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Journal:  -------------------------------------------Mood: IntrospectiveThe Other Side of the Coin
The one away the warmth of a kind hand.
That's sort of how I feel. Things suspected that would come and pass have come and have passed. I'm lying here in my room and wondering precisely what it is this life of mine is for.
On a number of occasions have I glanced toward the wary horizon and pondered this, gazing at passing clouds and right now, tan foothills reaching fruitlessly upward to the sky.
Maybe I'm a lion, I often think, maybe that's what I am. Poised facing into the wind not bravely, but because that is what lies ahead.
10 months hence I will be in a desert fighting for my life and my team's life.
Should I die, I wonder, will it matter.
The undeniable answer is no, none of us do....Created 2009-11-17 18:52:48 |
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Journal: IF -------------------------------------------Mood: ContentWell, here I am again with Sanneh, she is sleeping right now back home, gonna see her again in a few hours. For now however I am taking some much needed me time. Had a rough weekend. The woman had to deal with some drama and a hungover boyfriend (sorreh) but damn, she knows how to care for a guy. . .
That's not what I meant you dirty minded bastards you.
I mean the whole unlacing the boots and getting a comfy pillow thing.
I love that woman.
Also I've been writing some LoA. Anyone who knows me knows what LoA is. If you don't, you will before I get tossed on over to the Sandbox next year.
Dear friends, enjoy the choice as always, and remember that it is sometimes acceptable to just love somebody.
Sometimes the only thing holding you back is yourself....Created 2009-11-16 10:43:08 |
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Journal: New Series -------------------------------------------Mood: FanFuckingTastic!Just sort of popped into my head (things like the happen when I am with my muse) Of probably 10 short stories or lyrical whatevers with a set story line. Like one of those albums you get from some obscure band, the kind where at the end you realize oh shit, it was all one song. Think Tubular Bells III but lyrical. The only two things set in stone at this particular moment is one titled 'The Lie', being the first, and 'The Truth' Being the last, and the things in between tell this poor joe's story.
Actually I am thinking of making it a 10 chapter short story.
Hm. Look forward to it. I certainly don't....Created 2009-11-13 12:15:58 |
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Journal:  -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual IDAHOO BOUND...Created 2009-11-10 10:51:33 |
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Journal: 787 -------------------------------------------Mood: Hooah!Just back from Grayling, feeling Hooah.
Also found the A787 group, all the guys and gals from BCT... reading some of their writings and comments brought tears to my eyes.
It was hell, but it brings nothing but good memories.
"I'm going to write a book... How Quickly We Forget." -DS Oaks
See to me, that one line there is hilarious, a catalyst for amazing memories of the man who made me a soldier.
"Logan huh? That's Wolverine's name you know Private. He was in the army too. So I guess that makes you a wolverine."
-DS Walker
The man who made me a man, who taught me to confront me fears.
"You look alot older than that, the hell happened to you?"
-DS Mitchell
The man who showed me strength and bravery.
"Yes I'm 500 miles away from home..."
PVT Queen, the man who showed me the heart in men, who showed me there will be someone there no matter how remote you feel.
"Good Job Solomon, you made it."
DS Oaks as he shook my hand, a huge smile on his face.
I am a frail guy, emotional unstable and mentally weak. He used to tear me apart but in retrospect, it was so I could build myself up. Were it not for Oaks, and Walker too, I would not be an MP, I would not be a soldier.
I would not be a man.
I know none of the cadre of A 787 will ever see this, hell I hope they don't.
Thank you.
I made it because you made me make it.
Here's to our fighting men and women across the pond, laying their lives on the line on behalf of each of us.
Here's to the families of these brave men and women, the worry, the pain, the suffering.
Here's to the NCO's, the CO's, even the warrant officers.
Here's to the best goddamn fighting force on God's green earth.
Here's to those we fight for, to those whom we love.
You are our strength, the reason for fighting, for coming home.
To first kisses and goodbye smooches. To those warm hugs and nights. To those who give a soldier his heart.
Very Fucking Hooah...Created 2009-10-26 10:56:30 |
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Journal: Musings -------------------------------------------Mood: MyehI can only sit and wonder
On my most recent sweetest blunder
ANYWHO
Alright, that idea I had a long time ago, the EliteSkills blog thing. I am gonna do it. I also am starting my let's play of faxanadu. Expect results, tomorrow.
I love this stupid fuckin useless site. Well, the people on it. Shout outs
Jen, Duv, Bogg.
Sanneh, my friend 4 evah
And me, cause I am just that special that I deserve a shout out from me. I am so fucking awesome....Created 2009-10-16 10:54:58 |
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Journal:  -------------------------------------------Mood: The UsualPeople in Michigan Piss me off....Created 2009-10-14 23:06:07 |
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Journal: I know. -------------------------------------------Mood: Hmm.I keep wondering, thinking.
Missing someone. Never did before.
My medicine, my home away from home.
Sanctuary. Sanctity.
Memories, every last one displayed with warped beauty
A world through raindrop drops
What if.
Hmm...
Well, I know....Created 2009-10-14 22:40:28 |
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Journal: DSDD -------------------------------------------Mood: Happy?Means Different Shit, Different Day.
It's good shit though.
I went to visit my dear friend, with whom I paddle this leaky canoe.
What if.
Fuck what if...
What is, what could be. What much of me feels should be and would be.
Think logically. My shield.
I'm not crying. I am.
I've loved you for a long time.
So have I.
Sadness, joy, anger, passion.
Unexpected, Unrequited, Untamed.
Welcome.
I guess one could say I am happy....Created 2009-10-13 14:48:45 |
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Journal: S.S.D.D. -------------------------------------------Mood: S.S.D.D.Means Same Shit Different Day, but alot of you knew that. Especially those of you who know me. Whenever you ask what's up or what's new, S.S.D.D. is my reply. I say it so often that I am thinking of getting it tattooed, probably in November.
Oh yes, I am back. From Basic, and from my hiding. Expect some melancholy, even macabre. It's not more of the same. I am no longer pleased nor happy with life. I no longer have anything to hold on to. My muse has left me for another. My fiance left me before that. My life is shit, and so is my mood, my outlook, and probably quality of works.
An Open Book....Created 2009-09-29 14:30:09 |
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