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    dotsJournal: Hiatusdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Hey everyone!

    I'm here to say that I will be leaving ES until the summer because I have too much going on at the moment.

    So I'm taking another hiatus.

    If you guys want to contact me below a contact list.

    Aim : Surukixs
    Msn :
    Facebook :
    Meebo : Sandinibeani
    Yahoo :
    Gaia : Surukixs

    I frequent AIM, Msn, Facebook, and Gaia.

    Meebo and Yahoo is only used at night because that when I get on my iPod (past my bed time) . It may say I am on, on those too but I am signed on my iPod.

    Oh please state who you are.
    I'm iffy and rude to strangers that contact me through personal links.

    ...Created 2010-03-07 13:23:10

    dotsJournal: Before I forgetdots
    Mood: In pain. D:< Ouch!

    Today we did course selection.
    I picked:

    Film production
    Gym -//Required//-
    Ecnomics/PIG -//Required//-
    Ap Psychology
    Ap Biology
    Ap Math A/B Calculus
    Media and Design
    Ap Studio Art.

    Full Schedule Senior Next Year. :)

    ...Created 2010-03-02 20:35:52

    dotsJournal: Want2beselfishdots
    Mood: Head Aching

    I want to steal myself away and create a new life, where everyone are strangers.

    ...Created 2010-02-19 23:06:45

    dotsJournal: Touch.dots
    Mood: Sleepy

    Today was fabulous.
    It really shows, even though I had to reel it out of you.
    It's hard work, but worth it.
    Hoping you can do it without my help.

    ...Created 2010-02-11 00:20:04

    dotsJournal: PMSingdots
    Mood: DANG IT!

    I don't like it when my Aunt PMS. She nitpicks everything. -_- How Close and opens doors. How I walk.

    ._. It's annoying. Next time PMS, I'm going to do the same. >.>

    ...Created 2010-01-26 21:13:35

    dotsJournal: I fucked up.dots
    Mood: Depressed


    See you guys.

    I am just going to watch it fall apart.

    ...Created 2010-01-25 20:56:26

    dotsJournal: MolotovCocktaildots
    Mood: Depressed

    A Molotov Cocktail of effin' awkwardness.

    It's not the good kind either.

    Fuck it with a AK-47. ._.

    ...Created 2010-01-24 16:42:05

    dotsJournal: 1 week.dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    The air is no longer suffocating, but I still can't call it home. Home has move to my Aunt Lin.

    My mother hasn't spoken to me for a week. This happened before and before I couldn't stand it. It was like that some weird reverse psychology shit, making me think I was wrong. Though now, my mind is stronger and organized. I'm not backing down. I'm not going to say sorry this time. Honestly I never hear my mother apologize for a couple of year, perhaps a decade. I waiting for her to do so. I don't care if we don't talk for my entire life. It will change if she just apologize. She calls me selfish. I won't deny it, but I don't talk about myself when other people are in distress and talk down on them if they don't deserve it. She will not win. For once I am happy that I deaden the emotion to care about the family. Obviously, they don't give me the care that I need. I care about them and stand up for them, but they say I'm foolish. I'll just direct my emotion somewhere else.

    I feel awkward around my family, I mean all of them.
    I feel like a guest to a house.

    ...Created 2010-01-22 15:04:57

    dotsJournal: Home.dots
    Mood: Too much at once...

    It's not a home anymore.

    The air is suffocating.

    I find myself wanting to sleep until it gets better, but life doesn't have any easy way out.

    ...Created 2010-01-20 18:28:33

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    And I'm not too happy about it. M aerx xs ks sr lmexyw.

    ...Created 2010-01-18 11:28:06

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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