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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I'm not sure if school starting up again is going to be a good thing or a bad. I've been really stressed and I'm thinking school will add to that, but then again it'll be nice to get out of the house and away from the drama everyday. My goal's to be less socially retarded. ha. Hopefully not so gloomy. then again, from what I've heard from other people, I don't come off as a gloomy person, which I would think completely opposite. but I suppose you can't trust oneself to judge themself, hm?

    ...Created 2007-07-20 14:18:25

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    There's been way too much stress this summer. all the anger, confusion, worry, isolation, etc.
    all i want is for summer to be over.

    ...Created 2007-07-15 22:53:16

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    i wish summer was over.

    ...Created 2007-07-08 14:24:55

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    hmm, people are here.
    i'm far too lazy to see who it is tho.
    they like pulled up & spooky was all WOOOFOFOFO BAKRKRK GROWL ROAR SNAREL roar!
    okay, he didn't do all that, but he did bark.
    mm, how odd.
    happyfreaking cuatro de julio.

    ...Created 2007-07-04 10:30:28

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Just Hungry

    Gramma hates it when I stay up all night & sleep all day. She thinks it's laziness.
    Nah, it's just me being paranoid. :D
    It's also me trying to get my sleep cycle just right so I can watch all eighteen hours of Fosters tomorrow. <3

    ...Created 2007-07-03 02:55:37

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I know I'm an asshole.
    There, I said it. I'm accepting something about myself that everyone else around me is to dense to accept.
    I scream. I probably don't give a shit how you feel. I'm too honest. I take pointless things seriously. I'll cut you completely out of my life if I think it's better for me.
    Yes, this is just how I am. I can't help it. I can't change it [trust me, i've tried]. It's time I start taking my own advice & accept the fact that I can't change my personality because that is just ridiculous.
    I'm proud of what I am. I'm supposed to be this way. If I'm supposed to change, it'll happen on it's own.

    ...Created 2007-07-01 23:50:08

    dotsJournal: yawnnnn......dots
    Mood: Just Hungry

    yeah i wrote about half of a song likeeee 8:30 this morning. but yeah, i fell asleep around ten, not finishing. I hadn't slept in over 20 hours, which is actually what the songs about. idk when i'm gonna finish, it's 5:30 pm and i just woke up, soo those creative juices arent flowing the way they were this morning. so meh, be expecting something from me in the next few days.

    ...Created 2007-06-30 16:38:56

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    ahhhhh i dont wanna sleep
    im boreddd though

    ...Created 2007-06-29 23:56:26

    dotsJournal: ughhdots
    Mood: The Usual

    I don't like sleep.
    Like, I really, really don't. In the past 48 hours, I've had four hours. What's with me & waking up at 4am & not being able to go back to sleep? This is like the fifth time.
    >_< is there anyway you can train your body to go without sleep? That'd be sooooososoosoossoooso SO nice.

    ...Created 2007-06-28 22:14:48

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    I keep having all these fucking dreams about Alison.
    Why do I always have dreams about things I don't wanna think about? In my dream, what I can remember anyways, we were still in middle river & we were sitting at lunch and she was crying. I guess we were still friends, because I asked her what was wrong. She replied, "we've been friends for three years today, and I'm just so happy" The rest of the dream had nothing to do with her, but took place in that school.
    Is it wrong that I sort of miss her, despite how she was barely what I could call a friend, how angry she made me, how I couldn't be myself around her? Yet, I don't ever wanna see her again, I'm still mad and still dont like anything about her.
    Sigh. Yeah, confusion.
    I'm gonna get in the pool, bye.

    ...Created 2007-06-27 11:37:46

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