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dotsJournal: Here.dots
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Mood: The Usual

I am around.

...Created 2019-07-19 20:30:57

dotsJournal: Alonedots
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Mood: Depressed

Increasingly isolated, by my own hand and by the disinterest of friends and family.

...Created 2018-06-09 03:24:58

dotsJournal: dots
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Mood: The Usual

I'm concerned about my mental health. I just caught myself looking in the mirror and telling myself that I'm unworthy of love, or tenderness, and I don't deserve my life.

...Created 2017-03-30 05:24:40

dotsJournal: My Life: 6 Worddots
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Mood: The Usual

I love more than I should.

...Created 2015-04-12 15:08:50

dotsJournal: dots
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Mood: The Usual

For some reason, I can't update my account info.

Here's an update from me:

-24 years old.
-Married 6 years.
-2 kids.
-Housewife.
-Been using ES since I was 13.

...Created 2015-03-20 19:59:35

dotsJournal: A reading at 2 dots
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Mood: Angry

How can I control this anger, where is the source?

The Sun-a card meaning marital contentment.

So, what does that mean?

...Created 2015-03-20 01:13:36

dotsJournal: Day-to-Daydots
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Mood: The Usual

Making it, I guess. Not much new. The kids are older, it's a tad frightening. The husband is working a lot and still being my companion.

I'm...me. The depression comes and goes, I write and rewrite and then don't touch a pen for weeks. Drawing, sometimes, reading when I can, missing the Doctor Who--big time.

All-in-all, making it.

...Created 2015-01-17 14:16:46

dotsJournal: Another Mondaydots
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Mood: The Usual

It's still early, by my standards, and the girls are playing Barbie Ninja Turtles and eating Lunchables.

I'm sitting here, jotting furiously in my spiral notebook.

...Created 2014-10-20 11:06:02

dotsJournal: Hiding...dots
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Mood: Thinking...

I can't believe I just wrote that. It's like a confessional. I've never felt the need to be that open. I'm scared.

...Created 2013-06-07 08:03:57

dotsJournal: Concretedots
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Mood: Depressed

These are the times when I feel the concrete of my soul.

The glittering silver when the sun shines and the hurricane grey while the storm rages.

The concrete of my soul.

How could I sufficiently warn the prospectors, I hide no gold. I hide no silver. I hide nothing precious.

I am a mound of concrete these days and nothing more.

...Created 2013-04-05 08:34:34