Journal: Real -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... So, I'm thinking. It's something I do a lot. I get caught up in all these little things, though it's not like I forget the big picture, I just ignore it. Lately I haven't been too happy. Actually, it's been over a year. It bothers me when other people feel the same way as I but they have no clue that I feel this way too and they probably wouldn't care anyways. OH well. ...Created 2009-05-21 12:21:42

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... I'm wanting back in your head. I'm walking with a ghost. And I'm calling it off. ...Created 2009-02-10 00:33:40

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... Wait.. They don't love you like I love you... ...Created 2009-01-27 03:21:33

Journal: Sigh -------------------------------------------Mood: Overwhelmed Well, Tomorrow is the funeral for my friend Tyler. He was only 15 and after a fight at school he went into the woods and got high. Well after his friends left he passed out and froze to death. It still hasn't hit me. It feels like he moved away or dropped out of school... not like he's dead. They found him in the same woods I once lit a couch on fire with him. The same woods were I used to go have campfires and roast marshmellows with friends. The same woods I gave my first blow job in. The same woods I used to skip class and go to. The same woods I used to write poetry in. This scares me. This scares me alot. I wrote a song for him. I put it at the sight where they found him. I was crying. Alot. And of course a news crew who had been lurking about all day waiting for someone to come caught it on camera and asked me questions and put it on the news. Typical. The thing is that I didn't know Tyler well enough. Which hurts because he's gone. We joked about burning those woods down. We should have. Than there wouldn't have been any woods for him to die in. I know it's not my fault. At all. I hadn't spoken to him actually in almost a month. The last thing I said to him was "Have you ever even read a book?" and than I laughed. The reason I said it was because he said he had never read a book that made him laugh-- and that made me laugh. I once heard him say that he was going to stay young forever. I was going to write about it... but I never did until the day I found out he was dead. I would do almost anything to see that kid again. Maybe some day. ...Created 2009-01-25 21:44:52

Journal: I have returned -------------------------------------------Mood: Juggling Tasks I was previously on here under the user name of: hateyoulove, but I doubt anyone would know because I was barely ever on it. I left here and was over at writers cafe for a while and today I decided to make a new account on here and actually use it. I am exhausted. ...Created 2009-01-04 00:38:02

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