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    dotsJournal: No.dots
    Mood: Sad

    How could you forget your yellow bird?

    ...Created 2011-07-16 07:44:03

    dotsJournal: This again.dots
    Mood: Diggity.

    It's been too long.

    Imma do the Elite Skills thing again.

    ...Created 2010-12-13 04:50:12

    dotsJournal: 493dots
    Mood: The Usual

    "Whats been going down?"

    First journal in months.

    My abscess is gone as far as I can tell. The tooth doesn't really bother me any longer, and the swelled up place in my gums isn't has vanished.

    Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I feel I really needed to say.

    My brain has been in a strange valley full of fish of flight. I don't know what's going on with me. Some days I feel like my muscles are dead, not because of pain, but it feels like they are not.. energized. The previous sentence isn't related to the rest of this paragraph. The flightful fish flutter by me and whisper memories into my ears. Sometimes they make me cry.

    Job/money is going good. Working on this fucking management training bookwork, its like fucking 300 pages of stupid questions about running papa johns. Been saving lots of money because i've been working 20-30 hours a week, two or three times as much as usual. I'll have enough money to finish college soon, and I plan on enrolling in the spring. Seth is going back in the fall, he might still be there while I'm there. Haven't talked to that dude in a long time.

    Problems sleeping again, back on sleeping pills.

    Website has returned to its dead status, bah.

    Relationship stuff is good for the most part. Still no sex. Haha, fuck.

    I find myself craving some different set of encounters. I can't find them.

    I buried the box in the field, it holds her dark secret.

    Its planting season. Haven't planted anything. Been meaning to.

    Um, trying some new sleeping pills tonight. Hah, I feel excited about that. Bah, they are twice as expensive though.

    The past two weeks have went by fast.

    Ugh, I have to change activities, this one is making me feel dead again. Bye.

    ...Created 2008-06-18 01:44:55

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Everyone is required to reply to this topic.

    ...Created 2008-04-30 06:34:59

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Even if you don't do anything else for the site today, at least try and go to the moderator forums and reply to a post called 'Answer these questions to the best of your ability.'


    ...Created 2008-04-25 11:56:36

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Nothing is the only thing you ever seem to have.

    ...Created 2008-04-25 06:25:36

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    So I've written over 12,000 lines of php, html, and css for the site, along with 12 out of our 20 total articles.

    Maybe step it up a notch?

    I can't do this on my own people.

    ...Created 2008-04-24 08:28:46

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    If I could open my arms
    And span the length of the isle of Manhattan,
    I'd bring it to where you are
    Making a lake of the East River and Hudson
    If I could open my mouth
    Wide enough for a marching band to march out
    They would make your name sing
    And bend through alleys and bounce off all the buildings.

    I wish we could open our eyes
    To see in all directions at the same time
    Oh what a beautiful view
    If you were never aware of what was around you
    And it is true what you said
    That I live like a hermit in my own head
    But when the sun shines again
    I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in.

    Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
    Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
    But while you debate half empty or half full
    It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown

    Your love is gonna drown
    Your love is gonna...

    ...Created 2008-04-23 05:36:51

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    It's up in my heart when it skips a beat (skips a beat)
    Can't feel no pavement right under my feet (under my feet)
    Up in my lonely room
    When I'm dreaming of you (wah oooo)
    Oh what can I do
    I still need you, but
    I don't want you now
    When I'm down and my hands are tied (hands are tied)
    I cannot reach a pen for me to draw the line (draw the line)
    From this pain I just can't disguise
    Its gonna hurt but I'll have to say goodbye
    Up in my lonely room
    When I'm dreaming of you (wah oooo)
    Oh what can I do
    I still need you, but
    I dont want you now
    Oh yeah
    Ohhh Ohhhhh
    Up in my lonely room
    When I'm dreaming of you (wah oooo)
    Oh what can I do
    I still need you, but
    I dont want you now

    ...Created 2008-04-21 11:51:21

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Be sure you read everything that I posted on the forums today. I spent a lot of damn time typing that shit out.


    ...Created 2008-04-18 09:43:47

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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    Adoration written by TheStillSilence
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    Keep written by TheStillSilence
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    Compartments written by TheStillSilence
    Live In Between written by teika5
    Rooted in Nature written by Chelebel
    To the Artist written by HisNameIsNoMore
    A bit of Pain written by teika5




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