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Journal: Revival
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... So, it's been a long, long, long, long, long time since I've been on here or posted anything. I think I'll revamp myself and get on here more now. Probably no one remembers me anymore, but it's a new start. That being said: Hello! and I'm changing my penname if possible.

...Created 2011-02-10 01:12:30

Journal: Again
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Long time since I've written a journal. There's not much to tell really. Except that I feel lost again, it's been a few weeks since I've felt like that and try not to pay attention to it much. I don't even know what I'm starting to talk about again. Hallow's Eve just passed, and on to November, then December and then another year has gone by. I've had so much inspiration that it's been killing me, not literally though. :) And I'm rumbling now. My sister's threatening me again, she has serious anger management issues, and I mean issues. Sometimes I wonder how we somehow ended up being sisters? But you don't chose your family, do you. Oh well.

...Created 2006-11-02 18:51:20

Journal: Just Thinking
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I've been so busy I haven't had time to do anything I want to do and yet I do so much more. How ironic? Or is it? O_o ... A song keep popping up in my head it's driving me crazy, but I love it. Usually I've been soooo thinkative, I don't know what to think about it, it's weird. Is there such a thing as thinking too much? Is there such a thing as knowing too much that you know nothing?

...Created 2006-09-30 00:43:27

Journal: Why? Really?
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I sigh again as I always do and think of what I'm going to write. I don't know if anyone is going to read this, so I might as well write anything and in any language. I don't even know what I'm saying. Right now I'm feeling...inspirational, and thinkative, and all that stuff. A Dios. Que voy a ser? Was this what I was going to talk about, I don't think so. Oh yeah, I remembered. Javier. That dude has not gotten out of my mind, ugh. But then again I don't want him to leave my mind. I hope ppl don't read this, lol. I think I'll just get back to exploring and reading and commenting. Yeah, I'll do that.

...Created 2006-07-30 15:48:43

Journal: Usual
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I'm just watching from the outside in. Sounds familiar, too many times. Just hearing too. There's not much to say right now. I guess I just needed to write it down so I would know

...Created 2006-07-17 22:47:10

Journal: Something
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Again I sigh deeply thinking about nothing and everything. Again, I am listening to music, I can't help it. How can I wish for something and know that it'll never come true? I don't know why I wish it, I just do and I can't help it. Maybe that's why I'm so connected to writing and that kind of stuff. Maybe I'm looking for something so my inner me won't die and remain alive forever. *sighs* I don't know if people understand, or if they hide their own feelings and thoughts, or if they think I'm weird.

...Created 2006-07-08 01:44:14

Journal: Listening
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*Sighing* what can I say right now? I'm tired. I'm listening to music and I'm awed at how I changed with the beat of the song and the lyrics. It's just in me, how I am. I guess I am an emotional guided person of the heart. I find hidden meanings in lyrics and songs form pictures in my head and fill me with inspiration. Does it make sense? Oh well, it does a little to me.

...Created 2006-07-03 02:48:48