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    dotsJournal: Wowdots
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    Mood: In Love

    I'm maddly in love. It's insane. I have trouble accepting that a person in fact loves me as much as she does, but each day that I hear her voice, each day she says she loves me. I fall deeper and deeper in trust and in love with her. I love her soo much. I can't say it enough. Each day we talk is another day I want to see her and be with her more. She is absolutly amazing. I want to be with no one but her. I won't even talk or even look at a girl again!!! I LOVE U NIKKI ROSCOE!!!!

    ...Created 2006-07-04 13:43:09

    dotsJournal: Wowdots
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    Mood: In Love

    I'm maddly in love. It's insane. I have trouble accepting that a person in fact loves me as much as she does, but each day that I hear her voice, each day she says she loves me. I fall deeper and deeper in trust and in love with her. I love her soo much. I can't say it enough. Each day we talk is another day I want to see her and be with her more. She is absolutly amazing. I want to be with no one but her. I won't even talk or even look at a girl again!!! I LOVE U NIKKI ROSCOE!!!!

    ...Created 2006-07-04 13:42:49

    dotsJournal: Thinkingdots
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    Mood: The Usual

    I just read the nikki's journal about sean. I was like wow. I what so bad to have that flare sean aparently has so I can be that for nikki. I want to be perfect for nikki. I want to make her the happiest person in the world, but I feel so limited. I want her to be happy even if it's not with me. I hope she knows that. I hope she's not still with me to make sure I don't get hurt. I would feel so much better to know that she's happy instead of having to make me feel happy. I love her so much!! So much that I'd sacrifice my own happiness for hers.

    ...Created 2006-06-26 20:30:54

    dotsJournal: Mmmmm...dots
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    Mood: Jealous

    I think I get to jealous sometimes. Nikki met this cool guy and when I saw that he was calling him her protector that sent me over the edge. Then nikki says that he's like a brother to her. They've only talked once or twice what's going to happen if they keep on talking? Am I going to be replaced again? I'm over reacting, but I can't help but be jealous. I love her too damn much to let her go. That's why I try so hard to make her the happiest person alive so she won't have any reason to leave me. I love her soo much!! I can't get over it. She's soo amazing!! I feel selfish because I don't want to lose her and I want to keep her to myself. I just need to get over it though. I LOVE U NIKKI!!!

    ...Created 2006-06-19 15:54:55

    dotsJournal: ARRRGGGHH!!!dots
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    Mood: Crazy

    May the flames of pain, sorrow, and anger consume me. I am soo numb. My girlfriend has been going through alot. All I can do is talk to her. No comforting hug. No loving kiss. I hate myself. I can feel myself falling apart and once I'm gone my other side will take over. Then there will be more blood shed. Why do I care for everyone else so much more than me? Maybe I really do hate myself. All I can do is emerse myself in my pain and hope I'll get used to it and become numb to all pain. May the blood flow free and ignite in flames of my hatred.

    ...Created 2006-06-14 23:38:30

    dotsJournal: In Lovedots
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    Mood: In Love

    I have fallen in love! This time she has no ties to another. I feel like I can give her my entire self and she can accept it. She has raised me from the pit of my own darkness. She saved me from my other half. She is soo amazing. Our relationship transends time and space. It's not based on the physical level, but on the very essence that makes us up. I am willing to give up my entire self to her. I only hope she will accept it. Last time I almost died trying make someone happy. I was a fool to get so involved. This time I have accepted who I truly am. I love her so much. I'd go to any lengths for her. I hope she knows that. And I hope she knows how much she's helped me.

    ...Created 2006-06-12 22:09:48

    dotsJournal: Mmmm...dots
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    Mood: Sigh...

    What am I supposed to do. I want to help the one I love, but I feel like there's nothing I can do. She is too worried about hurting me, but she needs to learn that I don't care what happens to me as long as she is happy

    ...Created 2006-05-09 11:44:24

    dotsJournal: The Enddots
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    Mood: Thinking...

    The end of a boring weekend. School is almost over. For some reason I'm thinking of all my years at this school especially this year. I guess when you reach the end you think about the beginning. I'm tired of seeing her day after day and not being able to hold her. Now I feel like I could love anyone. It's the strangest feeling. I feel like I'm betraying her. I guess I just want someone to hold on to. Something special to me that I know will never change. But the world is always changing with or without me. It's a foolish and selfish desire which will never be realized.

    ...Created 2006-05-07 21:32:55

    dotsJournal: Mmmm...dots
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    Mood: Thinking...

    I have relized that I'm stuck comforting people in their love lifes while I don't have one myself. I mean there's Jenn and Nate, Liz and Paul, and MK and Peter. It's kind of pathetic when I think about it. More the reason why I think I'm like V. "There is no tree waiting for me." Whatever, maybe I was destined to this.

    ...Created 2006-05-03 11:14:08

    dotsJournal: Darknessdots
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    Mood: Consumed by the Darkness

    It seems that hiding my emotions is the thing that sent me to the darkness in the first place. I'm trying so hard to hide my emotions, but every now and then something slips and I feel bad about it. So I try even harder to hide it, but it results in me returning to the darkness which I came from. So now I have accepted that there is where I belong. So much has happened to me, but in the end I end up where I started. I won't forget what the one I love taught me, but if I'm to keep myself from hurting people then I have to return to the darkness.

    ...Created 2006-04-28 21:05:54

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