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    dotsJournal: Confuseddots
    Mood: The Usual

    I have a headache. My momz was out till like 4 am last night at a party, and I was at home all by my lonesome. Which tells me that I need a life. My momz has more of a life then I do. I just dont get it.

    ...Created 2005-09-17 20:33:24

    dotsJournal: just talkindots
    Mood: The Usual

    My day was better today. Well... except for the fact that Danny was being an asshole today. I was a little high today (just a lil). N-E-wayz... So danny was being a bitch. He like just totally blew Chris off today. Chris was liek I cant wait to see danny at lunch and so on and so on... And then Danny (trying and failing), trying to be emo come along and says hey chris I just want to be alone for lunch today. Im like BITCH!!! So by then, i was just totally livid w/ Danny. Cuz he want to be something he is totally not. It's like get over it, your not emo... you like rainbows and gay porn. And If your reading this right now Danny! suck it up (fuck mr. Price), and apologize to Chris. I could understand if he was mean to me... but Chris. He is so sweet (and if he wasnt gay and going out w/ Danny... Drea would be havin sum fun w/ him lol) he iz ssssooooooo sexy. But n-e-wayz, I threw up at school ( it's just a weed side-effect, dont worry) yeah it was gross. I gonna stop the weed thought. it just calmed me for the momment, I was stressed out. Yeah it's got my spinal cord all fucked up and my fingers like curve all the fucking way n-e-wayz Im out.

    Peace love
    nicotine patches
    (tryin to quit that too)

    ...Created 2005-09-15 05:46:35

    dotsJournal: heydots
    Mood: Sigh...

    Okay so... Danny goes out with Chris now. Sarah, thinks she goes out with Anthony and my whole circle has fallen apart. They both ditched me the other day. I dont know, they seem to be getting it together while, my whole world is falling apart. Everyone is. Everyone is hooking up. I just broke up w/ Jay, what a waste of two years. My dad is like ###### with my head. He called the other day and was like yeah, so how have you been. Im like what the ####. How have I been. Well... let's see, I got smart enough to know your a lyin bastard who cheats on my mom cuz you dont want to pay for a divorce. But I cant say that cuz I still feel bad. Doctors think he has cancer, he's dying very slowly.very slowly. No that's mean. But he so deserves it. So that's why my last journal entry didnt really seem to happy. All this #### is just piling up. Oh, and I have like a #### load of homework. But I should be doing it now instead of rambling on the comp. Oh, well. The only thing I got going for me is Im making all A's in my classes. So even if my life is ######. I'll still go to College. Yeah might as well, neutralize my problems with money. get a good job and all. I wanted to be a writter but im not good enough. Then I wanted to be an actress, not pretty enough. Then I wanted to be a Child psychiatrist. But I hate kids and I dont really want to have to go to medical school that long. So I have decide to just be a psychologist. Im going to study the mind and figure out how many other people are as ###### as I am.

    Peace love
    Popey's chicken

    (Love that chicken from Popey's) lol
    It's the theme song for those who dont know.

    ...Created 2005-09-14 02:47:07

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Hey, whats a shiny object???

    ...Created 2005-09-13 02:18:15

    dotsJournal: heydots
    Mood: Sigh...

    hey.. nvm I dont feel like wriiting today. It's been a long fuckin day.

