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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    seems my mood is most of the time "thinking"
    i think too much ... hahah .. should maybe put a stop to that and jst live ....

    anyways .. vacation started .. like 3 weeks ago haha
    its been great .. nothing but read, sleep, tv, computer, music, going out for dinners ... no studying .. well maybe a little ... jst started studying last week but very minor .. its great =]

    travelling on thursday
    going to miss two weeks of school
    first two weeks of senior year
    gosh ... senior year
    13 years in my school
    whoa ...


    Dice - Finley Quaye

    I was crying over you
    I am smiling I think of you
    Where your garden have no walls
    Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
    Nothing can compare
    To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
    Nothing can compare
    To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
    I was crying over you
    I am smiling I think of you
    Misty morning and water falls
    Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
    Nothing can compare
    To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
    Nothing can compare
    To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
    Nothing can compare
    To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
    Virtuous sensibility
    Escape velocity
    Nothing can compare
    To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
    Nothing can compare
    To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
    Nothing can compare
    To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
    Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell

    *i miss u both very much*

    ...Created 2007-07-16 14:53:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    its over ...
    its all over ...
    it was good
    it was fun ...
    its coming to an end ..
    less work
    less stress
    more seriousness
    its weird

    cheers to the future

    ...Created 2007-06-03 16:18:27

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Happy

    i just realized that the current mood categories doesn't have "happy" ... that's odd hehe at least there's the custom mood.

    so have finished 5 exams.
    so happy
    now jst gotta wait for results -.-
    but i'm done.
    i have the SAT in two weeks which will be a little hard gotta start studying but its ok.
    cause AP is over
    and i ACTUALLY TURNED IN AN HONORS paper! of course it took me 2 nights of no sleep, some coffee, little research, and long long conversations w/ my teacher but i did it. i dont believe it.
    there's a presentation on monday and i still have no idea what i'm gonna say. but. im ok w/ jst doing whatever when it comes to speeches. its fun. hehe.
    but omg ... IM DONE ... im SO HAPPPY ....

    i went out today with a friend.
    i havent done that in so long.
    it was so good. so relaxing.

    ...Created 2007-05-18 19:09:00

    dotsJournal: Exams dots
    Mood: Nervous

    been 3 exams
    3 more to go

    done with:
    SAT II U.S. History
    SAT II Chemistry

    yet to do:
    A.P. U.S. Hisotry - tomorrow
    A.P. Chemistry - tuesday
    SAT Reasoning - 3 and a half weeks ...

    hvnt studied
    hv to cram today ... stayed home .. sick, study, sleep
    wont help but mb jst a bit

    wish me luck

    ...Created 2007-05-10 07:54:11

    dotsJournal: Wowdots
    Mood: Thinking/Sad/Tired = Sigh

    its been a long time.
    hvnt been around much
    jst posted a poem
    nothing im proud of
    just a rant.

    school's busy
    my relatives that we're visiting for a few days jst left
    kind of sad, the house was alive for a while.
    now its gonna be gloomy and i'll be stuck in a room doing homework.
    exams are a month away.
    need to study, focus,
    forget about certain stuff.

    hard work starts now...
    go go go

    ...Created 2007-04-10 19:35:18

    dotsJournal: Updatedots
    Mood: Thinking...

    So school starts tmw -_-
    oh well hahaha

    when last semester started i made a list of how i felt it was .... and here's what came true:

    * NO Sleep
    * Study Study Study
    * AP Chem
    * AP US History - oh dear God
    * Candlelight
    * Friends
    * Going out
    * Coffee
    * Study Study Study
    * Sleep Deprived
    * Bars
    * Restauarants
    * Hypocrites
    * Annoying Teachers
    * Classrooms
    * Passing Notes
    * Teasing and being teased
    * Enjoying life
    * Thinking about life
    * Living life
    * Mistakes
    * Victories
    * Class dinners - one only
    * Bakesales - one only
    * Class government = president
    * Books
    * Movies
    * Going out
    * Study Study Study
    * NO SLEEP

    yea pretty much all of it minus a few hahahahaha
    this semester should be just like it plus sports
    and a lot more work and a lot less sleep and a lot more stressful but a lot more fun ... i really hope to enjoy it

    Wish me luck! hehehhe

    ...Created 2007-01-28 09:21:25

    dotsJournal: S.N.dots
    Mood: The Usual

    there once was a pony and it was brown and beautiful, so it was riding away and being beautiful, a big lushgreen field thingy, and riding riding, and then oh no; well not riding, galloping. and so then, and then oh no, there was a killer thingy, a hunter? no wait there was some1 there w/ a gun! and then and then, he shot the pony! but no worries it was only a tranquilizer thingy, the reason was because the person, so this person
    wanted to tranqualize the pony because he wanted to, umm, he wanted to steal it? draw it? hug it? ok so, the deal was he wanted to do all 3
    so he hugged it, then he drew it, and then he had to shoot it again cause it was waking up, and then he took the pony home to his daughter, and they lived happily ever after, and then the pony died ...

