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    dotsJournal: dots
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    Mood: The Usual

    I'm concerned about my mental health. I just caught myself looking in the mirror and telling myself that I'm unworthy of love, or tenderness, and I don't deserve my life.

    ...Created 2017-03-30 05:24:40

    dotsJournal: My Life: 6 Worddots
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    Mood: The Usual

    I love more than I should.

    ...Created 2015-04-12 15:08:50

    dotsJournal: dots
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    Mood: The Usual

    For some reason, I can't update my account info.

    Here's an update from me:

    -24 years old.
    -Married 6 years.
    -2 kids.
    -Housewife.
    -Been using ES since I was 13.

    ...Created 2015-03-20 19:59:35

    dotsJournal: A reading at 2 dots
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    Mood: Angry

    How can I control this anger, where is the source?

    The Sun-a card meaning marital contentment.

    So, what does that mean?

    ...Created 2015-03-20 01:13:36

    dotsJournal: Day-to-Daydots
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    Mood: The Usual

    Making it, I guess. Not much new. The kids are older, it's a tad frightening. The husband is working a lot and still being my companion.

    I'm...me. The depression comes and goes, I write and rewrite and then don't touch a pen for weeks. Drawing, sometimes, reading when I can, missing the Doctor Who--big time.

    All-in-all, making it.

    ...Created 2015-01-17 14:16:46

    dotsJournal: Another Mondaydots
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    Mood: The Usual

    It's still early, by my standards, and the girls are playing Barbie Ninja Turtles and eating Lunchables.

    I'm sitting here, jotting furiously in my spiral notebook.

    ...Created 2014-10-20 11:06:02

    dotsJournal: Hiding...dots
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    Mood: Thinking...

    I can't believe I just wrote that. It's like a confessional. I've never felt the need to be that open. I'm scared.

    ...Created 2013-06-07 08:03:57

    dotsJournal: Concretedots
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    Mood: Depressed

    These are the times when I feel the concrete of my soul.

    The glittering silver when the sun shines and the hurricane grey while the storm rages.

    The concrete of my soul.

    How could I sufficiently warn the prospectors, I hide no gold. I hide no silver. I hide nothing precious.

    I am a mound of concrete these days and nothing more.

    ...Created 2013-04-05 08:34:34

    dotsJournal: Absolved.dots
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    Mood: Thinking...

    Why is forgiveness weighing so heavily on me?

    ...Created 2013-02-13 05:08:42

    dotsJournal: Lifedots
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    Mood: The Usual

    The things I write in my journal aren't entirely appropriate. I've lost my edge these days. There's something about being content, I guess. I've got the kids, yes two of them now, I've got the husband...It's an odd balance--my life. I feel there is something integral to my being missing. I just can't figure out what. Some passion, some spark, but beats me if I know what. This is suburban living, modest if anything. I couldn't tell you what fire I lost. I couldn't tell you what I'm missing.

    ...Created 2012-03-16 00:54:35

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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