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    dotsJournal: Pure Wisdomdots
    Mood: Stressed

    Kamm's Law: "Most people are hostile to most new ideas and are at their most creative when inventing objections to them."

    This, my friends, is genius. I encourage anyone to take this to heart, and look for ideas they may be objecting to with unreason. As was said by Plato, "The beginning of knowledge is to realize what we don't know." As I have been saying for days, Denial is all that can stop you not only from growing but from what awaits us... after this.

    ...Created 2005-09-13 09:24:44

    dotsJournal: Power Hourdots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    It rains. A seeming limitation inspires focus upon a certain task at hand. Then it points out other oppotunities which are improved now due to the limitation it poses on what might otherwise be interfering factors.

    ...Created 2005-09-12 13:38:18

    dotsJournal: Woahdots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    Holy backlash, Batman! There's people all over me today about comments I put on their work or their page not being the type of comment they like. It is just me or is that super-fuc-tup? I guess I jumped on the band-wagon myself and asked them to remove their fiery critiques of comments from My main page, but my Lord... Who knew a little comment was so devastating.

    ...Created 2005-09-11 14:48:32

    dotsJournal: Waveridingdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Today I think I acquired much information about what creates reality, about our death and what death creates, also the transition that happens at death. I'm a little hesitant to share it but I certainly don't want to keep it a secret from anyone who needs to know.

    I was mostly just posting this because my last journal entry seemed to represent more negativity and self-defeat than I think is appropriate to my state of being, now.

    ...Created 2005-09-09 15:55:06

    dotsJournal: CreatorsRemorsedots
    Mood: Sigh...

    Well, everything went to crap with my little friend online. That ruined my ENTIRE day yesterday :( and resulted in some premanent changes in my psyche, hopefully they aren't dooming.

    I almost want to say I've sacrificed something, because I certainly seem to have given up on the whole simulation-of-life computer gaming scene (, secondlife, etc) and distanced myself from that...

    I guess the only sacrifice there is that I can no longer indulge in some things, like pretending I have caring mother or fooling my heart into feeling like I've gotten attention from a girlfriend or something.

    Perhaps this is one of those... "little deaths." I should be careful to fill my life with new things, and not let random chaos decide what fills the voids in my mind and soul...

    It would suck to eat all the pain but miss the growing.

    ...Created 2005-08-14 11:53:27

    dotsJournal: Sedatedots
    Mood: Sleepy

    It's late, a bit ago I had so many things to write about, but that has turned into writing a Journal entry just so something was written. First it was an encryption-protected local document with some very-personal things I could remember to note, before going into a state where surely the brain is resting already.

    The other demons must fall, for the growing to occur.
    There may not be much energy for dreaming, there may not be much rest for the next day, the show must go on.
    The drain must be used, the crap tapped for sap...

    What a dynamic day I had, and what an informative evening! I'll spare you the details, if anyone's reading this, but feel free to try to imagine it.

    To those I'd bless who are reading or not:
    Blessings on thee

    ...Created 2005-07-21 04:44:26

    dotsJournal: SchenectedyShordots
    Mood: Brain Fried

    Yesterday a.m. I resolved to quit cigarettes. It's now 'today p.m.,' so far it's pretty easy. I do not see myself smoking in the future. The choice is simple and as far as I can tell, easy, although it's tempting to think that either I'm somehow special for quitting so easily, or that the supposed difficulty is actually all hype.

    I suppose it may have helped that certain other person(s) don't smoke but I think it's mostly the $.75/pack tax increase making me balk stubbornly at the idea of smoking anymore. It's insulting to buy something at a high price whem almost all the money is ultimately going directly to the government, such as cigarettes and labor.

    ...Created 2005-07-16 20:34:52

    dotsJournal: Soakingdots
    Mood: Sleepy

    My hopeful them for the unconscious part of my evening will be soaking up as much energy as I can while I rests, with the premise that quantity of energy is not the question so much as intention of quality, flavor, or shape.

    Computers do so many things these days, don't they? :)

    ...Created 2005-07-15 01:35:05

    dotsJournal: 111107122005dots
    Mood: Dead Sexy

    Awakened to a vision of a lovely face of a girl, smiling at me. Amazing how the first moment of waking consciousness can set the tone for the whole day, be it a rude awakening or a random vision of beauty. I hunger for much, various tides/forces pull and tease me this day. I kneeled to pray to my God (rare) then put on some plesant music, remembered the smiling face, and so for now I do not hunger, now I feel light and powerful. I feel a storm has passed, I check the lunar calendar... yes tomorrow is the new moon. Thank you all at Eliteskills for being the catalist for me, it has so far been a rare pleasure to communicate here.

    ...Created 2005-07-12 10:29:19

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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