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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Nothing new. I feel the same except I have feelings for Victor, it'a not like you didn't know that already....

    ...Created 2005-05-16 18:55:51

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Frustrated

    There's two guys that I would go out with:
    *Justin Goodman
    *Brian Carlson

    The thing is neither one would like me back, and the one I know for sure doesn;t like me. I guess they both think I'm hott, but neither one likes me...

    That sux. At least I have moved off of Victor.

    ...Created 2005-04-27 19:01:54

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Brain Fried

    I'm still confused, and still usin' that stupid scratching factor, but what else can I do? I'm trying to get over Victor so hard, and sometimes I get really close to doing so, but then I pass him in the hall, and I have to look down, and I start thinking about when I kissed him....AND I RELAPSE... well, hmm, not much else new. Sooooo confused, and you know, Justin Godman is a great guy *wink wink* lol.!!!!!!!!

    ...Created 2005-04-20 14:32:31

    dotsJournal: Hmm...dots
    Mood: Depressed

    Okay, maybe you have been confused latey, because I sure have. I have been so sytressed, that for the first time in my life, I have taken up something metal, and even thought it's just a bobby pin, it can do harm, if not only for a few moments, it leaves a mark, a faint mark, that is so hard to see, but it still shows, red and faint. It's a constructive outlet, some type of outlet. I mean, it doesn't cut through the skin, but it does leave a mark, and I think it's leaving one more menatally than physically. Maybe it is for attention, I'm not sure, but since I have started, I can't stop and I probably won't use anything sharper than that, but over time, can it do serious pain...?

    ...Created 2005-04-18 18:30:57

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I walked to see you today
    I walked in the pouring rain
    Hair and clothes
    Drenched to the core
    I don't think I could look at you anymore

    ...Created 2005-04-02 17:39:54

    dotsJournal: Angels...?dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I sit and wait
    As an angel
    Contemplate my fate
    And do they know
    The places where we go
    When we're grey and old
    Cuz I've been told
    That salvation
    Lets our wings unfold
    Cuz when I'm lying in my bed
    Thoughts running through my head
    And I feel that love is dead
    I'm loving angels instead

    And through it all
    The alpha's main protection
    A lot of love and affection
    Whether I'm right or wrong
    And down the waterfall
    Whever it may take me
    I know that life won't break me
    When I come to call
    He won't forsake me
    I'm loving angels instead

    ...Created 2005-03-31 17:45:26

    dotsJournal: Rebirthdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    I don't what has been going on with my life lately, nor do I have the chance to reconsider. It's different, and confusing, but it' life. I checked out a book at the library today. Poetry and Prose by Whitman. Whitman is a fascinating writer, and i feel horrible that I had not heard of his work before.

    It it the new inspiration in my life. Perhaps somethig good is to come of it?

    ...Created 2005-03-23 14:02:24

    dotsJournal: Kissdots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    This means osmething to a selected few:
    For the rest, it was just a dream.

    My mind rots, because he still swirls around in my thoughts. I just can't get away. It's like that booemrang, and always comes back. A kiss I wanted and that's what I got, but why when I got it it didn't feel the same. It didn't have that ring, but it did, but I coudn't feel it because there was a guilty conscience in our lives.....

    ...Created 2005-03-22 15:36:08

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Frustrated

    Another suck-ass day for me. To some degree, and now someone I really care about kind of thinks I am a whore? They didn't come out and say it, but I asked if thats what they thought, and they stumbled across saying no, but oh did that person smell oh so delicious. . .

    ...Created 2005-03-21 15:22:05

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    Okay, this is for Bobby cuz he complains that I don't write any new journal entries and this his only type of entertainment lol.
    Well the week wasn't too bad. Okay the beginning of the week was, but by the ens of the week, it leveled out, and Paconess1006, I need to talk to you sooooo bad. It really bad, but good for me, in a way. I just rlly need to talk to you Paco. OKay, cyaz, laterz.

    ...Created 2005-03-19 14:20:44

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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