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    dotsJournal: hummm....dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    So, I am reading over my poetry, that is like 7 years old...and I am realizing that I seriously need to edit it. I rambled too, too, terribly, too much. Oh, and the misspellings and grammar....ick... over all the feelings are there.

    Anyways, I am procrastinating on my studies. I suppose I just wanted you all to know that I noticed, how terrible some of my poems are, or at least how they definitely could be altered for the better.

    See you all when I see you.

    ...Created 2012-09-09 15:01:45

    dotsJournal: I'm still alivedots
    Mood: Relaxing

    I still exsist, for those of you who run by me now and then.
    So, since I was 15 (which is when I first found this place), I've learned that everything will eventually be okay -- especially if you believe it will. If you don't, you will continue to see the negative side of life, and you will miss all the good things that are happening.
    Life is hard. People can be cruel, especially my family. But, once you separate yourself from those people that take advantage of you and purposefully get in the way of your dreams, then you can see the light fully. Or at least that is how it was for me. It was hard to see the good things with the negative people around. I still get depressed, and sad, but I know things will be okay.

    There's good things in store for all of us. Just apply yourself to what you love (and try not to let that be a person, because people change, including yourself.)

    That's all for now. I just want you all to know I'm thinking of yous :)

    ...Created 2012-09-08 17:15:13

    dotsJournal: I'm okay.dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    I always wonder what I will be doing years from I going to be that old lady walking on the side of the road? I worry that I will live a horrible life. I dont want that...but what the hell do I wanna do with my life that will insure I will live comfortablly when I am old and feble and unable to care for myself? ..I wont have any children to take care of me, because I wont give them this disease I have encountered, and I dont really like this world. I will have no one when I am old because they will all be gone, or old themselves...
    Sometimes I question whether there is a God, and if he is actually kind...but I do believe He exists...I just get angry when shit happens. Its just something that I dont understand...

    But I am dealing with it all.

    ...Created 2011-03-03 11:13:56

    dotsJournal: tis what it isdots
    Mood: ***

    Life is meham right now..just shitty. but oh well!

    ...Created 2010-08-05 21:59:05

    dotsJournal: Blah but no Hadots

    My life is ruined. Sure I can do just about everything but sex. But a family. But kids. what is the point of living. I eventually wanted something more. I will never have it. I killed my only child I couldve had. I left a good guy, who had faults, for someone new, and different. thinkin they might be better. But his ex gave him something terrible. I blame myself and the skank..its her fault for having sex with men and women and SOOO many..shes only like 21 or 22. more than 30 only 20. and I get shit. God is a horrible God.

    ...Created 2010-07-07 23:22:30

    dotsJournal: Happy Daysdots
    Mood: "up with the clouds"

    OHH HAPPY DAYS! haha, I liked that show. They use to still play it lol. Its been so long sice I saw it.

    Amyways, all is good. Gotta take the pup to the vet though. She might have a UTI, or something along those lines. But other than that, life is good again. Nothings bothering me, no family issues..although I get moody with my But I do believe that is a woman thing.

    Oh its been a long time since I have enjoyed a sun raise. The other day I was "driving into the sunrise!" It was pretty. And then a day before that, I was "driving into the sunset." Oh but when I was driving into the sunrise at like 630 am (too early) there was this guy walking..he looked exhausted and wore out in body and spirit. Nobody was gonna help him :( I wanted to sooo bad but I couldnt..He was too big of a guy, that if he was gonna kill me he could. I wouldnt be able to fight him. Oh, I did help a guy the other day. It was actually hot and around 7pm. I had my dog with me (not that it makes me feel any safer), and I decided to stop. He was really neat. Gave me some money for helping. He has a pretty respectable job too. A firefigher. He was up in rank too. So I was surprised. He smelled of alcolhol, but truely I dont care. Just as long as you dont kill me.

    But Im out :)

    ...Created 2010-06-23 01:22:01

    dotsJournal: This Weekdots
    Mood: Tired

    This week has been total shit! Horrible! I got rear ended and then the guy drove off, then someone backed into my passager side doors and my rear door doesnt open right..but..over all I say, its okay now...its friday..

    ...Created 2010-04-30 13:49:44

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Lonely

    wow...i honestly didnt think my day could get worse...
    i have busted out crying twice already at work today with really no reason...but now, I have some reason and spoilage to my day...i hate crying and feeling like this! much...

    ...Created 2009-05-29 17:22:57

    dotsJournal: had a bad day?dots
    Mood: Depressed


    ...Created 2009-05-29 15:32:26

    dotsJournal: to work I go..dots
    Mood: ok/wierd/lively

    well I must be off, can not be late.
    the money calls, and I must obey.
    to the shower i hop, and to the car I run.

    I just saw a poem about 3 1/2 years old..forgot who it was even written for and why. it was a christmas play I presume. but i couldnt remember exactly which guy I had written it for..its funny.

    OFF I GO! me and my per-cast-in-ate-ion-ings lol

    ...Created 2009-05-28 07:19:40

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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