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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I feel closure knowing the last time I saw you, I pushed against my ego and followed the path of love. I wanted so badly to leave without saying goodbye. I don't know why I felt so strongly to just leave, but the captain hindsight side of me feels joy knowing I got to give you a proper goodbye. Did I give it to you or did you provide it for me? I guess the answer boils down to perspective. I am so very happy that we were able to hug that one last time. Although I did not know it at the time, something deep inside me insistented on going back inside and seeking you out to say goodbye. I will never forget your hugs and the way you would always put your hand on the back of my head as you hugged me. You kissed my forehead and told me that you were happy that I came back to say goodbye. That you would have been upset had I just left, funny though, I actually did leave and made it as far as my car seat with the key in the ignition. I couldn't bring myself to drive away. I didn't want to interrupt you with that girl. I felt like maybe you guys were having a personal conversation and I didn't want to interrupt. Little did I know, you were just being you. Being you in the way that you were helping to heal somebody emotionally, That was your gift,that was what you did best and you did that for so many people. It's so hard to deal with your death, You had just told me you missed me and I felt joy about being able to express the same feelings back to you, I almost said nothing. But, that was your purpose. Your purpose was to extract sincerity from people. You were so real and geniune that it was wrong to be anything other than that back to you, I loved our friendship. You lifted me up every time we encountered each other. You shared your heart and you were very heartfelt with your words and conversations. When treading lightly was the right thing to do, that's what you would do. You cared deeply, loved deeply, expressed wisely and your spirit was flawless. A beautiful soul. You loved life on every level and were so infectious. I miss you my friend, I'm said I won't be able to see your face or be able to visit with you when you came home for the holidays, I will hold your spirit close to my heart. You left such a positive impact on my heart. I can only hope I can touch people in the way that you did. You are such a beautiful soul. I miss your face.

    ...Created 2017-10-22 00:20:01

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual


    You are stardust

    With love
    Through light
    You survive

    Your vibration
    Is felt

    Your frequency
    Is now universal
    sound surrounding

    One degree
    of separation

    Your love
    your light
    Your peace

    ...Created 2017-10-21 23:56:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    ...Created 2017-10-03 21:39:15

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    What is the distance between the tides and the moon?

    Is it one degree of separation? Should the sun decide to hide
    and the galaxy provide the spot, the tides will always be ruled
    by the moon and its force.

    And yet knowing this, nature will try to push against.

    Run its course to eventually
    Fall back into its rhythms.

    Pushing and pulling
    Inevitably surrendering.

    Taking its spot in perfect harmony.

    The gravitational pull in Perfect Unison

    On purpose

    With purpose

    Creating both calm and calamity

    Knowing this all along.

    ...Created 2017-09-13 13:18:55

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    ...Created 2017-09-10 01:21:50

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Your little hands
    Reach out towards
    The voices.
    Your little feet press
    Against my abdomen
    Wanting attention.
    Your little back and
    Booty snuggle along
    my left side
    Waiting for little
    Rubs and love. Your hands
    Reach out as if you
    Are just as curious about
    Me and us and we are of you.
    Our shared energy.
    Our shared curiousity.
    Our shared connection.

    This has been so
    I cry at the thought
    Of holding you for the
    First time.
    I am so in love.
    I am so filled with joy.
    You are much awaited
    My little One.

    ...Created 2017-09-10 01:21:01

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Becoming that small space.

    ...Created 2017-09-05 00:52:52

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Time approaches slowly for those who anticipate. Though, it will always arrive. It's our minds that create time. Our hearts that create cries. Our involuntary impulses that create hype. Combined with passion we leave behind the thoughts of reason. Push forward down the roads of confusion and we find ourselves lost continually. Clear mindedness takes discipline. It takes conscious commitment. Choices tend to dictate our outcome. Living freely is harder than written about. Imagination airs on the side of caution only if fear is introduced. Loyalty and commitment depend on psychological maturity and how healthily one perceives themselves.

    ...Created 2017-09-05 00:50:43

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Tear Down those walls
    Let the flow of the water
    Create the destination.

    ...Created 2017-09-01 03:03:57

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    What can be said
    About you
    You are full
    Of contradictions
    And jumping
    That make up
    A whirl wind
    Of emotion
    And yet

    ...Created 2017-09-01 03:02:15

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    None the Wiser written by endlessgame23
    Delicious Stews written by elephantasia
    Beauty Rest written by jackz
    untitled written by Outlaw
    going,,,"Skin." written by teika5
    Adoration written by TheStillSilence
    (Untitled Song) written by TeslaKoyal
    Not the Devil, but the Wind written by endlessgame23
    Compartments written by TheStillSilence
    Dream written by closetpoet
    Night- time written by Daniel Barlow
    Florida's Autumn Solstice written by closetpoet
    Reliquary of Writ written by HisNameIsNoMore
    When Sirens Whisper written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Twin Intercept written by Daniel Barlow
    A bit of Pain written by teika5
    Honeymoon written by TheStillSilence
    Across the bed written by expiring_touch
    In a Corner written by jeniecel
    FamiliarDemons ©™ written by kyserin
    Hyle written by endlessgame23
    Live In Between written by teika5
    Meaningless Meanings written by ForgottenGraves
    Verse: written by Daniel Barlow
    A Thousand Reflections written by endlessgame23
    Sword in the Water written by Wolfwatching
    Gaia written by endlessgame23
    // Seasonal Song written by ShadowParadox
    Day 5 written by TheStillSilence
    Starseed written by endlessgame23




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