    hahaha .. this one's for u .. u know who u r ... luv ya much and gonna miss u much

    ...Created 2007-01-12 13:19:16

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Crazy

    been another month .. + some more hehehe
    so much has happened again ..
    enough to even inspire a writer to write but i dunno
    i guess poetry really isnt my thing but its fun trying it every now and then
    wow these past few weeks hv been really hectic ... i've fixed a lot of things that needed to be fixed and im happy with how somethings r going but other things r jst killing me .. especially school work ... TWO 10-15 page thesis papers on two boring books ... -_- ...
    is all i have to say

    this vacation isnt going to be a real vacation .. have to do a lot of work and a lot of reading ... to those who dont put in a lot of effort into their work they keep telling me to shut up and do it but they dont get it .. its too much for one student to handle and dont u dare come say to me that i chose to take this .. yes i did, but are u seriously telling me that i have to write two thesis papers on books that will not help me on my AP exam?
    go screw yourself
    [and im only referring to one person w/ this so no1 reading, except you - and u know who u r, so dont get offended] and no, its not the teacher
    well yes thats actually getting me annoyed ... subject change ... 4 finals this week!!! wednesday and thursday!! exempted eng and portuguese so i dont hv to go to school tmw! jst stay home and study
    and yea after thursday it'll all be over!! lamen at jackz ppl!! haha .. christmas shopping friday!! yay cant wait ..
    jst worried abt my ap chem exam !!!!! :( :( :(

    wow vacation finally

    Merry Christmas all!!!!

    Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
    Jingle bells swing and jingle bells ring
    Snowing and blowing up bushels of fun
    Now the jingle hop has begun
    Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
    Jingle bells chime in jingle bell time
    Dancing and prancing in Jingle Bell Square
    In the frosty air.
    What a bright time, it's the right time
    To rock the night away
    Jingle bell time is a swell time
    To go gliding in a one-horse sleigh
    Giddy-up jingle horse, pick up your feet
    Jingle around the clock
    Mix and a-mingle in the jingling feet
    That's the jingle bell,
    That's the jingle bell,
    That's the jingle bell rock

    [ps: NOT HILLARY DUFF version ... the good one :)]

    ...Created 2006-12-11 15:05:10

    dotsJournal: Wowdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    -_- been about a month since i've posted on here .. hehe
    last time i did i was in somewhat of a bad mood/bad week thing ... am better ... things hv been so interesting in the past few weeks, so many things have happened, that my head is still kind of spinning ..
    its interesting how time can fly so fast, how u can get to know someone so well in so short a time, how u can get really close to some1 in a short amount of time, and in less time than it took to form that bond, it can be broken .. its amazing how many things we have to do to keep up with everyone else, how we feel compelled to have to keep up w/ ppl, how when we fall behind its hard to catch up .. its amazing what some ppl ask of u .. its amazing what some ppl do in their life .. its amazing the amt and the type of ppl you will meet in ur life ... what astounds me the most, what has affected me the most in the past few weeks is my thoughts .. i've been overthinking things a lot .. another thing that astounds me even more is the bonds of my life ... the energy put into form it, and the energy released by it - although sometimes negative, it can be positive .. not according to chemistry but according to experience ... it can ...
    and wow this was supposed to be a happy journal and i started thinking again haha
    im dead tired right now, but im really happy because I HAVE A WEEK OFF NEXT WEEK !!! sports tournament + half my class is going = me bumming for a week ... although i am going to school for one day to get ap chem tutoring buuuut besides that :) its all good
    oops gotta go now ...

    i leave u not w/ the lyrics of it, but i recommend you listen to the song: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

    *Would you just lie with me and forget the world?*

    ...Created 2006-10-27 20:39:26

    dotsJournal: AAAAAAdots
    Mood: Too much at once...

    Beautiful Things - DJ Tiesto

    Got up early, found something's missing
    my only name.
    No one else sees but I got stuck,
    and soon forever came.
    Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed.
    Who am I this time, where's my name?
    I guess it crept away.

    No one's calling for me at the door.
    And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
    And silently gets harder to ignore.
    Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
    What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
    Just let it go, what now can never be.

    I forgot that I might see,
    So many beautful things.
    I forgot that I might need,
    to find out what life could bring.

    Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
    God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
    Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
    this trace of blame.
    Frozen still I thought I could stop,
    now who's gonna wait.

    No one's calling for me at the door.
    and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
    and silently gets harder to ignore.
    look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
    what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
    just let it go, what now can never be.

    Now what do I do?
    can I change my mind?
    did I think things through?

    It was once my life - it was my life at one time.

    --- things have not been going well ... -----

    ...Created 2006-09-26 20:31:05

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