is slow as F*ck ! so i will have to get back to any comments either in the midnight hours or at work (ssshhh) so please bare with me, i'm really not rude. also i can't pull up my page, or my personal messages at all on this slow ass thing so i don't know if someone has saved me as a favorite unless it's on the comment you give or i notice it when i go to your page.

    Music :

    The Freeze -Land of the lost
    Agent Orange-Bloodstains

    Muse, (i really like this new band, kinda like radiohead....if there is a band you could compare to radiohead, this would be it)

    ...Created 2005-04-02 21:00:02

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Frustrated

    Work,(when you are a suit wearing,mortgage selling,weekday sellout and in reality a far left wing raised by hippies,punk rock loving, weekend warrior artist) Sucks A$$ ! Creativity,(when you find a site to post your writing and you do and people like it and that makes everything you've worked for as an artist valid) it's exhilarating ! But when they cut me off and don't let me post anymore poetry until i what??? read every poem on the site ? I have a lot of words and not a lot of time, as i explained earlier i work for the devil and he keeps me busy. Music : If you like Punk or Reggae > Bad Brains Quickness. If you like trippy, zone out stoner/junkie music > Mazzy Starr > For tonight that i might see. If you like Hardcore Punk : FANG > (anything that you can get your hands on, it's pretty rare.) If your in Arizona : Check out> 13 Black, The Madcaps, Sonorous, or Tijuana Poker Sharks. all really good, interesting and talented local acts. MadCaps(don't confuse them with the band out of canada) & Sonorous have websites. Poetry : Jim Carroll-collected works, Sylvia Plath-winter trees, Walt Witman-Leaves of grass. (Is Jim Morrison not considered a poet on this site ? ) Currently reading : the latest Spin with Interpol, and the Rolling Stone dedicated to Hunter S. Thompson, may his lunatic genius soul rest. PS > right after i posted this they let me put more poetry up, yippie!!

    ...Created 2005-03-30 02:13:47

    dotsJournal: 7amdots
    Mood: Brain Fried

    I went to sleep last night, er, this morning at 7am, went to my man's show at The Emerald Lounge, had many beers, patron and lots of fun & great music ! Walked out of the drummer's studio and the sun was up, had to go to work hungover, tired. But it was still worth it.....

    ...Created 2005-03-29 03:29:58

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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