Journal: nothing -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual nothing ...Created 2009-07-16 21:18:46

Journal: yo im back -------------------------------------------Mood: Thanks to all if you are a fan of my work then look out for a poem or two to come out within the next day or two. sorry to all my friends and fans, i have not done my part in keeping in contact. but im am free and home now. so i shall do my part. and to all those who kept writting to me even when i didnt write back. I THANK YOU EVER SO MUCH. ...Created 2007-02-01 12:06:45

Journal: information -------------------------------------------Mood: Giving Information look iv been out of the loop on es lately, so sorry if anyone that likes reading my stuff hasnt had any new things to read, i will be posting stuff up really soon, i promis, and if i havent commented onyour stuff and you put new stuff up i will read and comment on them as soon as i get a chance, i will be trying to use the computer to check and read on es alot more often, and as soon as i do, wow watch out cause here i come. Thanks for all of your support and patience. Love --Death-- ...Created 2006-11-16 02:32:45

Journal: great day -------------------------------------------Mood: Great (Hell Ya) okay so today i had a great day, i cant believe what kind of day im having, its so amazing. i cant say why im haveing a good day, other than, this is a very rare moment for me, so i will savor the moment. Thank you to the powers that be, the same powers that allowed me to have a great day. ...Created 2006-11-01 06:17:54

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: down down down down as i listen to the mellow sounds of music, and i ponder what my existence means, i feel the need for Death. that of my own. the thoughts that run through my head scares even me, and yet at the sametime it makes me happy. i seem to feed off of sadness, and i dont understand why, maybe im crazy, could i be the only one who gets a thrill off of being depressed and seeing others depressed, and since i do why do i always try to cheer people up, im so freakin confused once again. yeah so, i bet all of you who actually read this stuff that i put up, already guessed that im a pretty depressed person. Am i alone in this fact, or not. oh well, i fight to die, and live to cry. there is no hope for the lost, and i am lost. ...Created 2006-10-30 03:06:11

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual this day is so far alright, yesterday, man i was so depressed that i couldnt figure out what my problem was. i wrote my two poems and just sat alone all day. i talked to no one. well g2g, will write later ...Created 2006-10-29 23:34:42

Journal: i dont know -------------------------------------------Mood: confused Yeah someshit happend as i expected, but hey its what ever. last night i cried my self to sleep and i feel really depressed right now. this sucks, i think i know why but my mind keeps blocking my thoughts from me. all i know is death is in my mind. my alternate personallity (DEATH TONE) wants to scream out loud, and has so many more things to say. im trying to supress him but the more i do the more i loose. so do i give up and let the anger and hatred out. or shove it back down where i have been for the last 5 years. i wonder if the thoughts that i think evil and demonic, and horrifying. if im the only person, but i know im not. im just confused, lonley and scared. fuck this sucks. ...Created 2006-10-29 01:27:44

Journal: finally -------------------------------------------Mood: desent for once okay sofar i am haveing a good day, and i dont understand it, actually im kind of scared. i asked for it yesterday and im getting it today, but the day is not over. what im expecting the worst. whenever something good happens to me, something worse always follows with a vengful fist. yeah so im waiting. i am glad that most people enjoyed my poem ART OF LOVE, it was a first for me, writing like that. i was really depressed when i wrote it. right now im in a okay mood. so i guess im happy. we will see what happes later. eh. ...Created 2006-10-28 04:03:33

Journal: I dont know -------------------------------------------Mood: Confused Why do people have to fight with each other. they say that they love eachother and that they trust each other. and when does something harmless, and the other doesnt think so they fight. none of them is truly paying attention the the other. where does this fighting lead to. it leads to nothing but anger, and pent up agression that later will explode like a nuclear bomb. so how can we stop this. I for sure dont know. i cant tell you how im feeling other than depressed and upset. who is the one that is wrong or are we both wrong or right for that matter. i cant figure it out. all i know is that i hate fighting and i wish that we as humans were better than that, and so children i say to you hell ya im more depressed today then i was yesterday. can i have a good day for once please. ...Created 2006-10-27 03:35:21

Journal: Hate -------------------------------------------Mood: Hating my self I wish my day went better, so far its been nothing but sadness. I miss them so much. It sucks that I have to survive without them. I hate it. every breath is like inhaling posionous fumes of fire into the deepest part of my lungs. They arnt here with me and I not with them. Im too fucked to even try to write. I suck at it anyways so what is the point. I suck at everyting i do. i hate this. i hate that i hate myself. I hate alot of things. Especially my self. ...Created 2006-10-26 05:14:13

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