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    dotsJournal: CONUSdots
    Mood: Sigh...

    home - Bitter sweet

    ...Created 2010-05-04 16:39:36

    dotsJournal: 1 monthdots
    Mood: The Usual

    a month without mail... no phone... shitty food. Long days out in hostile cities. Whats not to like?

    ...Created 2009-10-01 13:40:09

    dotsJournal: Another DayDowndots
    Mood: Lonely

    Another Iraqi fun filled day down... just making time go by so that I can get home...

    ...Created 2009-08-17 00:34:44

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Stressed

    Maybe it'll be fun
    Doubt it

    ...Created 2008-09-13 03:49:59

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Thought about taking up guitar... Now I'm doing it. Any pointers? All are welcome unless its unproductive or discouraging.
    Guess it'll help pass the time in Iraq.

    ...Created 2008-08-14 01:06:42

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Lonely

    Damn I miss the old days. I think it was a bad thing the first time I looked back... I haven't been able to stop since. It's always killing me. So many things that I wish I'd have done differently. Not so much the Army... even though knowing what I know now, I do regret this. Loving the people does not make up for what I've had to do or worse yet, what I'll do and be put through. There are some things that I wish I never saw... heard... felt... Been through training that I didnt even want to know existed. I want to go back a good many years. Before girls weren't so bad anmore. Before a dollor wasn't much. I want to be that little kid.
    I don't want this anymore. I hate the reality of the world. I dont want to know how injust it really is. I just want my room, my toys, my bothers, and my friends. Life was hard then too... but I was just a kid. Everything always turned out ok. I was protected. Now... "fend for yourself", or I am the protector.
    This is something I can't give up now. My new dream. This time I can never have it. oh well.

    ...Created 2008-08-01 00:57:49

    dotsJournal: Bleghdots
    Mood: Stressed

    Welcome home, to Ft Stupid!
    Saftey first as you wreck your car or fall out from dehydration.

    Friends all gone till Monday. Guess they needed to see thier family too.

    New Idea: the books I used to write in... no more.
    Get one that no one know about, and hasn't seen. Honesty will be unavoidable when no one will read it.
    This wont give it away... A book you haven't seen can be easily faked. :) So don't ask.

    Learn to play guitar. I guess it is about time. Why not? I have weekends that I dont do much on right now. I have my fathers old guitar. I have people who know how. It'll help pass the time in Iraq. So why not?

    I need to say hello to an old friend.

    Food you say? Wonderful idea.

    ...Created 2008-07-26 14:58:56

    dotsJournal: Errdots
    Mood: Tell me I'm wrong one more time.

    The worst form of conformity is a nonconformist.

    ...Created 2008-07-15 21:21:48

    dotsJournal: Accountibilitydots
    Mood: Stressed

    Fall in!
    Recieve the report!
    1 out of ranks
    CPL Intelligence

    I hate stupid people....

    ...Created 2008-07-13 22:04:23

    dotsJournal: Deploymentdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Well, we got our orders in now. I'm deploying to Iraq March-April time frame. Going isn't the bad thing. I think the bad part is that I'm not scared, or that I'm not worried. I actually want to go. For reasons that I can't explain. Not to be a bad ass or to take a life... I'm not a heartless bastard, even though I am an ass...

    ...Created 2008-07-12 22:52:38

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