    ...Created 2005-09-12 05:59:18

    dotsJournal: whateverdots
    Mood: Tired

    Hey what are those little star thingies by poem tittle and stuff??? Anybody know??? Okay so I made a new friend today. He's a republican. (OMG) yeah I know, how dare I make friends w/ a republican. Yeah, but he's cool. His name is Anthony, I think. Sarah used to like him. He's like one of the three BOYS she's ever liked but we dont have enough time in the world to name all the girls. Im listening to the radio, typing, and thinking. Hooray for multi-tasking. Hey and WTF is up w/ people wriiting so much shit. Like one day I'll go to someone's page and look and they have like 2 poems and a song. the next day they have like 60 fucking poems, 30 songs, and a fucking play. What's up with that. I mean how much could you possibly have to say. and how much fucking time do you have on your hands. N-E-wayz, Im going to my friend Nicholes sweet 16 tomorrow. in about... I dont know a couple hours ( I cant sleep). Not stressed out or anything just not sleepy. Mr. A ( my chemistry teach.) says your not supposed to eat 2 hours before you go to sleep otherwise your body still working and you wont be tired... well... something like that. My friends... excuse me acquaintence Tiff is being homeschooled now. not that it matters just needed something to say. Umm... I going to church sun. not to learn but to see my friend and cuz sarah wants me to go. Danny ditch us cuz he's on the tennis team now (cough fagget cough). Yeah... so I think Im going to write something to put on my page cuz I feel all slow and stuff w/ these other fuckers puttin three and four thing a day on theirs. Nah, not today I dont feel like it. I have nothing to write about. Im not angry, or sad. Oh, I have this folder w/ like a whole buch of poems, and stories and shti in it (from like 7th to 10th grade) I call it Dre's book of surpressed emotions (I go by Dre most of the time). Yeah I pretty much always stay in one emotional position in person as opposed to my writtings where im all over the place. Aol radio gets pretty repetitive after a while. So do I but... Still. I have a headache. I wore my pajamas to school today. Peoplez were like why did you wear your pajamas. Im like cuz im a pimp like that. Now watch nevt week everybody come to school in they PJ's. But they cant pimp it like me. But my shirt was straight see-through so I had to put my jack on to where it cover the front. I wore it backwards to piss the teachers off.I have a conscience now (is that how you spell it???) yeah well.. anywayz I feel bad when we do bad thing to people. I still do them though. What is w. these byothches in these song talkin bout hey tired of havin men who just want to fuck and buy them stuff all the time. Man, that's my kind of relationship. Oh, we had this discussion in Lit. class about this story we read about the conflict between a mother and a daughter and it was like the daughter was sick of her mother and said some really mean shit to her, and said she wasnt going to do what her momz told her to do. And we discussed how many of us had done that and all these peoplez raised their hands im like ya'll some crazy mthas cuz I wish I would tell my momz Im not gonna do something. Ya'll would find me up the river in a body bag. my momz dont play like that. She tel you to do somethin, goddammit you do it. Yeha Im gon go now.
    p.s I can never stay on 1 subject too long. so sorry if you cant keep up.
    p.p.s I dont feel like proof reading so if you see mistakes just like tell me at the nottom of the page or w/e if you can.

    ...Created 2005-09-09 08:42:30

    dotsJournal: just writtingdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Oh cool, I can have a journal on this thing too. Okay lets see what do I want to say..hmm, oh okay, How was my day??? It was fine thanx for akin. Wow I gotta stop tlakin to myself. Wait but isnt that what journal is for. Okay, so in case you havent already figured it out I have mental issues. They cant be fixed cuz my shrink is scared of me. My friends say I have about 4 personalities, possibly more but my they told my spacy personality so I wasnt really paying that much attention. Oh yeah I have two best friends and one that I havent talk to in a couple weeks cuz she lives like really really far away. N-E-wayz my two best firends their names are Danny and Sarah (danny's gay thats why his 2 best friends are girls), ( we dont really know what Sarah is , she doesnt either). Yeah, so we have this thing it's called secret circle, it's where atleast 3 times a week we get together and walk somewhere and just tell everthing that goes on ( there are no secrets in the ciclre, ironic huh???). So we are pretty much hated in our school we are I dont want to say freaks so... outcasts yeah thats what we are. Like everyonein our school is Christian ( we missed that by a long shot), they are preps ( If one of us even tried on a cheerleading outfit we'd burst into flames), they are republican ( let's not even go there), and they're anti-gay/lesbian/drugs/alcohol(yeah, right). So of all the people like us in our school(the outcast) there are about 13 out of a chool of 400 (small school). So me Sarah and Danny were like the first ones to come out of the closet aand be like Fuck this shit I dont dont want to have school spirit. And we had a few followers. But bassically we are the inner circle and we hace some people ( the ones we approve of who are in the circle but like on the outskirts we dont share everything with them. I think thats all I feel like typing cuz it's late and Im tired and I have school 2-morrow. So till whenever.
    Peace love

    ...Created 2005-09-07 06:19:45

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