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Mood: The UsualWell... crap....Created 2009-09-26 18:42:52
Journal: Waking Up -------------------------------------------
Mood: StressedIt seems like a while since I've been able to sit here and pretend that I have words to put down to paper, words that mean anything.. to me if to no one else... but I'm finally waking up from a waking dream.. walking out of the daze and rubbing sleep from my eyes.. opening my mouth to scream all the things I should have said so long ago.
Its great to be alive....Created 2009-02-06 10:13:57
Mood: The UsualI've really got to catch up on critiques... they're killing me!
-Alli...Created 2006-02-22 10:02:26
Journal: New -------------------------------------------
Mood: The Usualso much to say with so little time so let me sum it up like this...
The New year is celebrated in Winter, a time of death and not rebirth which struck me as odd... The New year I think should be in spring.. or right between the two mentioned seasons... for that is the time when things are really renewed and rebirthed :)
-Alli...Created 2006-01-04 10:51:02
Mood: The UsualYou told me even afterwards that you'd be there for me... no matter what... and we I needed you the most where were you? You would not speak to me no matter what.... and so I tured to the least likely person to support me and hold me up... and he surprised me like no one else has for years... he was the one to kiss those tears off my cheeks, he was the one to hold me until I could stop sobbing long enough to speak. And you... you who claimed to love me... you turned your back on me. Well... Merry Christmas to you too.
-Alli...Created 2005-12-16 10:02:04
Mood: The UsualSo much on my mind... all of it inspired by either people or poetry and its just unbearable sometimes... Christmas season is coming up and I'm not sure if I am capable of helping my family out or not... I'm losing out on a lot of my social time with my friends because I've set up 45 hour work weeks for the next 3 weeks so that I can at least have some money to give to my mom... I hate my computer class more than anything right now because I know that people are reading over my shoulder even if they really aren't behind me or beside me mostly because of the fact that I can feel their eyes burning into the back of my head... damnit I hate them... I hate school.. I haven't had one moment of privacy since it began and I just want to tear my hair out. ...Created 2005-12-07 10:40:01
Mood: The UsualSick today... odd feeling quite honestly... a strange tingling sensation running through the whole body... accompanied with chest pains, head aches, and stomach cramps.
fuck.
me.
running.
-Alli...Created 2005-11-15 09:57:34