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    dotsJournal: just a weekdots
    Mood: In Love

    dudezy school starts in a week. summer is over and that suck big monkey nuts. i hate it. i wish i could just hurry up and graduate. im so ready for college . high school is a bunch of bullshiznit. ya hear me? im so in love with dj.

    I love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him
    i love him, i love him, i love him,
    i love him, i love him, i love him,
    i love him so so so so so soso soso soso soso so so

    ...Created 2007-08-01 15:50:19

    dotsJournal: my summer life dots
    Mood: everything above

    This summer has been ok i go back to school in a month. bummer........ i'll be a CHS Junior only 2 more years left till i graduate. Im still living with my fiance Dj. He'll graduate soon. This summer ive done nothing but work and the worst part is i've been working at home babysitting 4-5 kids 8-12 hours a day. This week one spent the night, its dj's half sister , she's six but shes a sweetheart, we're taking her home today. she'll be back in a week or two to stay before school starts back. I love babysitting but sometimes i juss want to have fun ( not that playing with them isne fun) its juss i want to hamg out with ppl my own age. Dj's been working like a dog, i barely get to spend time with him,, that sucks.He missed 3 days of work this week because he had stept throat so i got to see him, under normal cicumstances that would have been great ( and he wasnt sick) but with 2 little girls and others running around the house and taking care of him was hard. But it was ok. My summer has been ok i guess. it seems like time has passed me by to quickly though. its gonna be rough because christmas i have to get a real job, go to school and take care of kids. Arrrrrrhh. the agony. i should stay rather busy, this foloiwing semester. I havent even had the chance to really talk to my friends because ive been so busy, i havent even wrote a dead hit poem in it seems like forever..... i hope this writer block passes though. it should because i was born to write. i finally have decided what i want to do with my life after high school . im gonna go to cosmotology school with a government grant then after that im goin to make me some money to save up for vet school, then when im finacially good , im gonna take some writing and photography classes so i can be my true calling and thats like the people in national geographic, with the animal collums. i love nature and i love writing and photograohy and if that doesnt work out i will have vet to lean back on and if that dont work out i have cosmotolgy. but hopefully all will work out the way i plan. i wouldnt really call it plans more like ideas because just in case of my usually bad judgement i need to think about it more, before wasting precious time that like i said passes by so damn quickly.

    i have a lot more goin on but not enough time to stay on the pc and talk about maybe later


    ...Created 2007-07-14 12:37:17

    dotsJournal: i love cookiesdots
    Mood: tired but yet still happy




    WHAT THE HELL.........

    So anyways I didnt have to go to school yesterday, it was presidents day. Me and Dj road through town looking for jobs. He's thinking of working at Pet Smart and im thinking of working at either Hibbetts Sports or Southern Bridal. Im not sure which one yet. They both pay good and all and both sound like somthing i would enjoy doing.

    Im so tired... today at school was frustrating. I fell asleep during a test in algebra and woke up with lines from my binder on my face. Kind of embarrising. Then i did the same thing in geography. i guess it wasnt all that bad, because it kept my friends entertained.

    Any way to more important stuff.

    Me and DJ are doing so well. We couldnt be more in love. We've argued a couple of times but nothing big and unusual. He want to marry me and i want to marry him. My dad likes the idea and so does his mom but they want us to wait a lil longer. I can do that, i guess but the sooner the better. i just cant wait to be annouced as his wife.

    thats really all i have for now.

    AND AS FOR MY FRIEND................... oh nevermind ... i still love you.

    ...Created 2007-02-20 16:34:42

    dotsJournal: im in love.....dots
    Mood: in love


    Well my day has gone perfect so far....
    Dj got me a bouquet of flowers.
    They were beautiful.
    I loved them.
    Friday He is taking me out to dinner.
    Im sure he will make it really romantic.


    ...Created 2007-02-14 16:21:35

    dotsJournal: Heartlanddots
    Mood: Happy

    I Loved Her First

    Look at the two of you dancing that way
    Lost in the moment and each other's face
    So much in Love, you're alone in this place
    Like there's nobody else in this world

    I was enough for her not long ago
    I was her number one, she told me so
    And she still means the world to me
    Just so you know
    SO be careful when you hold my girl
    Time changes everything, life must go on
    I'm not gonna stand in your way

    I loved her first
    I held her first
    And a place in my heart
    Will always be heres
    From the first breath she breathed
    When she first smiled at me
    I knew the love of a fathers run deep
    ANd I prayed that she'd find you someday
    But it's still hard to give her away
    I loved her first

    HOw could that beautiful woman with you
    Be the same freckled face kid that i knew
    The one that i read all those fairy tales to
    And tucked into bed all those nights
    ANd i knew the first time i saw you with her
    It was only a matter of time

    I loved her first
    I held her first
    And a place in my heart
    WIll always be hers
    From the first breath she breathed
    WHen she first smiled at ne
    I knew the love of a father runs deep
    And i prayed that she'd find you some day
    But its still hard to give her away
    I loved her first

    From the first breath she breathed
    When she first smiled at me
    And I knew the love of a father runs deep
    Someday you might know what I'm goin' through
    When a miracle smiles up at you
    I loved her first.

    I love this song it reminds me of my dad and Dj so much.

    ...Created 2007-02-11 10:55:02

    dotsJournal: Erica luvs DJ dots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    Me and DJ are back together and i couldnt be happier. We had a little trouble a lil while back and some shit went down but we made it through it. For a while i didnt think we would but like DJ said im stubborn and i should of know all along we would be ok, bc we both know me and him are meant to be together, God sends you a special someone, usually only once in a lifetime and im not about to almost lose mine again.... were doing great , we still have our ups and downs but we both know its only speed bumps to our long and HAPPY life TOGETHER.

    SOrry to be gone so long ,
    Were both back and ready to Rock.

    ...Created 2007-01-28 20:11:23

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    To Be announced!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ...Created 2007-01-26 20:01:17

    dotsJournal: HELLLLPPPP!!!dots
    Mood: Rant

    Man,, this week has been so hectic. Mt astranged mother who abbandoned me 3 years ago is back. She beat me and i had to call the cops on her. It was a big mess. ME and my dad had to go to the Sherriffs department and the sherriff told my dad that since she abbandoned me, he has custody of me now i have to go sit in front of a judge and tell everything. I hope they lock her druged up ass up...... i hate her.

    ...Created 2006-08-23 17:52:06

    dotsJournal: ISYABOOTYTANdots
    Mood: The Usual

    this is my new island. That im gonna buy when DJ gets rich. Lol. Hehe.. hoho. I named it myself. Ateehee

    ...Created 2006-03-04 15:57:36

    dotsJournal: Whoadots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Man i feel like a women today. Theres a chance me and DJ have the flu... That has a disadvatage and advantage. The dis. is that ive felt nausea but the adv, is that i dont have to go to school. Yeah!! not, i hate this. ANyways i been thinking about some stuff. I hate school WHy is school so difficult??? damn it such a concept.

    ...Created 2006-02-26 10:30:32

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