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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Stressed

    Things have been rough for the past 3 weeks, and i usually write things when im depressed, stressed and more. My mom has major back surgery again, she just did two months ago.. my best friends mom is in serious danger of her life, and i just found out my aunt has cancer, and has a tumor.. and me and my ex-boyfriend are having problems, his best friend was hes blocking himself from everyone, and i still love him, i love him with all my heart, and i cant help him because he wont talk to me, even if i try.. i got no one to confide in, so im taking it all out on paper.. thanks for reading..

    ...Created 2007-01-28 20:33:06

    dotsJournal: I'm backdots
    Mood: The Usual

    so.. im back on here putting more entry's up, found some old ones, dusted them off and put 'em on here, two new ones that i wrote today..
    been busy in the past couple months, work, school, boyfriends, same 'ol drama, but things are starting to slow down i hope.. so maybe more will keep coming!
    Enjoy the Poetry!


    ...Created 2007-01-15 01:59:46

    dotsJournal: Update?dots
    Mood: Update i guess

    So its been a while since ive been on here. but things are a little rough, and then they seem to just flow into happiness again. im graduating with High Honors in May, one more month and i pay off my car, i have a boyfriend ive been seeing for about a month now, and things just seem to level out every now and then.
    But, i guess things are alright. i get through them.
    Just wanted to give a little update to say im still here, and poems might be coming up. im workin on them:)


    ...Created 2006-10-23 17:49:56

    dotsJournal: Goin on...dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Welp.. my life turns me around so much i cant stop turning. everything that i thought was solid under my feet, is breaking everytime i put pressure to the ground..
    i miss how my life used to be so simple and carefree and the only think i worried about was a simple test or something.
    My cuz is getting married to a man she hardly knows, and so also asks me to be a bridesmaid..and i refused. and you have to know why. me and her were friends since we were little, i know almost every secret she has, and she knows mine, i helped her with her first love, and i helped her when it fell apart, i helped her threw everything. then a year left for her in school, and things change. she no longer comes to me because of one simple person. and that person hates me for some unapparent reason (i dont not kid you, im not saying that just because, i honestly dont know why she hates me) but her name is Kelly, and she has become my cuz's maid of Honor. how rude i find that to be, when they first met each other they hated each other, they still fight constantly. and yet shes her maid of honor. so i have come to the conclusion she must drift from my life...

    As you all can tell through my poetry, i lost the one person that i truely cared about. and there was nothing that i could do. i couldnt let him keep lieing to me and telling me he cared when we both knew deep down he wasnt feeling what i was feeling. i was lied to for months on months. He told me so many lies that i dont even know if there are any true ones at all. Would you honesly be with someone who lied to all time? and told you that you were simply sex? not at first but now was all that that person that of when he thought of you?
    I couldnt...

    ...Created 2006-08-03 02:02:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    okay.. lately im going to be posting a lot of broken heart peoms mainly because i write when im in the mood, and i need to let some of this out... thank you for dealing with me here.

    ...Created 2006-07-25 00:51:24

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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